I recently attempted suicide and had to spend a week in the psych unit

The one I was at had good food. We played games, drew with crayons and went swimming. The patients were mostly the nicest people I've ever met. The only part I didn't like was not being able to smoke, had to chew nic gum.

Good to see you Seer

You know we care about you.

A lot!

My neighbor killed himself the other night after finding out he had pancreatic cancer a few months ago. He was going to the appointment the next morning to find out what treatment they could do.

I hear it is one of the most painful and not much they can do for that type being they don't usually find out until it's close to end stage.

You really do have a lot to live for you're young (few months older than me) and all that knowledge you have, put it to good use!

Love you,

Glad you're okay.

Answer that one question for me.

I saw you reach out.

OP try to buy a gun and see if they will sell it to you. report back to us.

YOU REALLY SHOULDN'T COME BACK HERE...

What can I say?
I was desperate.
A lot of people asked me that, in the hospital.
I tried so hard to formulate a response.
But the best I could do was to say it was an act of desperation, one I never realized I would actually take.
And I came very very close to death, closer than ever before.

But somehow I knew it wouldn’t kill me.
The Green Man intervened.
I had to know, you know? It was russian roulette

Even regular hospitals have sadistic and abusive nurses/staff.

Did you experience that?

Upon release, I signed a document to say I was aware there would be no gun purchasing for the next 5 years. Do you really want a psycho like me having a gun anyway?

Your body is still physically very young and can take the abuse you have given it ceaselessly for years.

Cheating death is not the point.


Did or did not aether contact you/

This place may be part of why you ended up in the state of mind that you did.

Then yours was NICE. Ours had no activities besides sitting in your room and pacing the hallways.

Yes, I wouldn’t deny that

Aww rick



Good to hear from you...

Absolutely yes. If you want anything done in there you have to be your own advocate. You have to follow up with everyone multiple times. The psychiatrist refused to see me two days in a row and I had to file a grievance against him. This wasnt one of the worst places I’ve been but if you are seriously mentally ill and cant be your own advocate or have family to do it for you, youre fucked

Move to a place where they have good psych wards just in case you want to check yourself in for a week end. I know people who feel on the edge and check themselves in before they do something fatal.

Who in their right mind would come back from the trauma of trying to take their own life and then to be commited to a nut house and THEN come back to a place like this and talk about it like it was a visit to Disneyland?

Be careful, you will try it again.

There are people who serve the light on here.

Bullshit. The fucked up people around here, like you, are serving nothing but their fucking Egos.

You and you dumbass "hearts" make me sick!

He did maybe two weeks or a week prior. But it was only to say that he wanted me to come back to Europe

I hope you got some good help op.

Yeah, I'm a "dark force", right.

Or a troll.

Or a liberal or a communist.

Anything but telling you the fucking truth.

You people need to join this poor mentally broken idiot in the nut house also.

You guys can weave baskets together and watch TV.

Why so angry? Wtf

Calm yoself!