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(OP) User ID: 76614166 United States 01/08/2019 11:22 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not today as much but the feeling is there often enough, and it comes upon waking from sleep for me also Quoting: Centurionx Yes. Usually, I figure it is just that I have been doing much 'work' while I was sleeping. But today it is especially difficult to shake this. Last couple of months or probably longer I've had a lot of distressing dreams I can't remember, but lately it's just been wonderful dreamless sleep Today especially, not a usual Tuesday for me :p I hope whatever it is you ladies are sensing decides in a favorable fucking light Amen Edit:spelling I trained myself many years ago to be able to have dream recall. I did so by keeping a notebook next to my bed, and I would jot down whatever was in my mind as soon as my eyes were open. Here recently, I have had not much success with that. :/ |
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(OP) User ID: 76614166 United States 01/08/2019 11:25 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Fall in love with a woman sexually (as in desiring one as a mate?) I do not think so. Why? no LOL Spot on. No offense to anyone, but I have always had better relationships with men than women (and I do not mean only the sexual sort...deep friendships.) Women can be very cruel to one another. I can count my woman friends IRL on one hand. |
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(OP) User ID: 76614166 United States 01/08/2019 11:30 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Quoting: Deafcat PLEASE contact me! I bet that is why I am feeling this way!!! :(((((((( |
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User ID: 76585783 United States 01/08/2019 11:33 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not today as much but the feeling is there often enough, and it comes upon waking from sleep for me also Quoting: Centurionx Yes. Usually, I figure it is just that I have been doing much 'work' while I was sleeping. But today it is especially difficult to shake this. Last couple of months or probably longer I've had a lot of distressing dreams I can't remember, but lately it's just been wonderful dreamless sleep Today especially, not a usual Tuesday for me :p I hope whatever it is you ladies are sensing decides in a favorable fucking light Amen Edit:spelling I trained myself many years ago to be able to have dream recall. I did so by keeping a notebook next to my bed, and I would jot down whatever was in my mind as soon as my eyes were open. Here recently, I have had not much success with that. :/ Oh? Has it been harder to recall your dreams lately, or is it something else For me, I always find it difficult, save for when I was a kid and my mind not sure filled with bs :p A dream journal I've been thinly my about keeping as well :) Hmmmm... |
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(OP) User ID: 76614166 United States 01/08/2019 11:37 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: LilMiss Yes. Usually, I figure it is just that I have been doing much 'work' while I was sleeping. But today it is especially difficult to shake this. Last couple of months or probably longer I've had a lot of distressing dreams I can't remember, but lately it's just been wonderful dreamless sleep Today especially, not a usual Tuesday for me :p I hope whatever it is you ladies are sensing decides in a favorable fucking light Amen Edit:spelling I trained myself many years ago to be able to have dream recall. I did so by keeping a notebook next to my bed, and I would jot down whatever was in my mind as soon as my eyes were open. Here recently, I have had not much success with that. :/ Oh? Has it been harder to recall your dreams lately, or is it something else For me, I always find it difficult, save for when I was a kid and my mind not sure filled with bs :p A dream journal I've been thinly my about keeping as well :) I am not honestly sure what it is. But, I do know, that for the past month or so, I wake up feeling like I have not slept much at all. Sometimes we get a 'thumbs up' from our own insights...out of the blue. ;) |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 73010339 United States 01/08/2019 11:39 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Aw sweetie. Yes the work during sleep is very distressing of late. Even though the process is hard, have been waking up with a sense of cleansing and renewal the last several days. Joy and gratitude for whatever is going on "over there." Have faith that the fear systems created are being undone. It takes each of us to change our focus from fear, lack and sadness to faith, abundance and joy. Removing the parasitic thought forms from ourselves and our reality is a painful process. Wounds hurt as they heal. Have faith and KNOW it's going to be okay. Too many are waking up and seeing the fake reality drawn over the original creation that we will be returning to. What we feed through our emotions and thoughts is key. |
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(OP) User ID: 76614166 United States 01/08/2019 11:44 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Happening for me as well. And it is not just one! It is like my mind is seeking to come up with every sad thing I can think of. *sigh* I had a great day yesterday. Where is the rewind button? I do that sometimes...arrghh. More often, than I care to admit. Like a bad film on a continuos loop. Is the sun shinning where you are? I took my first coffee on the back porch this morning. Bundled up on the bench. Watched the birds, and thanked the earth for being such a lovely host. Hi Mona!!! As a matter of fact, we have clear skies this morning. Excellent idea! (For me too, more than I would like to admit.) |
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(OP) User ID: 76614166 United States 01/08/2019 11:48 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Aw sweetie. Yes the work during sleep is very distressing of late. Even though the process is hard, have been waking up with a sense of cleansing and renewal the last several days. Joy and gratitude for whatever is going on "over there." Have faith that the fear systems created are being undone. It takes each of us to change our focus from fear, lack and sadness to faith, abundance and joy. Removing the parasitic thought forms from ourselves and our reality is a painful process. Wounds hurt as they heal. Have faith and KNOW it's going to be okay. Too many are waking up and seeing the fake reality drawn over the original creation that we will be returning to. What we feed through our emotions and thoughts is key. Quoting: Willow Wood So grateful for you!!! I picked up 'ptsd' along my journey, and that has been a most challenging experience to 'break.' A noise can send me into 'brainspins'...like my mind is searching for every awful thing it can think of...and difficult memories play like a slideshow. ugh But, here's to hope! |
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User ID: 76585783 United States 01/08/2019 12:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Centurionx Last couple of months or probably longer I've had a lot of distressing dreams I can't remember, but lately it's just been wonderful dreamless sleep Today especially, not a usual Tuesday for me :p I hope whatever it is you ladies are sensing decides in a favorable fucking light Amen Edit:spelling I trained myself many years ago to be able to have dream recall. I did so by keeping a notebook next to my bed, and I would jot down whatever was in my mind as soon as my eyes were open. Here recently, I have had not much success with that. :/ Oh? Has it been harder to recall your dreams lately, or is it something else For me, I always find it difficult, save for when I was a kid and my mind not sure filled with bs :p A dream journal I've been thinly my about keeping as well :) I am not honestly sure what it is. But, I do know, that for the past month or so, I wake up feeling like I have not slept much at all. Sometimes we get a 'thumbs up' from our own insights...out of the blue. ;) That's what I've been getting too I love to sleep though Longing to be with those either deceased or far removed My work is physically challenging so that is another culprit as well Hmmmm... |
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(OP) User ID: 76614166 United States 01/08/2019 12:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: LilMiss I trained myself many years ago to be able to have dream recall. I did so by keeping a notebook next to my bed, and I would jot down whatever was in my mind as soon as my eyes were open. Here recently, I have had not much success with that. :/ Oh? Has it been harder to recall your dreams lately, or is it something else For me, I always find it difficult, save for when I was a kid and my mind not sure filled with bs :p A dream journal I've been thinly my about keeping as well :) I am not honestly sure what it is. But, I do know, that for the past month or so, I wake up feeling like I have not slept much at all. Sometimes we get a 'thumbs up' from our own insights...out of the blue. ;) That's what I've been getting too I love to sleep though Longing to be with those either deceased or far removed My work is physically challenging so that is another culprit as well *jaw drops* 'Same page syndrome,' we have. I have been recovering from 3 surgeries I had last year, and SO desire to be physical again! Getting there, thank goodness. Thank you for coming to my thread. I am here for you, Friend! |
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(OP) User ID: 76614166 United States 01/08/2019 12:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hello to you, Lil’. Quoting: mona lizard I firmly believe one must know sadness, in order to experience great joy...most often found in the littlest things. My mom used to tell us the morning mist was the squirrels making coffee. I could not agree with you more. I have been blessed with each side of the coin. I love what your mom said! |
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User ID: 76585783 United States 01/08/2019 12:17 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Centurionx Oh? Has it been harder to recall your dreams lately, or is it something else For me, I always find it difficult, save for when I was a kid and my mind not sure filled with bs :p A dream journal I've been thinly my about keeping as well :) I am not honestly sure what it is. But, I do know, that for the past month or so, I wake up feeling like I have not slept much at all. Sometimes we get a 'thumbs up' from our own insights...out of the blue. ;) That's what I've been getting too I love to sleep though Longing to be with those either deceased or far removed My work is physically challenging so that is another culprit as well *jaw drops* 'Same page syndrome,' we have. I have been recovering from 3 surgeries I had last year, and SO desire to be physical again! Getting there, thank goodness. Thank you for coming to my thread. I am here for you, Friend! The pleasure is mine Am already looking forward to Spring myself Hmmmm... |
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(OP) User ID: 76614166 United States 01/08/2019 12:21 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: LilMiss I am not honestly sure what it is. But, I do know, that for the past month or so, I wake up feeling like I have not slept much at all. Sometimes we get a 'thumbs up' from our own insights...out of the blue. ;) That's what I've been getting too I love to sleep though Longing to be with those either deceased or far removed My work is physically challenging so that is another culprit as well *jaw drops* 'Same page syndrome,' we have. I have been recovering from 3 surgeries I had last year, and SO desire to be physical again! Getting there, thank goodness. Thank you for coming to my thread. I am here for you, Friend! The pleasure is mine Am already looking forward to Spring myself I would be, if it did not seem to already be here! I am in NW Arkansas, and we have already had some mid-60s days here this new year (Christmas day was not far from that.) I am not from here, but locals say this is not unheard of, but very strange. Some say that might be 'lucky,' but, when it gets cold again, it might just make it feel worse...more depressing, you know? What state are you in? What has the Winter been like there? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77168939 United States 01/08/2019 12:26 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hello to you, Lil’. Quoting: mona lizard I firmly believe one must know sadness, in order to experience great joy...most often found in the littlest things. My mom used to tell us the morning mist was the squirrels making coffee. :sunrise3: I could not agree with you more. I have been blessed with each side of the coin. I love what your mom said! Yeah..I was blessed with each side of the coin as well. Its the third side, the circle that I often most often. You can only observe one side however, at a time. I cant decide which side to look at. I think I know which side I want facing up. Its been a long journey and its far from over. I have to keep going. I must never give up.. |
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(OP) User ID: 76614166 United States 01/08/2019 12:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hello to you, Lil’. Quoting: mona lizard I firmly believe one must know sadness, in order to experience great joy...most often found in the littlest things. My mom used to tell us the morning mist was the squirrels making coffee. I could not agree with you more. I have been blessed with each side of the coin. I love what your mom said! Yeah..I was blessed with each side of the coin as well. Its the third side, the circle that I often most often. You can only observe one side however, at a time. I cant decide which side to look at. I think I know which side I want facing up. Its been a long journey and its far from over. I have to keep going. I must never give up.. Hmm. Maybe those sides are one and the same, but we have been taught to think otherwise. Please do not give up (I have felt that way...way too many times this lifetime.) I will ponder what you said. ;) |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 76230257 United States 01/08/2019 12:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hello to you, Lil’. Quoting: mona lizard I firmly believe one must know sadness, in order to experience great joy...most often found in the littlest things. My mom used to tell us the morning mist was the squirrels making coffee. :sunrise3: I could not agree with you more. I have been blessed with each side of the coin. I love what your mom said! Yeah..I was blessed with each side of the coin as well. Its the third side, the circle that I often most often. You can only observe one side however, at a time. I cant decide which side to look at. I think I know which side I want facing up. Its been a long journey and its far from over. I have to keep going. I must never give up.. That’s just a saying. Don’t limit yourself with comparing any of this to something material...It’s all there, all right in front of us. |
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(OP) User ID: 76614166 United States 01/08/2019 12:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Third side is the edge of the coin. Turn it up so that neither side is facing down and walk the edge like a rolling log. Balance. Quoting: Willow Wood Yes, that occurred to me. What would spinning it very quickly produce (as in making it 'blur?') Last Edited by LilMiss on 01/08/2019 12:47 PM |
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(OP) User ID: 76614166 United States 01/08/2019 12:48 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hello to you, Lil’. Quoting: mona lizard I firmly believe one must know sadness, in order to experience great joy...most often found in the littlest things. My mom used to tell us the morning mist was the squirrels making coffee. I could not agree with you more. I have been blessed with each side of the coin. I love what your mom said! Yeah..I was blessed with each side of the coin as well. Its the third side, the circle that I often most often. You can only observe one side however, at a time. I cant decide which side to look at. I think I know which side I want facing up. Its been a long journey and its far from over. I have to keep going. I must never give up.. That’s just a saying. Don’t limit yourself with comparing any of this to something material...It’s all there, all right in front of us. |
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