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Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/13/2019 09:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Nothing is worth killing yourself over. Get well soon. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77917497 I like your threads. I am getting better. Thank you. Glad to hear. If things get too much, just take a break. It was a break that somehow got me back here. Denying my nature for so long that it took over in the form of melencholy. When you deprive your own soul that sometimes happens. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77917497 Ireland 08/13/2019 10:10 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Nothing is worth killing yourself over. Get well soon. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77917497 I like your threads. I am getting better. Thank you. Glad to hear. If things get too much, just take a break. It was a break that somehow got me back here. Denying my nature for so long that it took over in the form of melencholy. When you deprive your own soul that sometimes happens. Oh really. What is your nature? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/13/2019 10:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It was a break that somehow got me back here. Denying my nature for so long that it took over in the form of melencholy. When you deprive your own soul that sometimes happens. Oh really. What is your nature? I'm a channeler/writer |
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User ID: 76614166 United States 08/14/2019 08:14 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It was a break that somehow got me back here. Denying my nature for so long that it took over in the form of melencholy. When you deprive your own soul that sometimes happens. Oh really. What is your nature? I'm a channeler/writer Please note that many have come to wish you well. You and I are a lot alike. Please feel free to message me, ok? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 70663772 United States 08/14/2019 09:43 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I've come to understand how psych wards can really, truly be counter-productive through conversations with my daughter about them. While they may be arguably effective in ensuring some magnitude of short-term magnitude security of one's well being towards oneself and others, they can be detrimental in the long-run. From the perspective of the committed, it's difficult to understand how an environment that compounds feelings of isolation and not being understood by those surrounding oneself is supposed to alleviate any of the factors that form the root of the problem. Logic assessment would produce a paradox whereby treatment that is supposed to improve the situation, over time as it is viewed in retrospect, actually does the opposite, and paves the path towards a balanced, at-peace mind as more, rather than less, hopeless. Avoiding situations that may result in further committals will most likely be fear-motivated, and thus one learns to fear one's emotions, the impulses and/or compulsions generated by them, and ultimately a true understanding of the self. And so every action taken to avoid another dose of hopelessness is also a bitter pill numbing oneself to the possibility of true contentment discovered within. I don't believe sadness or melancholy to be the result of denying one's nature or questioning it. Sadness comes from a separation of an attachment that produced happiness in the place of somewhere contentment was lacking. Knowing one's nature and living it produces contentment. Knowing it and not living it produces restlessness. The restless do not attempt suicide. Does the feedback you get from others when you engage in channeling and writing trigger manic and/or depressive episodes? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/14/2019 09:51 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye It was a break that somehow got me back here. Denying my nature for so long that it took over in the form of melencholy. When you deprive your own soul that sometimes happens. Oh really. What is your nature? I'm a channeler/writer Please note that many have come to wish you well. You and I are a lot alike. Please feel free to message me, ok? Thank you |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/14/2019 11:30 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I remember one guy who told me that they injected him with so much medication, he could never act normally and so they wouldn't discharge him. He was trapped in hell. Quoting: Paleologus I could totally see that happening there. It was like when they told me they wouldn't be discharging me for another three days. It made me cry, which they used in their reasoning process as to why I had to stay. The nurse took me aside and said, "don't let them see you like this. you want to put on a cool face. cry in your room where nobody can see you". So they can basically make your life a hell, and if you react to it, they can make your life a hell for longer. Trial by fire indeed. Most people only do stay the three days, but sometimes they want to see you discharged to other programs first. Everyone knows that's a long process, so waiting it out literally feels like purgatory. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77914989 United States 08/14/2019 12:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I took a bunch of psych meds, one combination which in the quantity I took it had a 90% chance of putting me in cardiac arrest. I was in the icu for 36 hours. Why did I do it? Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye The week I spent afterwards in the psych ward was pretty much like going to purgatory after you die. Hell that place is purgatory. Ask me anything OP.. There was a time when I once dealt with suicide.... In May/June of 2017.... I had totally concluded that I was going to kill myself, and I concluded that that was the only option I had... And I had been feeling extremely suicidal on and off for a year and a half before that.... And it was during a few weeks in May/June of 2017 that I had come to the point a which I thought that my only option was to kill myself, and that I was ust going to wait until the right time.... And low and behold..... during that very small time period of only a few weeks of thinking that my only option left was to kill myself.... my life completely and totally changed.... Freeing me from ALL desires to kill myself. God had intervened. And I am INFINITELY grateful that I did not kill myself.... because less than a year later I found my twin flame (my other half, female.. :) ).... and life means more to me now than it has ever... SO DON'T KILL YOURSELF. DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT. !! BAD THINGS CAN'T LAST FOREVER... AND THEY WON'T. GOOD THINGS AWAIT FOR YOU OP. You just have to stick it out. <3 Here is the thread I wrote about my experience I detailed before about me concluding I was going to kill myself in May/June of 2017.... and then literally EVERYTHING changing for the better within that same short time period that I concluded that - [link to www.godlikeproductions.com] It will get better OP, I promise!!!!!!!!!!!! You JUST have to stick it out! <3 God is aware of what is going on :) <3 He won't let you down <3 I'm not sure I believe you. Bad can last forever. I've been in pain 24/7, even dream in pain for 15 years now. Been to every doctor imaginable and lost my life savings over seeking an answer. Only pain and suffering awaits me every second of every day until I die and rest at last. How did the pain start? I thought it was from too many video games. Arms started becoming very sore like super bruised feeling then over the course of a week or two became so bad I could barely feed myself. Couldnt work for almost a year, had carpal tunnel surgery on both hands. Had pronators symptom surgery both arms. None of the four surgeries helped, doctors have no idea what's wrong. Still hurts to do everything, literally everything. Being out of money I have no choice but to work in terrible pain, cant collect disability because doctors cant say what it is. Stuck in literal living hell. |
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User ID: 26196868 Canada 08/14/2019 12:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I took a bunch of psych meds, one combination which in the quantity I took it had a 90% chance of putting me in cardiac arrest. I was in the icu for 36 hours. Why did I do it? Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye The week I spent afterwards in the psych ward was pretty much like going to purgatory after you die. Hell that place is purgatory. Ask me anything I love your bravery in making this type of Confession... You have to know,.. that your life is precious.:.. I have been to psych wards,..in both America and Canada,.." vacationing with my peers in Paradise,... Doctors included"... CUB4DK |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 75822891 United States 08/14/2019 01:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I took a bunch of psych meds, one combination which in the quantity I took it had a 90% chance of putting me in cardiac arrest. I was in the icu for 36 hours. Why did I do it? Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye The week I spent afterwards in the psych ward was pretty much like going to purgatory after you die. Hell that place is purgatory. Ask me anything I love your bravery in making this type of Confession... You have to know,.. that your life is precious.:.. I have been to psych wards,..in both America and Canada,.." vacationing with my peers in Paradise,... Doctors included"... that's what one of the regulars there called it, her "club med vacation" |
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User ID: 76695518 United States 08/15/2019 11:01 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Find your own inner peace. Grow a plant and if it dies, find one you like better. Do something nice for at least one person every week... The Lord (and the universe) has a way of repaying such kindness Approaching the line "Be wary of mathematicians, particularly when they speak the truth." - Augustine I sign all my Karma Polymath supreme BTW.... Any grammatical errors (or incorrect words) are due to Spellcheck fucking hating me.....did you see, it auto fucking capitalism the word Spellcheck |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 76946526 Canada 09/10/2019 09:51 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I took a bunch of psych meds, one combination which in the quantity I took it had a 90% chance of putting me in cardiac arrest. I was in the icu for 36 hours. Why did I do it? Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye The week I spent afterwards in the psych ward was pretty much like going to purgatory after you die. Hell that place is purgatory. Ask me anything Stop watching cartoons and posting nonsense. |