Seriously Trin TY for this site and lowing ACs

Trin I'm an AC because I'm a fucking coward. But it sure is nice to have somewhere you can say whatever you want.

I'm feeling really bad right now... been married a long time and my wife is my roommate. She doesnt give a fuck... literally or spiritually. Too tired with taking care of kids, her history... I don't fucking know.

Here's the deal though I love her, I love Lord Jesus and it's my duty to stay with her no matter what... plus I think this is punishment for terrible things I've done before we were married.

There's only like 2 people on the planet who know that. 1 cares but cant do a damn thing to help me (my best bud) and she knows but she is hurting somehow and just doesnt give a damn.

A lot of us ACs just come on here and say dumb shit... I do it a lot... to make us feel better and vent... some say really serious shit cause we are too pussy to deal with it other ways (like me today) and some of us are fucking crazy and dont really think about what were saying

Anyway I know you don't have to do any of this and it probably is a lot of trouble for you, but it helps folks and it's a good place. Not many places left like it. Thanks man.