The personality of numbers

I have empathic synesthesia. What that means is that I feel the energy of living beings in clear sensations of emotion, color, and numbers. I read what other people carry with them. What it is, is symbol representing the sum accumulation of their experiences, feelings, intentions, and opacity (tendency for truth and transparency).

The combination of numbers represent moving complexity in imprints and go on in long strings. I see them in more complexity as I get to know someone. I study the numbers of my own energy, and have yet to find a beginning or an end.

It sounds like it must be a weird thing, but it feels like any other physical sense. It wasn't until I was in my 20s that I even began to recognize it as something most people did not have happening to them.

In my day to day, I don't really break down all of the individual sensations and define them, I have them there and I feel the meaning of the information.

Here is my first go at describing the personality of the numbers

1 - solidity. Completeness
11- alignment disguised as luck
111- when things appear to go wrong so something better can happen later

2 - alternating focus -difficulty prioritizing
22- having both hands full, feeling busy
222- satisfaction with emotional mediocrity/ giving up one ones dreams/ feeling necessity for thrift

3- playful and like a child
33- completeness in feminine energy
333- creation / creativity/ artistry

4- attraction
44- completeness in masculine energy
444- choosing the highest quality available

5- balance. Everything fitting in a place
55- belonging / relief from aloneness
555- security in being a member of a cohesive social group / family

6- working
66-business
666- having a clear plan and seeing it through with focus

7- desire for validation/ seeking affirmation
77- safety in conformity
777- routine and supporting others

8- contentment
88- travel and new experiences
888- self reflection and inner awareness

9- dishonesty
99- arrested development/ utilizing manipulation
999- a culture of falsity/ Stockholm syndrome

0- thoughts and actions based in love
00- the feeling of clean open spaces/ relief
000- the beginning of building trust

The zeros aren't really "0" but more of duration of a sensation of a chilled and weightless breeze underneath the feet.