We have 97 days left until the "Event".

If I am not laboring for myself, then I'll never start. You need to get over your sense of entitlement for free labor.

You better make amends now.
It is never too late.


God never has, nor does, or will ever judge you.
Think about that.
Breathe it.

People would rather die than jettison their guilt.
That tells you the true, and actual STATE of the planet.

People are the ones who I have a problem with. You can play word games all you like. It's the point of theology. Like I said, the threat to my reputation and body implied that the values of this conversation lay there, with the body, and have nothing to do with all your bullshit talk.

Unfortunately, your threats were an effort to own and control my body. What use is life (which is my body and nothing else) if it doesn't belong to me? You use torture not because you have a nature hesitant to kill, but because there is something materially valuable about my remaining alive. Nothing else. Your lying disgusts me, and I hope you really suffer for it.

Guilt means debt, you spiritual usurer. You would rather everyone die than give up your right to profit from their guilt at sins you made up. You are just unable to recognize what you've done to people's psychology, even if you still employ the horrible people that you do to make it stick when your lying appeals to spirituality stop working. A total loss. The whole nation of people. A total loss.

I've dealt with every worst egoic scenario, as if in a class-room.

I just want to go Home, where NONE of this exists.
You have no idea what Sanity feels like, unless you're a Hybrid.

Hybrids run into God.
They run into Fire.
They are the Adepts.
They are Light.

They don't care what you think.
They are the opposite of you.

You care what everyone thinks.
Why do you care what everyone thinks?

You have to earn every atom of Light.
No amount of Pain matters.
There is no Pain, where Joy is Primary.

There is no love without pain.
God is no Perfection, without You.

You are God.
You are not expected to Be Anything.
Likewise, you are never Judged.

Who are you?

Because people act on what they think, asshole. If you're okay with my having been put into an asylum because a drunk bitch got raped by her uncle, couldn't stand up to him, and so decided to throw her weight around with a teenager she could beat, then I am okay with everything that has been done to you and yours. Whatever my life may be worth to you, my reputation and my friends are something I built up. NOT YOU. You have violated my trust at the cost of many people from my life because you feel entitled to me. It's sick. Because you are sick. You've made me sick. And you just don't get it because you are told that whatever harm you do to someone else, so long as you say you're doing God's work, you don't feel any shame at all. I care what people other than you think, because they don't think in the crooked, ethnocentric, evil way that you do.

“To a mind that is still the whole universe surrenders.”

Lao-Tse

No, actually I don't. You, the usurer for whom this unsavory occupation has become a way of life and a spiritual defect, can only talk in terms of analogies that boil down to buying and selling. Parents love their children for free. If they don't, there is something wrong with them. Like there is something wrong with you. Every possible opportunity over many decades has been given for you to show me that you won't throw your weight around the second you have it over someone. You have always failed at that basic expectation. So I guess the enemies you've made are going to kill you. Probably worse, considering your lack of restraint. Oh fucking well, you moral monster.

Ive offended many people... I could care less.
How many times did you blame you? Count em.

I made you sick?
You are representative of the world.

I feel the Light every day.
I don't follow any Other.

I follow my Heart.
I don't "feel" like I own it any sense.
The Heart is the origin for your evolution.

You didn't own It.

“A man with outward courage dares to die; a man with inner courage dares to live.”

― Lao Tzu.

“Stop thinking, and end your problems.
What difference between yes and no?
What difference between success and failure?
Must you value what others value,
avoid what others avoid?
How ridiculous!

Other people are excited,
as though they were at a parade.
I alone don't care,
I alone am expressionless,
like an infant before it can smile.

Other people have what they need;
I alone possess nothing.
I alone drift about,
like someone without a home.
I am like an idiot, my mind is so empty.

Other people are bright;
I alone am dark.
Other people are sharp;
I alone am dull.
Other people have purpose;
I alone don't know.
I drift like a wave on the ocean,
I blow as aimless as the wind.

I am different from ordinary people.
I drink from the Great Mother's breasts.”


― Lao-Tzu, Tao Te Ching

If nothing behooves you, then What Behooves You?

What drives the Universe?

“Trying to understand is like straining through muddy water. Have the patience to wait! Be still and allow the mud to settle.”

Lao Tzu, Tao Te Ching

Last Edited by Tzu1 on 10/03/2021 05:53 AM

If I am representative of the world, I do not see your inspiration for thinking I must belong to you. As for your other statement, you only care about your family. It isn't a surprise that you don't care about what others think, because you don't care about others. I've already seen how selfish family is, how they make someone a black sheep in order to make them a slave, how they slander a person in order to frame honest objections as something much more sinister. You represent nothing at all, no convictions, no integrity, just race loyalty, that is all. There's nothing to love about that.

Nobody will ever understand your Pain.
It is completely impossible.

You just answered the question.

Congratulations.
That is the 1st Step.

Love is sacrificing Everything, and all the Thought Police.
Love is an Extension.

You were borne by Sacrifice.
But you forgot.

You keep talking as though you personally are an individual, but you have nullified your will, so you aren't. Therefore, each and every one of you is just another mouthpiece of a hive mentality. It is a clever little strategy to pretend to be individuals and say 'whatever do you mean?' but each of you has an assigned role. You also play dumb. It gets old. You hide information while asking for snap decisions. There are all sorts of ethical problems with the way you do business, but you don't want me to think about that. I care about what other people think the same way you care if I write the truth on certain sensitive matters. But you play dumb and ask these questions like there is any substance to your confusion. It's all a waste of time. People abandoned the old ways because the old families they propped up abused the fuck out of the authority they gave them. There is literally nothing to show for it in either human spiritual evolution (for those authorities had unquestioned power for millenia) or people's material condition. All you have is a bunch of amoral billionaires who kill and torture to get what they want, and for whom you are a mouthpiece and an interchangeable part. It's a total waste and a total loss.

Certainly, nobody anywhere begged you to be here.
You did it on your own.

Who do you think are?
Are you not responsible?

No I wasn't. I was born because two people had sex. One of them didn't even stay around to see me born, while the other left me to raise myself. You roll up as soon as I represent some material value to you and threaten to take the life you never contributed to if I don't become your slave. You don't see the objection because you are evil. That is all.

There is no responsibility here. You are not an individual, but a spin on a group's way of thinking. Whatever conversations I may have with anyone here, they all tend toward the same script. You're a nonentity in the most important sense: morally. You have no conscience of your own.

The Ego has an infinite number of strategies, and it would rather kill its children (and it has), than give up its grip. That is how Powerful the Ego is.

I could go much deeper.
Look at Mothers killing their children.
Look at everything.

You have no foundation.
You can write more books, as if that matters.
Write more books.

It does Zero.
I could be a millionaire.
I would rather be poor as hell.

I truly mean that.

I grew up dirt poor in the South.

“How do I know the way of all things at the Beginning? By what is within me.”

Lao Tzu.

Last Edited by Tzu1 on 10/03/2021 06:11 AM

“A sage traveling all day
is never far from the supplies in his cart,
and however spectacular the views
he remains calm and composed.”

Lao Tzu, Tao Te Ching

Last Edited by Tzu1 on 10/03/2021 06:13 AM