Don't Tread on Me........BUMP!

I did tell her.

We love you too!

And yes, we will never give up.

We were not created to be able to.

They have completely embraced their history and culture, and it's magnificent!

It has so much power and energy.. They have a presence!

I've posted some more songs on his thread.


Heh, I'm all whipped up now.......


If I hadn't of had such a rough day, I'd be up shit kickin' dancing....

It's all based on smoke rings...

Incredible.

And CG kick some shit!!

Checking that out next.

It feels like home!!


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Lance we have been to A.R.E. in Virginia beach many times!!!! And here you post a video by a branch.

I used to own all of the fella's VHS tapes but gave them to the newly arrived Yugoslavians. It was like 30 hours worth of him turning the Word of God into math. Quite astounding. But that was long ago.

My day was rough, brother-man. I had a CUNT on a client, who started bitching me out the moment she opened the car door, at just the right time, after I'd taken six doses of steroids (prescribed that way).

I stopped her and told her she was so bitching out the worstest of people right in that moment....and yes, I did say worstest, harhar.

I then had to go get another car because she couldn't haul her fat ass up into my Escape AND she then she expected me to lift her heavy assed walker into my car....and I had to do it because there was no one else to. I could've not, but then the cunt wouldn't have gotten to her appt. and the company would've been even worse off in her mind. The cunt.

And of course a big POP sounded off in my back when I lifted it. Just what I needed, my back messed up along with my knee. Fuck me.

Heh, I called my boss. I did not go back to pick her up. The office staff HAD to find someone else to pick her up. My boss said no way was she taking a chance of me hurting myself worse than I already am, right when they needed me so badly.

Thankfully, I had already started a dose pack....and I took a half a 50 mg. Tramadol and have been hitting the Irish Cream and coffee since being home.

I'm feeling fairly cool now, heh.

Jeez though, with those steroids hitting me and her bitching at me like she was, she's lucky I didn't drag her in the door and bitch slap her.

I am so sick and tired of people who get free rides and free health care who fucking bitch about it, and then expect more and everyone else to bend to their little fucking lame Will.

Some of us push past our pain, work, have a decent life, and we don't make others totally miserable in the process.

Shit pisses me right the hell off. I'm so glad I didn't need to pick her up and take her home. I would've been flying on the steroids, and I don't really know that it could've ended well.

Arrrgh.


Bitch session over.........

Lol.......

A spider jumped inside my sweater and I don't want to squash it...sucks. Tried to grab it and it fell further deeper. I think I have a new pet.

I had a pet fly for a month. I named it Flint the Fly, harhar....


It was a wonderful house guest. It would follow me around, but not land on me. When I was on my computer, it would sit up on the wall. It never bothered me while I was sleeping.

Then one day I was taking the trash out, Flint came flying out of it, flew in three circles, and then took off.

I did, I missed him for awhile....

I let it out, walked right by the retarded 24 toed cat who looked at it, and seemingly found a home behind my desk thingy. It can stay. The cat eats everything. But seemingly not the spider. I have an affiliation with spiders and retarded cats, and bats, it seems. Meh whatever. Cabins in the woods are often odd places.

Retarded maybe.

But you like it enough that you counted its toes.

I get craters from spider bites.

One bit me under the house last weekend, now I've a quarter inch crater in my right arm a quarter inch deep.

It will be days longer before it fills in and vanishes. I think time runs too slowly here. And its linear.

I want it last week two minutes from now. That I can understand.

Heh--


"Say anything you want, but talk will get you nowhere.
The only thing you brought was psychological warfare."


I've dicked the psych warfare. There's nothing left for "them" with me.

I'm so ready to say I'm ready....and BRING it.






....f'n steroids.

Well this Littlepixie had her headphones on max when that kicked in and the hair all over my head stood up on end! lol.

5*

and it reminded me of a group called Ladysmith Black Mambazza. I have no idea what they are singing in English but I love listening to it anyway.

I feel ya woman.

Sometimes they just make me sick.


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I have heard of that group!!

They are singing in Zulu.

"She Left Me With Hope

He left me alone

I asked him his name

He did not answer

He looked down until the tears."

Last Edited by Louis in Richmond on 11/07/2019 11:39 PM

Oh you Adorable one, I so loved that. It put such a BIG smile on my face!


Pfht, I'm going to be seeking out more foreign music, because what I'm hearing from elsewhere is PRIME sound.

I mean, I don't listen to mainstream anything, including music, but I don't think we have that GREAT of sound coming out of here. If I'm wrong, then someone please enlighten me.

The HU rocked my world tonight. I know what you mean about the hair standing straight up....heck, it was happening all on the inside too....or, lol, that could've been the steroids. Lol.


Love you, sister....

I'm going to TRY to sleep....oye. I don't even know how that's going to happen, but I'm gonna try. I'm so glad I have tomorrow off. Yay!

My kids and I are celebrating our b-days tomorrow, early. I'm so looking forward to it! They already gave me my present, a 32 inch TV to watch Hulu on and look at GLP through....mostly I just wanted a bigger screen to watch Aquaman on, harhar. I got my kid a dab bong....heh, it's what he wanted, and he'd never get it for himself.

Harhar, I'm such a funny mom. BTW, my "kid" is turning 40, so I'm not influencing a youngun untohitherly.



But I'm gonna leave on a funny note....


Love-love youse guyses.....




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Then have a good night's rest.

Sweet dreams.

And know tomorrow is another day.

I've got to find a video that I know summarizes what we already know, yet I'll post it anyway.

I swear, since I've started this thread....I've changed. So many subtle little changes. It's adding up to a big change, though.

It's like I'm needing to figure myself out again...because I'm in new inner territory. It's very curious, this. It's something I've not "faced" before....at least not at this speed and intensity, this quickly and strongly.


"Quickenings," what a thing they are....although this one is in a league all in itself.


This one is being a biggie for me, and I think I am having to learn how to live again. My temper has been a little short since starting this thread. My compassion a bit weak. Yet, my love is even stronger....it's an odd "space" to be in. I'm just trying to figure out how someone with so much veracity for love can be lacking in patience, and especially the compassion. I've so much dwelled in compassion for so long now.

It's not that I can't feel patience and compassion any longer, it's....well, it's like I only have it for the "worthy"....not being judgmental, just saying. I am so over those without souls.

I'm so over the whining....so over it.

Thank my lucky stars I do know how to learn, so I can return to balance....although, I'm not sure what that's going to look like right this minute.





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If you don't have the patience to sit through his talking to the audience, skip forward to 6:00.

But I liked listening to his story....

It took me a long time too.

I literally became a hateful *sshole the past decade.

But I Found myself again.

And with it I am no longer in pain, its as if my body has returned to balance.

I apologize for my brevity; I need to be to work in a little over four hours so it is off to sleep for me.

Be well CG and take a moment to reflect, introspect, and reacquaint yourself with the you that you truly forgot was within.

Last Edited by Louis in Richmond on 11/08/2019 01:58 AM

CG:
I was somewhat lost for words after reading about your shocking day and thought, I will just have to come back to that one.

I'm so glad you enjoyed Ladysmith Black Mambazza, they have such an amazing sound and did you know, Paul Simon from Simon and Garfunkel sang with them years ago too.

Louis:
I am unbelievably impressed with your knowing the language they were singing in and able to translate a little.

I did have a wee giggle when I miss read what you said about a spider biting under the house(insert a mental picture of the underside of a house being bitten by a giant spider). I hope it heals quickly and doesn't cause you too much discomfort. Here's a link with some great natural remedy ideas.

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Lots for everyone.

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Ahhh, this is what I want to listen to. I've gone through numerous videos looking for what will tickle my spirit's fancy--




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