what do you fear most( your phobia)

Wasps. I really hate them.

Honestly? Probably speaking in front of a huge crowd.

i fear living free
and being responsible for my actions
(that's my story, and I'm sticking to it)

wasting my life

That the visions i have seen of Russian and Chinese nukes destroying every major city of the US are real.

Loss of freedom.

Despair

Drowning

housefire. since i can remember.

when my mom was pregnant with me, her and my dad lived in a tiny little basement suite... the windows were very small, too small for her to escape from if there was a fire, she said as she grew bigger with me, every night she would not be able to sleep, terrified that the house would catch fire and her and i would burn to death.

it's also fitting i have insomnia so bad now i have to take pills so i can sleep. and at 36 i'm still afraid of waking up with the house on fire and i can't escape. which has also given me a sense of claustrophobia.

and that is my tale.

Even pills can't make me go to sleep! I'm insane! Or something.. probably an alien.

spiders and Demons

What about demonic spiders? That would suck.

wow ST! you better go to the doc.. you can't live w/o sleep. RP needs ya bud..

I still sleep. I don't know how, but I sleep, hahahaha..

you know, i been thinking about your dilemna. you very well may be bi-polar. i have some experience with this. my daughter in law is BP. smart sweet girl.

I'm not bipolar, believe me. I've seen so many fucking doctors, not one has said I was bipolar. I don't have enough symptoms for it to be labeled that.

I have mild depression, social and generalized anxiety, worry, insomnia, hyperactive.. that kind of shit.. I can't be labeled dude.

we are quite similar, i am not bipolar either.

i probably have adhd. or something.

who knows. but ambien works for me sometimes, i either sleep or get really really good and high off it.

your naked body

Ditto. Can't stand the little fuckers.

lol! I've spent many an ambien night on GLP. And afterwards I have no clue what the hell happened.
If I stay up an hour after I've taken my ambien, I can't remember anything from that night.

I also have a severe case of insomnia. But that's because of a hospital that kept me asleep while I was like coming back from dying gave me a pill that woke me up when I was showing signs of improvement. I couldn't sleep for 3 days straight in the hospital and ever since I just can't seem to get to sleep till around 3 or 4 in the morning.

But I love ambien <3

fear itself

wow. that was the gayest ever. fucking butt-pirate

Ever try getting a room with a door in it?????

Just kill them.

Heights, snakes & spiders.

That would be just two things;

Rattle snakes and women.

I fear the future of my grandchildren and great grandchildren.

waking up a white man!

Only thing I fear is fear itself. :homealone: