it was strange today

I just could not get warm come the evening hours

now, normally I am cold in the day and hot at night

even on cold nights I sleep with the air conditioner on

but tonight come the evening hours I was very cold

so I took another very very hot shower

put on two layers of warm pajamas

drank some hot coffee

and turned on the heater

and now I am finally getting warm


so this is strange, because like I said, come the night, I am hot


good news today was after two weeks of being out of work and applying to countless jobs, at least I got approved for food stamps. So, I should have that in two weeks they said.

oh, and the gas stations are out of gas here. Heard everyone is going crazy hoarding and filling up multiple containers and causing the shortage.


Krystal got me foreverfloral it is flowers made out of wood and they look and feel real. They are so beautiful. I absolutely love them. She is so precious. She loves me so much. I truly don't know why. But I try the best I can.