85% of humans are nasty, selfish, insufferable cowards and cunts ... I want out asap.

I'm so done wasting as much as a calory of energy on anything humanoid. My empathy is dead, my interest in other people's lives is gone, the love for members of the opposite sex has been depleted, etc. etc.

It's a fucking open madhouse out there where nothing is allowed but anything goes and you either have to be a sadistic piece of shit who enjoys hurting others or you're happy being a masochistic doormat begging for more abuse. The moment you stand up for yourself the entire circus on either side gangs up on you as if you're the one to blame.

I used to be very fond of children, but also that went out of the window along the way. I wanted children so badly when I was a kid, but now I can only dread the prospect of having to have one in this shithole.

Every time a woman smiles at me, I instinctively refuse to still reciprocate or even look at her. Too many miserable, abusive cunts have ruined that little magic trick for me in the past. I just act as if I didn't perceive the signals and try to do as if nothing ever happened. I don't like to do this at all. The last thing I want is to put someone else down. Nothing good can ever come of this, but nothing bad either. The latter is always 500 times worse than the very little moments of fleeting pleasure you encounter.

Here or there I can still see remnants of what authentic people used to be like, but it's mostly in old timers ready to kick the bucket. When these guys and gals die, all we'll have left will be untrustworthy beasts. Not animals, let's not demean these glorious creatures, but fucking beasts.


There it is ... Society has turned me into an embittered ball of mysantropic anguish. Maybe a fucking barrel in my mouth would be a good option, but I still have to take care of my two very faithful canine friends. If these guys die, then I'm sure I'll follow them pretty soon afterwards. Too bad I'm not a dog, because I sure as hell don't consider myself human anymore.