I have a bad feeling...

I have felt a bad energy for a few days now. At this point I'm actually scared of Democrats.

It's not that I'm paranoid either, I lost a good gig because of politics.I can't fight it because it was a contract. Literally glowing reviews one day and the next oh you're conservative goodbye."

I'm okay but a couple days later my childhood friend who I have loved for over half of a century go absolute banshee on me yelling she blamed people like me who voted for Trump for everything wrong.She was going on about ancient migratory pass for people like Mexicans were gazelles.

Then the way they came after Roger Stone where all those guns and stuff, I don't like it, it feels politically intimidating to me.

Me too...

Wish the poles had shifted in 2012.

Would have been less fucked up than the mess we are in now.

Hey You

Hey You

Wish the poles had shifted in 2012.

Would have been less fucked up than the mess we are in now.

Yep, a bland dread feeling. A sadness kind of. Not sure if that comes from loneliness or what.

When I say lonely -- I mean it doesn't feel like my world, my people, my USA anymore. I have no interest in going to movies, going out to eat, going anywhere that involves being around thoughtless a-holes.

LJS was correct (wish the pole shift had occurred 2012)

Or a Meteor

Or Aliens {because...well ....Aliens}

This death of 1000 cuts is BS!

Belly of the beast :(

Can one tickle it?

Listen, it's a 90% confidence that this is a cave-in, or at least, a massive public relations nightmare for our cause...just another in a long line of one step forward, two back.

I'm tired of it.

There are lots of us like minded folks who only want the best for ours and our country...lots of us, BUT, there is more of them than us...PLUS, we have absolutely ZERO structure and organization to our cause to truly believe that all our bluster will have any significant impact in the near future.

There are but a few in federal, state, and local leadership that truly/wholeheartedly support Trump and our cause, BUT again, not enough to overtake the momentum.

No structure. No organization. No momentum. No chance.

I'd be all in and work my ass off for it, if there were tangible, realistic structure to work with.

I'm in my mid-fifties and likely have just enough time to settle with the die that is cast and try to enjoy the time I have left.

I'm watchin'...I still have dreams and desire...but truthfully, I'm out.

I've invested WAY too much time, emotion, and effort just to see these investments pissed away.

Out.

LJS was correct (wish the pole shift had occurred 2012)

Or a Meteor

Or Aliens {because...well ....Aliens}

This death of 1000 cuts is BS!

Anybody else?

Feels real doomy... Lots of fear in the atmosphere I sense... At least I think I do...

Anybody else?

Feels real doomy... Lots of fear in the atmosphere I sense... At least I think I do...

Anybody else?

Feels real doomy... Lots of fear in the atmosphere I sense... At least I think I do...

Hopefully Syria, Yemen and Ukraine will escalate soon, then Freemason loving conspiracy scum can get to work to ordo ab chao with their bed buddies.

You Should be Afraid..VERY Afraid..