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I recently attempted suicide and had to spend a week in the psych unit

 
Light of my Little Left Eye  (OP)

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OIC.

You think yourself a super.

That's fine. Many have broken themselves.


OP..I'm always in your corner. Bait or not. And I know you know.


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walktheline
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I absolutely adore "Borderline" by Madonna!
 Quoting: Love_Goddess


One of the last times me and OP connected..the bar next to where she was..was decimated by an active shooter.
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The next day started the Camp Fires..where people burned alive in their car
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The Westworld set burned to the ground..



Who remembers?

Because I remember everything..

Everything!


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Borderline was the name of the Bar...


The Camp Fire was the deadliest and most destructive wildfire in California history.

It is also the deadliest wildfire in the United States since the Cloquet fire in 1918 and is high on the list of the world's deadliest wildfires; it is the sixth-deadliest U.S. wildfire overall.

It was one of the world's costliest natural disasters in 2018.

Named after Camp Creek Road, its place of origin, the fire started on November 8, 2018, in Butte County, in Northern California. After exhibiting extreme fire spread, fireline intensity, and spotting behaviors through the wilderness community of Concow, an urban firestorm formed in the densely populated foothill town of Paradise.

The fire caused at least 86 civilian fatalities, with two people still missing, and injured 12 civilians, two prison inmate firefighters, and three other firefighters. It covered an area of 153,336 acres (62,053 ha) (almost 240 sq. miles), and destroyed 18,804 structures, with most of the damage occurring within the first four hours.

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^^

You all had to see the correlation between Eden and Paradise.


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During that weekend, while my power was out and the fires were raging, my ex boyfriend texted me to tell me he was Satan.

when he found out I tried to kill myself, he said the day I did it he felt it and was picking the skin off his hands. he felt a huge plume of darkness encroaching on him and surrounding him.

What to make of it all?

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Light of my Little Left Eye  (OP)

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She was my friend. Until she was taken from me.

That's how I see it.

And I was made to feel responsible.

And all these years later..here it is again.


She's not weak. She's struggling.

Like a lot of people.
 Quoting: Seer777


I am still your friend...
I don't know that it's currently mutual.
 Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye


Of course it is.

I don't know what to believe..but I believe in you. I believe in aether too, because I know he is real.

There are a bunch of us..how I see it.


I miss you. I don't know why connecting is like gasoline and matches.


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I miss you too. It's my off and on connection to this site.
It never, ever goes away though.
Not ever....
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There is a force that wants me dead.

and one that must want me alive, because somehow I survived
 Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye


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Cringe fest. iamwithjerkit
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love goddess can I lick your meaty pussy & stiff klitoris :blush:
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^Talking to herself in third person lol

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love goddess can I lick your meaty pussy & stiff klitoris blush
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^Talking to herself in third person lol

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I dont have a VPN and am never an AC.
Endless Wait

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Something malevolent is going on. It's apparent at my end while I was typing this post five times. The OP is under demonic oppression as I had clear evidence of it here.

Say this prayer.

 Quoting: WhyKnot


Demonic oppression?
...could be
 Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye


Say the prayer sincerely. If it's demonic oppresion, you will experience a violent outburst.
19 And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. 20 For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should reproved. 21 But he that doeth truth cometh to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, that they are wrought in God.
John 3:19-21
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What IS..collateral damage?


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I took a bunch of psych meds, one combination which in the quantity I took it had a 90% chance of putting me in cardiac arrest. I was in the icu for 36 hours. Why did I do it?

The week I spent afterwards in the psych ward was pretty much like going to purgatory after you die. Hell that place is purgatory.

Ask me anything
 Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye


I'm glad you made it!

Thanks for sharing this because of a similar event
in my own life between 06/10 and 07/19. It all
makes more sense now b/c we are all connected.

<3
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There is a force that wants me dead.

and one that must want me alive, because somehow I survived
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<3


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Hey Ricky, I'm glad to hear you're alive, it's been so long.
When's the last time the three of us have been together?
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What IS..collateral damage?


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You think I am collatoral damage?
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I hope you feel better OP and know now that you're life is worth it. You are here for a reason, even though you may not know why now, you will find that reason soon.

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No idea why you are on here after something traumatic like that so, you have to deal with some of the nasty people on here....

Feel better.
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Neither does she.

That's why she is so fucked up!
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There are a lot of people here who don't know me and are glad I'm alive. Thanks everyone.
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You think I am collatoral damage?
 Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye


No.

The point is in the link.
Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body...
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Some of my old friends are here, and they are good ones
I had to let them know
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They aren't you friends you stupid kid!
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No idea why you are on here after something traumatic like that so, you have to deal with some of the nasty people on here....

Feel better.
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Neither does she.

That's why she is so fucked up!
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...Can't say y'all are wrong.
If my attempt had succeeded, perhaps it would be a case of collatoral damage indeed.
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Some of my old friends are here, and they are good ones
I had to let them know
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They aren't you friends you stupid kid!
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hesright
Light of my Little Left Eye  (OP)

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Some of my old friends are here, and they are good ones
I had to let them know
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They aren't you friends you stupid kid!
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I know that. Still, it's nice to hear.
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I hope you got some good help op.
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I think they usually release them with arrangements for therapy. They usually wont let you go if they feel you will still be a danger to yourself, you have to convince them you are sane.

This is how I believe it works. I had a friend 10 years back who attempted suicide and this is basically what she told me.
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It is very easy to lie to get out. I wasn't lying though. Suicide was a crappy idea that God didn't let me go through with.

Still, as I mentioned before: desperation.
 Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye


I hear you..

Did they put you in touch with some good therapists in your area? If so, please do go, dont be tempted to skip, because it really will do you a world of good.

And please, in the future, no matter how bad it gets, never ever contemplate suicide ever again. Its a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I promise there is light at the end of the tunne, you just have to believe that.. and FIGHT! hugs
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Christ, no one heard a fucking thing all those people warned her about.

Why am I not surprised?
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What IS..collateral damage?


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You think I am collatoral damage?
 Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye


No.

The point is in the link.
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I can't watch that because spoilers, but reading the title alone is enough for me to understand your point.
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I think they usually release them with arrangements for therapy. They usually wont let you go if they feel you will still be a danger to yourself, you have to convince them you are sane.

This is how I believe it works. I had a friend 10 years back who attempted suicide and this is basically what she told me.
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It is very easy to lie to get out. I wasn't lying though. Suicide was a crappy idea that God didn't let me go through with.

Still, as I mentioned before: desperation.
 Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye


I hear you..

Did they put you in touch with some good therapists in your area? If so, please do go, dont be tempted to skip, because it really will do you a world of good.

And please, in the future, no matter how bad it gets, never ever contemplate suicide ever again. Its a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I promise there is light at the end of the tunne, you just have to believe that.. and FIGHT! hugs
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Christ, no one heard a fucking thing all those people warned her about.

Why am I not surprised?
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To answer your question LG, I am probably going to go to a day program or residential in the next week or two.
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sorry to hear that op.

the thing with depression and suicidal thoughts they never last, just wait it out knowing it will get better.

be thankful you went in for only 1 week, had that appened to me they would keep me in a year.

i know psych meds make you feel bad, i can relate, i have schizophrenia.

best of luck in the future
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Nothing ever lasts. Extreme happiness nor extreme sadness. Just wait and things will change. Best to just be in the middle. Like water off a ducks back. That is how we should handle most things. Everything passes.
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There are a lot of people here who don't know me and are glad I'm alive. Thanks everyone.
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I'm glad you're alive. The abyss is one hell of a drug. Best of luck to you
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Cringe fest. iamwithjerkit
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No fucking shit!
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I took a bunch of psych meds, one combination which in the quantity I took it had a 90% chance of putting me in cardiac arrest. I was in the icu for 36 hours. Why did I do it?

The week I spent afterwards in the psych ward was pretty much like going to purgatory after you die. Hell that place is purgatory.

Ask me anything
 Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye


OP.. There was a time when I once dealt with suicide....


In May/June of 2017....


I had totally concluded that I was going to kill myself, and I concluded that that was the only option I had...


And I had been feeling extremely suicidal on and off for a year and a half before that....


And it was during a few weeks in May/June of 2017 that I had come to the point a which I thought that my only option was to kill myself, and that I was ust going to wait until the right time....


And low and behold..... during that very small time period of only a few weeks of thinking that my only option left was to kill myself.... my life completely and totally changed....


Freeing me from ALL desires to kill myself.


God had intervened.


And I am INFINITELY grateful that I did not kill myself.... because less than a year later I found my twin flame (my other half, female.. :) ).... and life means more to me now than it has ever...


SO DON'T KILL YOURSELF. DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT.


!!

BAD THINGS CAN'T LAST FOREVER... AND THEY WON'T.


GOOD THINGS AWAIT FOR YOU OP.


You just have to stick it out. <3


Here is the thread I wrote about my experience I detailed before about me concluding I was going to kill myself in May/June of 2017.... and then literally EVERYTHING changing for the better within that same short time period that I concluded that -

Thread: Life is kind of strange


It will get better OP, I promise!!!!!!!!!!!!


You JUST have to stick it out!

<3

God is aware of what is going on :) <3 He won't let you down <3
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I'm not sure I believe you. Bad can last forever. I've been in pain 24/7, even dream in pain for 15 years now. Been to every doctor imaginable and lost my life savings over seeking an answer. Only pain and suffering awaits me every second of every day until I die and rest at last.
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How did the pain start?





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