I recently attempted suicide and had to spend a week in the psych unit

I’m glad you’re still here. Please don’t try it again.
Are you feeling better now?

Why?

...why...?

I'm sorry you felt so low that you felt suicide was the only option. I hope you are doing okay now

I dont have any questions, just wanted to stop by and lift you up in spirit. May the Lord help you with any sadness and depression you may feel in the future

Good for you.

I regret it yes and I am feeling better

Thank you Love

Anyone curious what a psych ward is like? Ask away

Does it make you feel better, that you've lived to tell it?

The one I was at had good food. We played games, drew with crayons and went swimming. The patients were mostly the nicest people I've ever met. The only part I didn't like was not being able to smoke, had to chew nic gum.

You almost spent eternity in hellfire, good job you're still here

Now don't do it again, go get high or some shit

I could garner a few guesses.


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OP.. There was a time when I once dealt with suicide....


In May/June of 2017....


I had totally concluded that I was going to kill myself, and I concluded that that was the only option I had...


And I had been feeling extremely suicidal on and off for a year and a half before that....


And it was during a few weeks in May/June of 2017 that I had come to the point a which I thought that my only option was to kill myself, and that I was ust going to wait until the right time....


And low and behold..... during that very small time period of only a few weeks of thinking that my only option left was to kill myself.... my life completely and totally changed....


Freeing me from ALL desires to kill myself.


God had intervened.


And I am INFINITELY grateful that I did not kill myself.... because less than a year later I found my twin flame (my other half, female.. :) ).... and life means more to me now than it has ever...


SO DON'T KILL YOURSELF. DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT.


!!

BAD THINGS CAN'T LAST FOREVER... AND THEY WON'T.


GOOD THINGS AWAIT FOR YOU OP.


You just have to stick it out. <3


Here is the thread I wrote about my experience I detailed before about me concluding I was going to kill myself in May/June of 2017.... and then literally EVERYTHING changing for the better within that same short time period that I concluded that -

Thread: Life is kind of strange


It will get better OP, I promise!!!!!!!!!!!!


You JUST have to stick it out!

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God is aware of what is going on :) <3 He won't let you down <3

Don't nice people here.

Just ask if you feel down.

You will be amassed ;

Shameful and sad.

And actually.... if you read my thread I posted ( Thread: Life is kind of strange )..... You'll read that my twin flame had actually came back into my life within mere hours of me being totally and utter 100% FREED from killing myself!


God was truly freeing me.

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God will not let you down OP <3 Just stick it out <3

You know we care about you.

A lot!

My neighbor killed himself the other night after finding out he had pancreatic cancer a few months ago. He was going to the appointment the next morning to find out what treatment they could do.

I hear it is one of the most painful and not much they can do for that type being they don't usually find out until it's close to end stage.

You really do have a lot to live for you're young (few months older than me) and all that knowledge you have, put it to good use!

Love you,

Here and elsewhere....

Bet ya won't try that fucking shit again.....

I'm sorry you've wanted to be dead. I hope you find the support you need and can heal and live your life thriving. Life is hard, we all suffer. There are kind people who will help, but sometimes it's so lonely. I'm glad you survived and ask if you every want to kill yourself again, please tell someone who can help.

In my state, we call this kind of admission "tellin' on yourself". You admit to certain negative behavior that has no lesson, does not edify anyone, that erodes people's opinion about you and your communication, and thus sabotages yourself.

Why do that? Why are you undermining yourself? Do you know what undermining means from history?

When there was a castle being besieged, then it could take months to penetrate the walls with artillery. So miners would tunnel in to try to bring down a wall so the fortress could be taken faster.

Why do that? What is your aim?

Did aether ever get back to you, per your request in his thread some weeks back..or did he ignore you?

Super curious.

So my point is...


When you reach what seems to be the worst point.... (if you haven't already).... what will happen is is that the only direction you can go is UP!

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Things will only get better.


So just remember that OP

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When things are at their worst, the only direction from then on is up <3

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Glad you are ok now.

ThThis is exactly what the demons running this place want you to do.

It won't be by my hand.

Good to see you Seer