If you are desperate and want to meet Jesus Christ.
1. Go on a spiritual retreat.
2. Carefully fast (not starve) for three days with plenty of water.
3. Pray fervently. Several times a day in an intentional way including reading the Bible and singing and LISTENING.
4. Enter the Light and expose your sins.
5. Sincerely ask for forgiveness of your sins.
6. Admit Jesus died on the cross as a one time sacrifice for the sins of the whole world and for all time.
7. Admit Jesus Christ rose from the dead.
8. Accept Jesus as the Lord of your life and as your Savior.

If you do this, Jesus will make himself known.