I took a bunch of psych meds, one combination which in the quantity I took it had a 90% chance of putting me in cardiac arrest. I was in the icu for 36 hours. Why did I do it?
The week I spent afterwards in the psych ward was pretty much like going to purgatory after you die. Hell that place is purgatory.
Ask me anything
Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye OP.. There was a time when I once dealt with suicide....
In May/June of 2017....
I had totally concluded that I was going to kill myself, and I concluded that that was the only option I had...
And I had been feeling extremely suicidal on and off for a year and a half before that....
And it was during a few weeks in May/June of 2017 that I had come to the point a which I thought that my only option was to kill myself, and that I was ust going to wait until the right time....
And low and behold..... during that very small time period of only a few weeks of thinking that my only option left was to kill myself.... my life completely and totally changed....
Freeing me from ALL desires to kill myself.
God had intervened.
And I am INFINITELY grateful that I did not kill myself.... because less than a year later I found my twin flame (my other half, female.. :) ).... and life means more to me now than it has ever...
SO DON'T KILL YOURSELF. DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT.
!!
BAD THINGS CAN'T LAST FOREVER... AND THEY
WON'T.
GOOD THINGS AWAIT FOR YOU OP.
You just have to stick it out. <3
Here is the thread I wrote about my experience I detailed before about me concluding I was going to kill myself in May/June of 2017.... and then literally EVERYTHING changing for the better within that same short time period that I concluded that -
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link to www.godlikeproductions.com]
It will get better OP, I promise!!!!!!!!!!!!
You JUST have to stick it out!
<3
God is aware of what is going on :) <3 He won't let you down <3
