Sorry I am messing up your experiment.
Gonna have to bury that other one in a jar.
Yes, really.

I don't enjoy being attacked for asking questions.
You must understand. Very interesting that my style of communicating and asking query is seen as nothing but "derp" and attack. Very interesting psychology to jump to such defensive conclusions.

You have to know your communication style is way out of the box. You obviously want to draw curiosity or you would not even post - right?

Why would one post if not to communicate - this is not a private board, a personal diary of dreams by the bedside.
This is a public forum. You also know you are posting things that are - well - related to lose ends so to speak.
If you don't understand that - well - perhaps this will help with self awareness.

Maybe you are of multiple personalities? Or just personananas? Of the softly wares type.