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akasuzanne
User ID: 72364641 United States 03/06/2019 12:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Glad you're still with us. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 14385938 I had an experience during a 12 hour series of surgeries. I became aware in the midst of a great gathering of what seemed to be my greatest friends who cherished and loved me beyond all comprehension. It was as though I was the star of the party and I was the self I would always wish to be. Then I suddenly became aware that it was time to go back. That I had to go and I whooshed through a dimension, like a Twilight Zone dimension, but it was wrong and I was in the blackest space you could imagine. Hands and arms were reaching through, trying to catch me and there were cries of 'catch her, catch her!' but they failed. And for a very, very long time, I floated in this deep black space, with bright stars everywhere in the distance and surrounding me. I had lots of time to contemplate what had happened... I knew I was in surgery on Earth, I knew I was certainly not on Earth now, I knew something had gone terribly wrong and I was afraid. And it stayed like that for what seemed like hour after hour. I knew I was having an operation and I wondered if something had happened to my human body. I was very, very alone. And then I was grabbed and slammed HARD into my body. A nurse was shaking me, saying 'it's time to wake up' and I said 'oh, thank God, they caught me!' and she said 'who caught you, dear?' and I started throwing up from being under for so long. It sure as hell wasn't a dream. I don't know what it was. But I was acutely aware that I am separate from my body and I am also aware that things can go wrong in this universe. I also know that where I was before I had to go back was HOME and I had known everyone around me for all time. It was great to be there and I have never been afraid of dying, either. But I sure love my life here on Earth. |
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Chaotic117
User ID: 75420369 United States 03/06/2019 12:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Let me start off by giving you a brief back story. I am 48 years old. Active. I still work private security and raise my livestock. When I was 34 I had a heart attack. I had ignored high blood pressure and probably drank a little too hard as a young soldier. It left me with a cardiomyopathy. At 34 they put a dual purpose ICD in my chest. Defibrillator/ pacer assist. My ejection fraction is 15% but I dont feel it most of the time. When I get sick it always affects my heart but other then that I live a normal life. Quoting: Whiskey Tango Foxtrot So on Sunday I was a little sick. Had a virus and was horribly dehydrated. I am staying away from my home at the moment to work and complete some classes. I stay with a friend that I have known since school. I felt ok but a little run down. Was setting on the couch watching a movie. My friend was also here. At one point I felt strange. My heart fluttered and I felt my pacer kick in. Then out of nowhere my defib hit me with the high voltage. I knew what was happening and rolled off the couch o to my hands and knees. I remember most of this. I knew the moment I was dying. I am not afraid of death. I have come to terms with it during early deployments. But I remember at that moment being afraid. Not of the pain or death. But I felt bad leaving my kids. I have stuff I still want to see and accomplish. I was upset because I knew my wife would be heart broken. I remember seeing the irony in dying like this after everything I had lived through and asked God to help me pull through this attack. I just didnt want to die right then and there. Here is where it gets weird. I do have faith. Never been big on supernatural so bare with me. I remember fading out. Like going to sleep on anesthesia. Then I woke up. My friend was over me calling 911. The dog was taking advantage of the situation and licking me right on my damn teeth haha. But I came to. I sat up and saw that I had rolled around pushed a couch across the room. I asked my friend what happened after I went to my knees and she told me I was being shocked again. So the defibrillator worked. It revived me. But I sat up and started watching the movie again. I remember the entire scene that occurred during the time my heart stopped and I was on the ground. I remember watching myself lay on the ground. I was able to repeat the entire dialogue of the movie that was on through my flatline. We even pulled the movie up on demand to see if I was right. I was right word for word. I didnt see a light. But i was comforted. I hit a place where i seemed to be ok with the idea of moving on and it seemed like subconsciously i was fully aware of every second of this ordeal. To sum it up the doc said it was due to me being sick and dehydrated. My electrolytes were off and it hit my heart. They kept me over night and read the history of my device. I died twice. I was flatlined for about 30 seconds between the 2 shocks. Wall of text. Literate people can actually read paragraphs. Thanks,OP!! Glad you're okay. Seriously. Anyone should be able to read that shit in no time. It's just words |
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Fluffy Pancakes
User ID: 77376617 United States 03/06/2019 12:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Quite a story you shared. So glad you're alright, and please do take care of yourself! And....Finish your mission. Things are bad enough, there is no need to make anything up. ~Fluffy "Never interrupt an enemy in the process of destroying himself." Quercitin and zinc...Get it. Take it. Visit howbad.info...If you took the shot, for sure. |
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MissCleo
User ID: 77082640 United States 03/06/2019 12:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Well except driving toward a gas station or with a bunch of screaming people in the back seat. Sometimes I wonder if we are reminded how precious life is with close calls. |
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Pilgrim001
User ID: 77021014 United States 03/06/2019 12:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Ive been having chest pains for about a week now. Not every day or moment, just when tired or stressed. Have met 1 other person who had same thing and an old friend died in his sleep 2 weeks ago. I believe its the sun. Quoting: FunnyStrange Or it could be indigestion. I don't have the time or the crayons to explain this to you. Slake Blake |
GTB
User ID: 76338020 United States 03/06/2019 12:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You had a heart attack in your 30s. You have a device inside you. Not even 50 yet, and you're flatlining. I'm guessing you're a larger fellow. You probably won't make 60, so I'm glad you've made peace with death. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76654640 JFC...what a fucking shitty thing to say. I'd rather be real and rejected than fake and accepted. Individualism is the logical conclusion of rational political/social opinions. Leftism is the absence of any. |
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CitizenPerth
User ID: 77432642 Australia 03/06/2019 12:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | glad you're cool man.. rest up... had something similar somewhere last month? after multiple shoulder ops? the sent me home... few weeks later, it was bleeding like a bitch through covers.... long story short, the metal work in my shoulder got golden staff... and after surgery? nothing for pain was working.. even the morph..... they put in a pic line to my heart through my bicep... i was in for three months... i'm still at home as infectious..... story is..i died that night before the morph... i remember nothing.... have to go see the surgeon tomorrow as they want the metal work out asap.... i don't care.. the pain sucks... and so do all these super antibiotics.... they are a stomach killer... anyhoos... back to topic... again? glad you are fine... i was surprised you have some sort of inbuilt defib...... cool! Last Edited by CitizenPerth™ on 03/06/2019 12:57 PM It's life as we know it, but only just. [link to citizenperth.wordpress.com] sic ut vos es vos should exsisto , denego alius vicis facio vos change , exsisto youself , proprie |
Loup Garou
User ID: 76849242 United States 03/06/2019 12:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I know several folks personally who are having heart problems right now too, oh and they are 40 and younger. I am glad you made it thru OP, your wife and kids need you. Good luck and perhaps look up Doc Wallack he has all sorts of nutrients to help. BTW, is your birthdate in January or late December? Just because YOU don’t believe in the Rougarou; or the Loup Garou, don’t make you safe; No ! The Constitution is a blend of 'moral certitude' -- which is one of the reasons that criminals are determined to be rid of it and We the People must be even more determined to defend it. "If there must be trouble, let it be in my day, that my child may have peace." - Thomas Paine The only thing the Illuminati fears is an independent person who can live, eat, sleep, stay warm and defend themselves separate from Federal help. Pray that the Lord gives us more time! The End is near and time is short! A fool takes no pleasure in understanding, but only in expressing his opinion. ~Proverbs 18:2 For those who understand, no explanation is needed. For those who do not understand, no explanation is possible "A candle loses nothing by lighting another candle" - James Keller Checkd, Keked, and Rekt! #Kids2 |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 77064257 United States 03/06/2019 12:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You had a heart attack from drinking and you don't stay properly hydrated now when you know you have issues? Hydration is a big problem in the demented elderly and one which is not discussed nearly enough: [link to www.nih.gov (secure)] [link to www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov (secure)] "in some individuals, the loss of as little as 2-3% of body fluid can cause physical and cognitive impairment " |
Jd2303
User ID: 77047719 United States 03/06/2019 01:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Let me start off by giving you a brief back story. I am 48 years old. Active. I still work private security and raise my livestock. When I was 34 I had a heart attack. I had ignored high blood pressure and probably drank a little too hard as a young soldier. It left me with a cardiomyopathy. At 34 they put a dual purpose ICD in my chest. Defibrillator/ pacer assist. My ejection fraction is 15% but I dont feel it most of the time. When I get sick it always affects my heart but other then that I live a normal life. Quoting: Whiskey Tango Foxtrot So on Sunday I was a little sick. Had a virus and was horribly dehydrated. I am staying away from my home at the moment to work and complete some classes. I stay with a friend that I have known since school. I felt ok but a little run down. Was setting on the couch watching a movie. My friend was also here. At one point I felt strange. My heart fluttered and I felt my pacer kick in. Then out of nowhere my defib hit me with the high voltage. I knew what was happening and rolled off the couch o to my hands and knees. I remember most of this. I knew the moment I was dying. I am not afraid of death. I have come to terms with it during early deployments. But I remember at that moment being afraid. Not of the pain or death. But I felt bad leaving my kids. I have stuff I still want to see and accomplish. I was upset because I knew my wife would be heart broken. I remember seeing the irony in dying like this after everything I had lived through and asked God to help me pull through this attack. I just didnt want to die right then and there. Here is where it gets weird. I do have faith. Never been big on supernatural so bare with me. I remember fading out. Like going to sleep on anesthesia. Then I woke up. My friend was over me calling 911. The dog was taking advantage of the situation and licking me right on my damn teeth haha. But I came to. I sat up and saw that I had rolled around pushed a couch across the room. I asked my friend what happened after I went to my knees and she told me I was being shocked again. So the defibrillator worked. It revived me. But I sat up and started watching the movie again. I remember the entire scene that occurred during the time my heart stopped and I was on the ground. I remember watching myself lay on the ground. I was able to repeat the entire dialogue of the movie that was on through my flatline. We even pulled the movie up on demand to see if I was right. I was right word for word. I didnt see a light. But i was comforted. I hit a place where i seemed to be ok with the idea of moving on and it seemed like subconsciously i was fully aware of every second of this ordeal. To sum it up the doc said it was due to me being sick and dehydrated. My electrolytes were off and it hit my heart. They kept me over night and read the history of my device. I died twice. I was flatlined for about 30 seconds between the 2 shocks. Interesting. I wonder if you switch dimensions when that happens. |
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American Indian Elder
User ID: 76207903 United States 03/06/2019 01:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh God really? There has been some weird crap like this happening around me. Like Luke Perry type stuff I was just going to comment on that, I believe some sound wave or other manipulation was enacted: we lost two tribal elders and one younger man who went to e.r., then Cosmic gypsy on here. I had a rough 3 days where I stayed dressed and ready to call 911 till my B/bm, pulse and angina stabilized. I was already on crutches from a fall two weeks ago and a lupus flare. Later i heard from relatives and friends of sudden onset migranes, chest pains and dizzy spells. And if this is a test of a man made weapon does it work thru the wiring for wifi etc? If this worked, would another greater one be planned. amdg Forgiveness means giving up every hope for a better past, In exchange for a better future. P.S. Ive always had an American Flag, now all of a sudden you gave me a Canada one. ?? Please whoever did this change it back. Not that free Ojibwe/Chippewa acknowledge any imaginary boundry lines... |
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Nemesis8
The Greatest Light User ID: 75437482 United States 03/06/2019 01:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Amazing story WTF. Just so you know, you are more than skin and bones. Think of this: How is it you can talk to yourself and others in your mind if your lips are not moving? You are skin and “light” my friend. Go to my sight and read “Thoughts” at the very bottom of the table of contents. It takes a couple of pages in to reach there. The journey is part of why you should start at the Entrance first. I leave a message of the importance of the veil being lifted. "Fiat Lux et Veritas" |
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American Indian Elder
User ID: 76207903 United States 03/06/2019 01:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You had a heart attack in your 30s. You have a device inside you. Not even 50 yet, and you're flatlining. I'm guessing you're a larger fellow. You probably won't make 60, so I'm glad you've made peace with death. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76654640 JFC...what a fucking shitty thing to say. Wow, eh? Nothing like cheering up someoone. Dont listen to that, OP, my Dad drank like a fish, smoked like a chimney and fried his eggs in bacon grease and lived to be 90. He had chest pains at 50 an Mom called a cab since she had four little kids to watch. She didnt hear anything and finally called the E.R. They said no one had come in! My Aunt had come over in the meantime and said "Call the bars, Sis" and sure enough, he was at his favorite bar with the cab guy. To make matters worse, our family Doc told him the whisky shots probably saved his life.That was his lisence to to daily self medication. Did that cheer you up OP.? amdg Forgiveness means giving up every hope for a better past, In exchange for a better future. P.S. Ive always had an American Flag, now all of a sudden you gave me a Canada one. ?? Please whoever did this change it back. Not that free Ojibwe/Chippewa acknowledge any imaginary boundry lines... |
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