This idea that "God" somehow loves you is nonsense.
You are Love, or you're not.

Which is it?

You can't have it both ways.
You can't cheat on your wife and pretend your fake life.

Look at the pathetic of all religions.
Muslim: Nobody exists but us.
Catholic: Nobody exists but us.
Hinduism: Reincarnation. Really?
Buddhism: Nobody but us.

Clearly it never worked, but worse.