We have 97 days left until the "Event".

From out of nowhere
I see you come rollin'
I wonder how could it be real
I can't believe what you did
And you showed up here
Rain keeps on falling
And voices keep calling
But nobody knows where to go
You get the feeling that
Everything's gonna blow

Let me go (let me go)
Let me fly (let me fly)
To a place (to a place)
That I love (that I love)
Let me fly away
And start anew

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interesting

I hate when this happens.
Have to re-create the post.

"Where" am I going to go to, when it matters?
There is no "where" to go to...this is why people spin their wheels.

The rest I will re-create...it was deleted.
And then update current events.

So many inverted, and withdrawn people, as far as the eye can see.

Even the "extroverted" celebrities are withdrawn, and introverted. It is so obvious. Just look at them.

I was one of them, until I became Enlightened.
I could care less, yet I care so much.

No one thought 5-10 years? Literally everyone says now, of course now is just a constant never ending stream of nows, but none the less. "They" always said now so I don't get it.

You have to be completely disgusted with everything, before anything changes. (it needn't be that way)

Humanity always reacts, instead of being pro-active.
So you get exactly what you deserve.

The Universe, (or Consciousness, if you prefer), is very, very Subtle. One Single Thought can change Everything in an Instant.

Thus, is the Power of Being.
But, it also means nothing...and that humbles you.
The Visible Universe is Zero.
Its visible effects are nothing.

It is the underlying Power, that enables Everything.
Everyone tries to grasp it, to the point of suicide.

I, for One will never grasp It.

I also question our Benefactors, because I question myself.
But the facts are clear. They created the "homo sapiens" species, and are responsible for it.

No amount of hand-wringing, or denial changes it.
They have the Power, and are creating "Events", unbeknownst to you.

It is Clear, and I know it.

The Y-id, always in denial.
It simply doesn't matter.
Every species disappears with time.

I wish no harm.

Always the assumption, that "Change" comes in Spring/Summer.
Not this time.

Not what you assume. And when it happens, you'll be blissfully unaware.

We are one third of the way, to a different Reality.
I, for One can't wait.

(This is not even my world)

Where I rest my head is my Heart, and I mean that.
Send me anywhere, and I'll be fine.
Knowing One, I know the Other.

I have studied the Introverted,(I was that), and the Narcissus. I have studied all the illnesses. I know what it means to suffer. It is suffering beyond compare, to be lost.

There is no Final Answer. Nobody is coming to save you from your Introverted-ness.

You Create your Reality.

Your personal plan and Destiny must over-ride the "End of the World"

That is It simply.
There is no waiting.
The world never ends.
There is nothing but change, and you must be it.
You must adapt, and endure.

But, most of all, you must Transcend.
Transcend everything, give up everything (I have).
Do it with complete energy.

The Universe is very, very Subtle.
Things don't come easily.
In a second, I see Eternity..
the next I don't.

I don't know if I'm coming, or going.
Truly, Spirit is Ignorant.
(not that definition of ignorant)

Australian aboriginal elders are saying 2019 is the year. I was surprised but they are one group that might know. Here is a link.
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Nobody knows anything "seamless".
Your Ego wants everything to flow gracefully.
The Universe is dis-jointed, and embarrassing, and shocks your ego.

There is no description of the Spirit. It flows where It needs to go. It does what it does. It knows nothing.

But there is something, holding it together.
It seems like Intelligence.

Every time, you cry for the Universe, the Universe cries for you. (Devoid of politic)

Nobody wants you until you're needed.

What more do you want?
You can never have enough.

I am going to break your Soul, like my Soul was broken.
If it doesn't happen, then it will happen.

It could mean anything, though I thought.. I "knew" my Soul was indestructible.

No amount of words soothe and salve the Heart. There is no easy way. It is painful. It is Pure Awareness.

The heart of Spirit is Pure Awareness, and nothing changes that.

Nothing salves the Heart, but Understanding, and Transcendence, with a Will, with no Surrender.

I am ready to die tomorrow, for this globule, this spot, is not my Home...and I knew it as a child.

pull yourself together! and who created the ET's? Fuck the ET's.

You and I are here in the perfect moment, stop feeling so fucking sorry for yourself!

lmao.. I was born in Germany to a German mother, with a strong blood-line.

But who cares?
My Father...an Air Force/Army pilot told me to never, ever feel sorry for myself.

How ironic is it, that you said that?
he told me that while growing up

"don't feel sorry for yourself"

Synchronicity?

I am not german, I was born a yugoslav, and "genetically" speaking I'm jewish..

Everything is synchronicity.. even thoug we don't like to pay attention.

We all feel sorry for ourselves, some get swept away.. we can't function well in the given moment if we are distracted, there is a time for everything in it's right sequence.