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Anonymous Coward User ID: 69213806 United States 08/12/2019 10:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Some of my old friends are here, and they are good ones Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye I had to let them know They aren't you friends you stupid kid! I know that. Still, it's nice to hear. Really? If that was true you wouldn't have done what you did! |
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canalien*
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 69213806 United States 08/12/2019 10:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Do you want to know a secret "Light of my Little Left Eye"? I was here with you a long time ago and you were one of my favorite posters! I loved your big, good heart. You may remember me as Fibonacci. What got a hold of you kid and fucked you up so badly? Please, please please. Leave this place and never talk to these people again. I really care about you! |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76984449 United States 08/12/2019 10:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | One of the last times me and OP connected..the bar next to where she was..was decimated by an active shooter. [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] The next day started the Camp Fires..where people burned alive in their car [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] The Westworld set burned to the ground.. Who remembers? Because I remember everything.. Everything! [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Borderline was the name of the Bar... The Camp Fire was the deadliest and most destructive wildfire in California history. It is also the deadliest wildfire in the United States since the Cloquet fire in 1918 and is high on the list of the world's deadliest wildfires; it is the sixth-deadliest U.S. wildfire overall. It was one of the world's costliest natural disasters in 2018. Named after Camp Creek Road, its place of origin, the fire started on November 8, 2018, in Butte County, in Northern California. After exhibiting extreme fire spread, fireline intensity, and spotting behaviors through the wilderness community of Concow, an urban firestorm formed in the densely populated foothill town of Paradise. The fire caused at least 86 civilian fatalities, with two people still missing, and injured 12 civilians, two prison inmate firefighters, and three other firefighters. It covered an area of 153,336 acres (62,053 ha) (almost 240 sq. miles), and destroyed 18,804 structures, with most of the damage occurring within the first four hours. [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] ^^ You all had to see the correlation between Eden and Paradise. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] During that weekend, while my power was out and the fires were raging, my ex boyfriend texted me to tell me he was Satan. when he found out I tried to kill myself, he said the day I did it he felt it and was picking the skin off his hands. he felt a huge plume of darkness encroaching on him and surrounding him. What to make of it all? He sounds ill and or possessed. Stay away from him. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 69213806 United States 08/12/2019 10:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | During that weekend, while my power was out and the fires were raging, my ex boyfriend texted me to tell me he was Satan. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye when he found out I tried to kill myself, he said the day I did it he felt it and was picking the skin off his hands. he felt a huge plume of darkness encroaching on him and surrounding him. What to make of it all? That you are sick, weak and used. |
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My Fear
User ID: 71860689 United States 08/12/2019 10:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Already know... boring as sh*t. There is always a nurse Rackett like the "One that Flew Over the COO COO's Nest." The staff treats you like you are 6 years old again. Can't lock any restroom doors, can't go outside alone in the courtyard. The smokers are in hell because they can't smoke. You can't stay up to watch TV with even the limited programming offered. Can't have an evening snack beside a few crackers. Can't use the phone for more than 10 minutes at a scheduled time. The food is bland. And the staff keeps getting you up early in the morning and sending you off to classes throughout the day that are just stupid when you rather be sleeping. So then you spend your time working on puzzles, trying to avoid the people that don't want to take a shower because they smell so bad. The only excitement is watching people who think they are Jesus, v the people that think they are Satan. Yes, a week of that is enough to prevent you from wanting to commit suicide. Life after that is far worse for a long time. Plus your family is constantly asking you if you took your meds today and whispering behind your back. Yah... overdose...don't do it. Mental hospitals are worthless facilities that are a huge waste of your time and expense. You are much better off, keeping a regular daily schedule, working out, eating right, and getting enough rest every day. Quite the crappy job two and dump the jerk that is messing with your heart too. Life is too short to be unhappy. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76984449 United States 08/12/2019 10:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Already know... boring as sh*t. There is always a nurse Rackett like the "One that Flew Over the COO COO's Nest." The staff treats you like you are 6 years old again. Can't lock any restroom doors, can't go outside alone in the courtyard. The smokers are in hell because they can't smoke. You can't stay up to watch TV with even the limited programming offered. Can't have an evening snack beside a few crackers. Can't use the phone for more than 10 minutes at a scheduled time. The food is bland. And the staff keeps getting you up early in the morning and sending you off to classes throughout the day that are just stupid when you rather be sleeping. So then you spend your time working on puzzles, trying to avoid the people that don't want to take a shower because they smell so bad. The only excitement is watching people who think they are Jesus, v the people that think they are Satan. Yes, a week of that is enough to prevent you from wanting to commit suicide. Life after that is far worse for a long time. Plus your family is constantly asking you if you took your meds today and whispering behind your back. Yah... overdose...don't do it. Mental hospitals are worthless facilities that are a huge waste of your time and expense. You are much better off, keeping a regular daily schedule, working out, eating right, and getting enough rest every day. Quite the crappy job two and dump the jerk that is messing with your heart too. Life is too short to be unhappy. So true. Get out and walk in nature also. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 10:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I can't watch that because spoilers, but reading the title alone is enough for me to understand your point. Not any spoilers in that link. Just shows what happens when people experiment with powers they have little concept of. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] I know what experimenting has cost me. But chaos is in my name. It is me. |
Seer777
Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 77851584 United States 08/12/2019 10:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | People that are able to self-maintain in this slave world, don't need help nor treatment. That's the entire point. Keep telling people that are struggling, that they just need to figure it out on their own through diet and activity. That's the super magical answer to everything. Especially how this false sucking hole of a slave reality is somewhat appealing to death. Don't fault those, who don't self-breed into your future slave colony. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 10:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Already know... boring as sh*t. There is always a nurse Rackett like the "One that Flew Over the COO COO's Nest." The staff treats you like you are 6 years old again. Can't lock any restroom doors, can't go outside alone in the courtyard. The smokers are in hell because they can't smoke. You can't stay up to watch TV with even the limited programming offered. Can't have an evening snack beside a few crackers. Can't use the phone for more than 10 minutes at a scheduled time. The food is bland. And the staff keeps getting you up early in the morning and sending you off to classes throughout the day that are just stupid when you rather be sleeping. So then you spend your time working on puzzles, trying to avoid the people that don't want to take a shower because they smell so bad. The only excitement is watching people who think they are Jesus, v the people that think they are Satan. Yes, a week of that is enough to prevent you from wanting to commit suicide. Life after that is far worse for a long time. Plus your family is constantly asking you if you took your meds today and whispering behind your back. Yah... overdose...don't do it. Mental hospitals are worthless facilities that are a huge waste of your time and expense. You are much better off, keeping a regular daily schedule, working out, eating right, and getting enough rest every day. Quite the crappy job two and dump the jerk that is messing with your heart too. Life is too short to be unhappy. This is pretty much right on, except in my place during snacktime (3x a day) you can have unlimited quantities of goodies brought in by loved ones |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 10:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | During that weekend, while my power was out and the fires were raging, my ex boyfriend texted me to tell me he was Satan. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye when he found out I tried to kill myself, he said the day I did it he felt it and was picking the skin off his hands. he felt a huge plume of darkness encroaching on him and surrounding him. What to make of it all? That you are sick, weak and used. I may be sick and used, but I'm far from weak. That's the whole problem. My power is chaos itself... |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 69213806 United States 08/12/2019 10:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | During that weekend, while my power was out and the fires were raging, my ex boyfriend texted me to tell me he was Satan. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye when he found out I tried to kill myself, he said the day I did it he felt it and was picking the skin off his hands. he felt a huge plume of darkness encroaching on him and surrounding him. What to make of it all? That you are sick, weak and used. I may be sick and used, but I'm far from weak. That's the whole problem. My power is chaos itself... That's not the word that I would use. Do you remember me? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77782608 Canada 08/12/2019 10:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | During that weekend, while my power was out and the fires were raging, my ex boyfriend texted me to tell me he was Satan. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye when he found out I tried to kill myself, he said the day I did it he felt it and was picking the skin off his hands. he felt a huge plume of darkness encroaching on him and surrounding him. What to make of it all? That you are sick, weak and used. I may be sick and used, but I'm far from weak. That's the whole problem. My power is chaos itself... If you weren't weak, you wouldnt have fallen for this shit. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 10:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | During that weekend, while my power was out and the fires were raging, my ex boyfriend texted me to tell me he was Satan. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye when he found out I tried to kill myself, he said the day I did it he felt it and was picking the skin off his hands. he felt a huge plume of darkness encroaching on him and surrounding him. What to make of it all? That you are sick, weak and used. I may be sick and used, but I'm far from weak. That's the whole problem. My power is chaos itself... That's not the word that I would use. Do you remember me? Probably. What word would you use? |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 10:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | During that weekend, while my power was out and the fires were raging, my ex boyfriend texted me to tell me he was Satan. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye when he found out I tried to kill myself, he said the day I did it he felt it and was picking the skin off his hands. he felt a huge plume of darkness encroaching on him and surrounding him. What to make of it all? That you are sick, weak and used. I may be sick and used, but I'm far from weak. That's the whole problem. My power is chaos itself... If you weren't weak, you wouldnt have fallen for this shit. I have been in deep pain for a long time. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 10:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | All this just to get some attention and feel special? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77782608 I know your kind.. People with real problems dont rub it into everyones face. FACT. I'm not rubbing it in anyone's face, I'm letting my friends know what happened to me. Or rather what nearly did. I'd rather they know and there isn't a way we directly contact each other anymore. This was the most suitable. Since those who know me will see the message and those who don't know me won't care. |
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Seer777
Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 77851584 United States 08/12/2019 10:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I can't watch that because spoilers, but reading the title alone is enough for me to understand your point. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye Not any spoilers in that link. Just shows what happens when people experiment with powers they have little concept of. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] I know what experimenting has cost me. But chaos is in my name. It is me. Do you? Do you know what it has cost those that watched and were directly involved? Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77782608 Canada 08/12/2019 10:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I may be sick and used, but I'm far from weak. That's the whole problem. My power is chaos itself... If you weren't weak, you wouldnt have fallen for this shit. I have been in deep pain for a long time. Shit happens. You think you're the only one? You think it makes you special? And then you come here of all places to feel better, here where your tumbling down started? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 69213806 United States 08/12/2019 10:47 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | That's true. I wonder what the world would look like to me without fear in it. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye The difference between night and day? The difference between winter and summer? Fear is the most POWERFUL, CONTROLLING and WEAKENING force in our world. Fear is at the base of all DARKNESS. Fear is our worst and only enemy. Now, how do you get rid of it? Ask me... |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77782608 Canada 08/12/2019 10:48 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | All this just to get some attention and feel special? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77782608 I know your kind.. People with real problems dont rub it into everyones face. FACT. I'm not rubbing it in anyone's face, I'm letting my friends know what happened to me. Or rather what nearly did. I'd rather they know and there isn't a way we directly contact each other anymore. This was the most suitable. Since those who know me will see the message and those who don't know me won't care. There is apossibility to send PMs you know. You obviously are rubbing it to everyones face. And just a sec ago you did agree with AC that you have no friends here.. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/12/2019 10:48 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I can't watch that because spoilers, but reading the title alone is enough for me to understand your point. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye Not any spoilers in that link. Just shows what happens when people experiment with powers they have little concept of. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] I know what experimenting has cost me. But chaos is in my name. It is me. Do you? Do you know what it has cost those that watched and were directly involved? Did you read my Caelus thread? I didn't know I was naming myself after Caelus, which is Uranus, pure chaos. I didn't know the gematria would be 666 on that name. I had no idea of any of this. Somehow I ... "created it". It's my very nature, it's like breathing. I don't mean to do it Seer. I just do it. |