I have been really - blown open recently. My childhood friend committed suicide on live stream a couple of weeks ago. I saw her do this on live stream and tried along with others to get responders to her on time. We were too late.
None of it felt real.
Of course for several days I was in shock -

I have had very strange dreams since this event.
In one I was in a room full of people - a very bright room - it was a large "massage therapy school" or that is what it seemed like - we were on tables some of us, clothed - and students or therapists were around working on people - and then this woman came in to work on me - and she - did what can only be described as a "chakra alignment" - the other therapists and teachers were upset she came and did this "adjustment" but she was impatient with them and came in with purpose and felt that I had been through or waited long enough.

Since this experience I have been doing a lot of research - here is the deal though, I am looking at OLD stuff, sometimes ancient stuff - and yet its all coming back alive somehow. They know - we are not the first - its more like we have been in a kind of state of suspended animation.

The most amazing part of this is I am about a day ahead of what eventually is revealed to me - that I never would have seen had I not been doing research the whole day before. Now I am just going with it -

Its a strange and crazy ride though, thats for sure.