i think the most telltale sigh is that I moved a mere 35kmm from my point of origin, and magically joined a different triad, a triad that couldn't accept me, because I knew too much, and I was a conscript, who couldn't care less which criminal slug decided they owned my ass in every aspect from zero point zero to black, outside of boy's school and sunday school, the whole place is a big poo-poo no-touch cruel and unusual bad Monkey yard, with it's own pinions and no connection but the mirror image of its twin, grinding off away yonder.