I dont know what to do now

To point out that men aren't mind readers and everyone but OP has no idea what she is talking about.

For instance; OP could spend all day wondering whether her man will bring her flowers... But unless she tells him she wants flowers, he's not going to know to bring her any...

I'm wondering why so many women seem to think they're hints at what they want are effective and they get disappointed when they're not.

I know it sounds like a stupid song lol

I can't put it up java/memory issue

But to Him I dedicate a song.

I dont mean it in a take me back way-or a begging on my knees way-Fuck that

I dont mean it as a Lover

I MEAN IT

AS

A

FRIEND


No matter what-where-when-how-who

It is lol

By Bon Jovi

I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU



k?

Ok

And NOW I am done with the drama lol
Its takin a toll on me

FUCK

I KNOW YOU?

Where did you get left?

I get what you mean.Truth is though that a hurting heart isn't all I got from him.Good DID come out.He made me want to give a damn about myself again.He made me laugh until I cried and at times cry until I laughed.He calmed some fear/worry I had as well.He accepted me for who I am and everything I shared he understood and I shared ALOT-things I never told anyone.We could talk for hours on hours and hours.I know he loved me which is why I am shocked at the sudden cut off.I didnt do anything to hurt him and If I did I am so very sorry.Not knowing wtf I did hurts the most.He wasnt always kind to me either though-He got damn mean as fuck to me but I did not turn my back on him-I didnt run away from him.
Yea so I am over it but it left a scar.
He made me want to sing again

I believe what OP is trying to get across here is that she suckered some guy to her place with offers of a ssexual nature. She got cozy and lit a candle and he ducked out the back after asking where the bathroom was.

Am i close OP?

there is really no "delicate" way to ask this OP.. so here it goes.

When was the last time you really washed that thing??

She is butthurt cause some guy she used to fuck with in past rejected her advances and doesn't wanna know her.. Am I right?

You are WRONG.

I am mad as hell he wont man the fuck up and tell me what I did wrong.I think someone lied about me here.I really dont give a fuck anymore.
Karma...

Karma goes both ways remember that..

Yes but I didnt do anything wrong and at least deserve an explaination.Bout to have a fucking panic attack over this shit.

stop dating asshole over the internet

move on