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Anonymous Coward User ID: 77914014 United States 08/12/2019 08:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Life is hard enough when you live on a planet called "The Savage Garden".Life is what you make it. Fuck people. Stop letting others influence you. Kick everybody out of your life if they aren't helping you. Sometimes you just gotta let them people go. Walk away. Its your life. Stop.letting people own you. When other control you, its their life, not yours. Take it back. Fuck them. |
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User ID: 77347043 Poland 08/12/2019 09:06 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | What kind of cookies do we have? I did not receive any damn cookies and I have been here for years. You have to make the fecking cookies. Did you think they were just served on cookie platters like cookies or something? I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies. There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture. |
Seer777
Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 77851584 United States 08/12/2019 09:07 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | OIC. You think yourself a super. That's fine. Many have broken themselves. OP..I'm always in your corner. Bait or not. And I know you know. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] I absolutely adore "Borderline" by Madonna! One of the last times me and OP connected..the bar next to where she was..was decimated by an active shooter. [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] The next day started the Camp Fires..where people burned alive in their car [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] The Westworld set burned to the ground.. Who remembers? Because I remember everything.. Everything! [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Borderline was the name of the Bar... The Camp Fire was the deadliest and most destructive wildfire in California history. It is also the deadliest wildfire in the United States since the Cloquet fire in 1918 and is high on the list of the world's deadliest wildfires; it is the sixth-deadliest U.S. wildfire overall. It was one of the world's costliest natural disasters in 2018. Named after Camp Creek Road, its place of origin, the fire started on November 8, 2018, in Butte County, in Northern California. After exhibiting extreme fire spread, fireline intensity, and spotting behaviors through the wilderness community of Concow, an urban firestorm formed in the densely populated foothill town of Paradise. The fire caused at least 86 civilian fatalities, with two people still missing, and injured 12 civilians, two prison inmate firefighters, and three other firefighters. It covered an area of 153,336 acres (62,053 ha) (almost 240 sq. miles), and destroyed 18,804 structures, with most of the damage occurring within the first four hours. [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] ^^ You all had to see the correlation between Eden and Paradise. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Last Edited by Seer777 on 08/12/2019 09:08 PM Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77914514 United States 08/12/2019 09:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I took a bunch of psych meds, one combination which in the quantity I took it had a 90% chance of putting me in cardiac arrest. I was in the icu for 36 hours. Why did I do it? Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye The week I spent afterwards in the psych ward was pretty much like going to purgatory after you die. Hell that place is purgatory. Ask me anything “Don’t kill yourself, let us do it.” Sound logic some other humans have |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 09:26 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye He did maybe two weeks or a week prior. But it was only to say that he wanted me to come back to Europe Did you and he engage in any form of sexual relationship when you were in Spain with him the first time? This is what I want to know. Definitively. Tell me what you and he did there. Tell us all. I recall the exact moment you stopped eating. You told me you had made a deal with the devil. All these years later..here we are. Belief is a hell of a drug. A bit like bait.. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] You know what the weirdest part is? The treatment center I might be heading to is in Culver City, LA, back where it all began. And which was tied into the dream. Not to mention.... fuck. forgot what I was gonna say. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 09:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I think they usually release them with arrangements for therapy. They usually wont let you go if they feel you will still be a danger to yourself, you have to convince them you are sane. This is how I believe it works. I had a friend 10 years back who attempted suicide and this is basically what she told me. It is very easy to lie to get out. I wasn't lying though. Suicide was a crappy idea that God didn't let me go through with. Still, as I mentioned before: desperation. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 09:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | How do you "attempt" suicide? If I was going to off myself I'd make damn sure it will be 1000% successful. Why would I want to fail at something that's going to be my last act of my life? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 73814155 "Do or do not, there is no try." -Master Yoda "I don't do half-measures." -Mike Ehrmantrout it was 90% assured... |
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User ID: 3683389 United States 08/12/2019 09:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | How do you "attempt" suicide? If I was going to off myself I'd make damn sure it will be 1000% successful. Why would I want to fail at something that's going to be my last act of my life? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 73814155 "Do or do not, there is no try." -Master Yoda "I don't do half-measures." -Mike Ehrmantrout it was 90% assured... Well 90 isn't 100 :) Glad you're still among us Be well Hmmmm... |
Seer777
Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 77851584 United States 08/12/2019 09:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I recall the exact moment you stopped eating. Quoting: Seer777 You told me you had made a deal with the devil. All these years later..here we are. Belief is a hell of a drug. A bit like bait.. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] You know what the weirdest part is? The treatment center I might be heading to is in Culver City, LA, back where it all began. And which was tied into the dream. Not to mention.... fuck. forgot what I was gonna say. Tell me what happened in Spain.. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77908020 Canada 08/12/2019 09:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I think they usually release them with arrangements for therapy. They usually wont let you go if they feel you will still be a danger to yourself, you have to convince them you are sane. This is how I believe it works. I had a friend 10 years back who attempted suicide and this is basically what she told me. It is very easy to lie to get out. I wasn't lying though. Suicide was a crappy idea that God didn't let me go through with. Still, as I mentioned before: desperation. I hear you.. Did they put you in touch with some good therapists in your area? If so, please do go, dont be tempted to skip, because it really will do you a world of good. And please, in the future, no matter how bad it gets, never ever contemplate suicide ever again. Its a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I promise there is light at the end of the tunne, you just have to believe that.. and FIGHT! |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 09:36 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes, pleasure. I know your 777 self. I am not like that weak minded OP. She was my friend. Until she was taken from me. That's how I see it. And I was made to feel responsible. And all these years later..here it is again. She's not weak. She's struggling. Like a lot of people. I am still your friend... I don't know that it's currently mutual. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 09:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I recall the exact moment you stopped eating. Quoting: Seer777 You told me you had made a deal with the devil. All these years later..here we are. Belief is a hell of a drug. A bit like bait.. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] You know what the weirdest part is? The treatment center I might be heading to is in Culver City, LA, back where it all began. And which was tied into the dream. Not to mention.... fuck. forgot what I was gonna say. Tell me what happened in Spain.. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] He made moves. I told him to back off. That's all... |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 72341210 United States 08/12/2019 09:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | If you are desperate and want to meet Jesus Christ. 1. Go on a spiritual retreat. 2. Carefully fast (not starve) for three days with plenty of water. 3. Pray fervently. Several times a day in an intentional way including reading the Bible and singing and LISTENING. 4. Enter the Light and expose your sins. 5. Sincerely ask for forgiveness of your sins. 6. Admit Jesus died on the cross as a one time sacrifice for the sins of the whole world and for all time. 7. Admit Jesus Christ rose from the dead. 8. Accept Jesus as the Lord of your life and as your Savior. If you do this, Jesus will make himself known. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 09:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | A few of my friends have been in similar situations. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76994111 They always tell stories about the amazing people they meet along these highways. good luck op You got angels there really were some incredible individuals locked up in there. incredible...and very very sad. you learn a lot since the only thing to do is socialize. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 09:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77445256 Well, enough of this fun. I will come back the next time you start to feed again. You and your 777 buddy. Ha,ha. You guys really are a pair. Hail Lucifer....oh sorry....I mean Jesus. :wonka2: OIC. You think yourself a super. That's fine. Many have broken themselves. OP..I'm always in your corner. Bait or not. And I know you know. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] :walktheline: I absolutely adore "Borderline" by Madonna! One of the last times me and OP connected..the bar next to where she was..was decimated by an active shooter. [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] The next day started the Camp Fires..where people burned alive in their car [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] The Westworld set burned to the ground.. Who remembers? Because I remember everything.. Everything! [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] There is a force that wants me dead. and one that must want me alive, because somehow I survived |
Seer777
Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 77851584 United States 08/12/2019 09:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | She was my friend. Until she was taken from me. Quoting: Seer777 That's how I see it. And I was made to feel responsible. And all these years later..here it is again. She's not weak. She's struggling. Like a lot of people. I am still your friend... I don't know that it's currently mutual. Of course it is. I don't know what to believe..but I believe in you. I believe in aether too, because I know he is real. There are a bunch of us..how I see it. I miss you. I don't know why connecting is like gasoline and matches. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 09:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | :wonka2: Quoting: Seer777 OIC. You think yourself a super. That's fine. Many have broken themselves. OP..I'm always in your corner. Bait or not. And I know you know. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] :walktheline: I absolutely adore "Borderline" by Madonna! One of the last times me and OP connected..the bar next to where she was..was decimated by an active shooter. [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] The next day started the Camp Fires..where people burned alive in their car [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] The Westworld set burned to the ground.. Who remembers? Because I remember everything.. Everything! [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Borderline was the name of the Bar... The Camp Fire was the deadliest and most destructive wildfire in California history. It is also the deadliest wildfire in the United States since the Cloquet fire in 1918 and is high on the list of the world's deadliest wildfires; it is the sixth-deadliest U.S. wildfire overall. It was one of the world's costliest natural disasters in 2018. Named after Camp Creek Road, its place of origin, the fire started on November 8, 2018, in Butte County, in Northern California. After exhibiting extreme fire spread, fireline intensity, and spotting behaviors through the wilderness community of Concow, an urban firestorm formed in the densely populated foothill town of Paradise. The fire caused at least 86 civilian fatalities, with two people still missing, and injured 12 civilians, two prison inmate firefighters, and three other firefighters. It covered an area of 153,336 acres (62,053 ha) (almost 240 sq. miles), and destroyed 18,804 structures, with most of the damage occurring within the first four hours. [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] ^^ You all had to see the correlation between Eden and Paradise. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] During that weekend, while my power was out and the fires were raging, my ex boyfriend texted me to tell me he was Satan. when he found out I tried to kill myself, he said the day I did it he felt it and was picking the skin off his hands. he felt a huge plume of darkness encroaching on him and surrounding him. What to make of it all? |