he isnt hiding anymore

Yes, indeed: you trap a child in an abusive home, thwart his efforts to be free, backstab him, lie to him, and then psychologically torture him, and he is going to HATE you. This isn't some fiction where love conquers all, as much as you may have told yourself that to excuse the guilt you never felt. You are a cruel, selfish and fanatical people. You have always gotten what you deserve.

I'm not desperate. Why would I be? I don't know you personally. You don't know me or a thing about me. The struggles I have conquered. The failures I've endured. To just be here typing this right now.

I am dirt poor and not wealthy. I am not asking you for a single iota.

You have me confused with someone else. But I do judge what comes out of a person while retaining the ability to discern the state of the person.

You sought the same thing you accuse me and others of. Is that a fair judgement? No, it's not. Now who's oppressing?

Sure not me. I'm trying to RELEASE people from that oppression.

If that's a damned good reason for doing anything I do, then so be it.

If the truth hurts, then it hurts. Only by accepting truth and opening your eyes and ears to hearing and seeing it is all I desire. And that's not selfish or some base-desire of the selfish ego. That's something which can benefit all. Not just one person. The truth is free and never should be locked away in a cage for just a few or one.

Why would I want to control? When I'm working for removing the oppression which has tormented every person ever born? Including myself?

You really should rethink your judgements. You're not using discernment.

Balance

It is better that the earth and human civilization and yes even the species come to an end than that weeping, malicious, psychotic little tyrants like you try to force their fabricated divine will on everyone and everything there is. I'm tired of arguments with you where when you fail to convince you strike at what people hold most dear, for the sake of an idea you may not even hold tomorrow. I hate your fake modesty, your mafioso insistence on humility, your crooked and unequally-applied sense of justice, and your twisted ethnocentrism. You've cost me friends, you've cost me happiness, you've cost me peace, just so an essentially-criminal class doesn't have to face a reality that their own actions have made practically INEVITABLE. You've made EVERYBODY'S bed, but are too good to lie in it yourselves. Psychotic.

I don't have or never have done anything of this sort. I don't know you personally. But from what I read here, I hope you find peace considering.

Love does conquer all when it's unconditional.

When it's not unconditional, it's surely not love.

It's something else entirely.

I'm actually one of the most loving persons around, but I can kick-ass like a BOSS. You get what you give. I discern which way depending upon the state of a person's heart and/or mind.

As for guilt? You have no clue of how much guilt I've had to endure. The majority of which isn't even my doings. It never was.

As for cruelty you speak-of, I've had that in spades.

That's why I CHOOSE love.

And if that love seems tough, then so be it too.

It's still love nevertheless.

It is better that the earth and human civilization and yes even the species come to an end than that weeping, malicious, psychotic little tyrants like you try to force their fabricated divine will on everyone and everything there is. I'm tired of arguments with you where when you fail to convince you strike at what people hold most dear, for the sake of an idea you may not even hold tomorrow. I hate your fake modesty, your mafioso insistence on humility, your crooked and unequally-applied sense of justice, and your twisted ethnocentrism. You've cost me friends, you've cost me happiness, you've cost me peace, just so an essentially-criminal class doesn't have to face a reality that their own actions have made practically INEVITABLE. You've made EVERYBODY'S bed, but are too good to lie in it yourselves. Psychotic.

THIS IS BULLSHIT and you know it.

Believe what you wish to believe.

I KNOW DIFFERENT.

just to let you know, i got a hard on for you.

It seems this is the million-dollar question. Personally, just answering this question for me alone isn't the reason or the rhyme.

Answering this question: "What Do I Desire?"

Is simple.

I desire everyone to be, finding, and knowing happiness, contentedness. In all of the forms it chooses to take, be, or exist in or as.

HAPPINESS.

WHOLE.

Considering, that I could not be satisfied in being all of the above, knowing that same state is not accessible or available freely to everyone else, too.

That's what would make me happy.

Ripple-on the path!!!

You know, you've always known.

Only the ego is offended.

Love is all that matters... Nothing else.

Death is relief.

I'm not watching any more of your stupid videos. You can't even say 'we' and instead say 'God,' as if that somehow sanctifies your demands on me. Why don't I care about the minorities of the world? Because they are petty, little tyrants who have nothing better to do than trap people into their stupid mythologies, which in the end only serve to glorify their vices and crimes.

The human element here was the only thing preventing tragedy. Not the forces of nature, still less anything 'supernatural.' You said, 'unless you do as we say, and we don't ask this of other people than you, then we will work to make your life miserable.' God didn't do that, God didn't say that, YOU DID.

I'm not interested in having questions of your own administrative failure diverted into questions of theodicy, or being told that I have no right to redress of my grievances because of some sophistical argument that the 'I' or ego doesn't exist. If that is the case, there is no injustice anywhere.

Those children you abandon, you lose. It's as simple as that. And let's not pretend this is a soul-saving mission, but an attempt to make someone useful from whom you had no use before--and treated like it. Your love wasn't unconditional, even for a little kid. So you can go to hell. Comfort yourself in the fact that all the spoiled, pampered wealthy you have gone out of your way to make every excuse for will suffer nothing because they have thousands of little drones like you, bred and educated to sacrifice themselves for their material interests. Count me out, however.

I just Said what i ding ding about Him
I never use religious text from my own or etc
why i post that .... i can't explained all in detail

so the original thread deleted ...





drop by drop
will it increase or decrease
when is the bucket will fully filled?
the label on top of bucket called LOVE



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Look deeper

Here's your 'deeper': your roles are sharply compartmentalized, so that your shock at my reaction to you as the 'peace and light' counterparts to the 'threats and deception' squads is likely genuine. But there are no individuals here, so you're going to have to deal with it, as nice as you may be. Do I have the power to destroy the world? No, I will be saddled with the responsibility for those who do because they cannot hide behind someone of my status. And if people so powerful cannot even be named in connection with responsibility, then why do you persist in telling me that it is essential to power? They lie, you lie, and I am lied to because I am poor and weak.

You're a liar too in that sense. And presented with the possibility of the world being destroyed, you come close to cutting right through that BS about 'this world,' because under all your metaphysical language, you know that this world is the only one there is. By extension, the same thing with the afterlife where, not satisfied with threatening earthly torments, you have gone further to suggest that 'God' will punish me for what sins I 'got away with' here on earth.

It's all lies, and you are a teller of their lies because you are scared. Myself, I'm dangerously unstable, no small thanks to your stupid and unwavering dedication to the orders of psychopaths. There's nothing you can do. There is no hope, not for you, not for your loved ones. You fucked up my life way too bad for me to ever consider seeing you as any deeper than the aliases and avatars you hide behind. More, this was a calculated risk, so as much as you force me to confront my mortality, I know also that you must come to grips with your 'fungible' status.

This is written into the plan. It motivates you to torture me. Did I do that? Or did those bosses you are by now constitutionally unable to stand up to or criticize in any capacity? There is no psychopath here, but the person who is following their orders. You're evil, you did evil things, and you are both collectively and individually as well as personally responsible for them in my eyes.

Thinking isn’t knowing.

“The student is not above the teacher, but everyone who is fully trained will be like their teacher.”

The 90s were cool right? i have an insecurity about it.

And facts aren't truth, right? That Nietzschean perspectivism ought to have died in the camps where it justly landed its first proponents. Knowledge is a category of power. Everyone can think, but knowledge requires access to it. If thinking isn't knowledge, it's only because people like you hide knowledge--yet another reason you always get what you deserve.

sorry, just feeling like i dodged a bullet

Me too.

noting is hidden. you just refuse to see the forest.





no shortcuts in the game of life. some content is mandatory to progress.

This is the kind of thing you've said to me in more candid moments about 'compassion': "Outside my home, on the lot I rent, among my neighbors, in the trees, there is a large stump. Say, four feet across.

He's kinda flat but kinda not. As any treesman knows (I am surrounded by treefellers who are my favorite people because trees are our ultimate renewable plant resource, FACT), a tree rarely gets cut flat across, but instead, you cut one notch and then you cut a higher notch on the opposite side (I think???) and then the tree falls right where you want. But then you have a typical, step-stump with snapped middle part, which , is what I have.

I have thought all Winter about what to do with him. He is under the ground, I sense he is alive, he has those sort of nodules growing up, but I feel he has given up on the tree portion of himself and is just nursing his pain down there.

I was gonna cut him off flat, and make a sort of nice meditation spot on him, because the shade is nice right there, but, how the hell do I cut him flat all the way across?

A doofus like me would go out there with my reciprocating saw, and just spend a couple hours, slowly nibbling the raised part off, and it still wouldn't be flat, LOL. Anyway another neighbor told me to just park my truck over him, but it just seems wrong, my truck is high enough, but, it's disrespectful to both my truck and the stump, imo."

All I have to do on the approach of weakness--ie, what you call with respect to yourself trust, love, compassion, faith, etc--is remember how you acted when you thought yourselves in a position of strength. I think you're tough enough to face your enemies alone, don't you? Otherwise, why did you put on the tough guy face? And there's a lot more where that came from.