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Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 09:47 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | She was my friend. Until she was taken from me. Quoting: Seer777 That's how I see it. And I was made to feel responsible. And all these years later..here it is again. She's not weak. She's struggling. Like a lot of people. I am still your friend... I don't know that it's currently mutual. Of course it is. I don't know what to believe..but I believe in you. I believe in aether too, because I know he is real. There are a bunch of us..how I see it. I miss you. I don't know why connecting is like gasoline and matches. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] I miss you too. It's my off and on connection to this site. It never, ever goes away though. Not ever.... |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 72341210 United States 08/12/2019 09:53 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Something malevolent is going on. It's apparent at my end while I was typing this post five times. The OP is under demonic oppression as I had clear evidence of it here. Quoting: WhyKnot Say this prayer. Demonic oppression? ...could be Say the prayer sincerely. If it's demonic oppresion, you will experience a violent outburst. |
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Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 77851584 United States 08/12/2019 09:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | What IS..collateral damage? [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 65622859 United States 08/12/2019 09:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I took a bunch of psych meds, one combination which in the quantity I took it had a 90% chance of putting me in cardiac arrest. I was in the icu for 36 hours. Why did I do it? Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye The week I spent afterwards in the psych ward was pretty much like going to purgatory after you die. Hell that place is purgatory. Ask me anything I'm glad you made it! Thanks for sharing this because of a similar event in my own life between 06/10 and 07/19. It all makes more sense now b/c we are all connected. <3 |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 09:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | There is a force that wants me dead. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye and one that must want me alive, because somehow I survived <3 [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Hey Ricky, I'm glad to hear you're alive, it's been so long. When's the last time the three of us have been together? |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 10:01 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No idea why you are on here after something traumatic like that so, you have to deal with some of the nasty people on here.... Quoting: Waterglass Feel better. Neither does she. That's why she is so fucked up! ...Can't say y'all are wrong. If my attempt had succeeded, perhaps it would be a case of collatoral damage indeed. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 69213806 United States 08/12/2019 10:02 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I think they usually release them with arrangements for therapy. They usually wont let you go if they feel you will still be a danger to yourself, you have to convince them you are sane. This is how I believe it works. I had a friend 10 years back who attempted suicide and this is basically what she told me. It is very easy to lie to get out. I wasn't lying though. Suicide was a crappy idea that God didn't let me go through with. Still, as I mentioned before: desperation. I hear you.. Did they put you in touch with some good therapists in your area? If so, please do go, dont be tempted to skip, because it really will do you a world of good. And please, in the future, no matter how bad it gets, never ever contemplate suicide ever again. Its a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I promise there is light at the end of the tunne, you just have to believe that.. and FIGHT! Christ, no one heard a fucking thing all those people warned her about. Why am I not surprised? |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 10:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Love_Goddess I think they usually release them with arrangements for therapy. They usually wont let you go if they feel you will still be a danger to yourself, you have to convince them you are sane. This is how I believe it works. I had a friend 10 years back who attempted suicide and this is basically what she told me. It is very easy to lie to get out. I wasn't lying though. Suicide was a crappy idea that God didn't let me go through with. Still, as I mentioned before: desperation. I hear you.. Did they put you in touch with some good therapists in your area? If so, please do go, dont be tempted to skip, because it really will do you a world of good. And please, in the future, no matter how bad it gets, never ever contemplate suicide ever again. Its a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I promise there is light at the end of the tunne, you just have to believe that.. and FIGHT! Christ, no one heard a fucking thing all those people warned her about. Why am I not surprised? To answer your question LG, I am probably going to go to a day program or residential in the next week or two. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76984449 United States 08/12/2019 10:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | sorry to hear that op. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 74993099 the thing with depression and suicidal thoughts they never last, just wait it out knowing it will get better. be thankful you went in for only 1 week, had that appened to me they would keep me in a year. i know psych meds make you feel bad, i can relate, i have schizophrenia. best of luck in the future Nothing ever lasts. Extreme happiness nor extreme sadness. Just wait and things will change. Best to just be in the middle. Like water off a ducks back. That is how we should handle most things. Everything passes. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 76984449 United States 08/12/2019 10:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I took a bunch of psych meds, one combination which in the quantity I took it had a 90% chance of putting me in cardiac arrest. I was in the icu for 36 hours. Why did I do it? Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye The week I spent afterwards in the psych ward was pretty much like going to purgatory after you die. Hell that place is purgatory. Ask me anything OP.. There was a time when I once dealt with suicide.... In May/June of 2017.... I had totally concluded that I was going to kill myself, and I concluded that that was the only option I had... And I had been feeling extremely suicidal on and off for a year and a half before that.... And it was during a few weeks in May/June of 2017 that I had come to the point a which I thought that my only option was to kill myself, and that I was ust going to wait until the right time.... And low and behold..... during that very small time period of only a few weeks of thinking that my only option left was to kill myself.... my life completely and totally changed.... Freeing me from ALL desires to kill myself. God had intervened. And I am INFINITELY grateful that I did not kill myself.... because less than a year later I found my twin flame (my other half, female.. :) ).... and life means more to me now than it has ever... SO DON'T KILL YOURSELF. DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT. !! BAD THINGS CAN'T LAST FOREVER... AND THEY WON'T. GOOD THINGS AWAIT FOR YOU OP. You just have to stick it out. <3 Here is the thread I wrote about my experience I detailed before about me concluding I was going to kill myself in May/June of 2017.... and then literally EVERYTHING changing for the better within that same short time period that I concluded that - [link to www.godlikeproductions.com] It will get better OP, I promise!!!!!!!!!!!! You JUST have to stick it out! <3 God is aware of what is going on :) <3 He won't let you down <3 I'm not sure I believe you. Bad can last forever. I've been in pain 24/7, even dream in pain for 15 years now. Been to every doctor imaginable and lost my life savings over seeking an answer. Only pain and suffering awaits me every second of every day until I die and rest at last. How did the pain start? |
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Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 77851584 United States 08/12/2019 10:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No. The point is in the link. I can't watch that because spoilers, but reading the title alone is enough for me to understand your point. Not any spoilers in that link. Just shows what happens when people experiment with powers they have little concept of. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |