It's the absolute fear of Nothingness and Voidness, and the resulting illusory sense of imagined "Power" to compensate, that drives individuals and groups of people to do what they do.

Ironically, it is Pure Nothingness from whence you came.
So in effect you are fighting your true nature.

Your psycho-physical Nature has every tool.
The Spirit (you don't own it) that you are is fearless.
You don't own any part of Spirit.
It is completely undefinable.
Spirit is just a contextual word to help you understand.

Likewise, so are words like "love" and "god".
Truly, the Mystery of the Universe and what moves It is powerful.

By your standard of fear, the Universe would never have existed. Then by that extent fear rules you.

It can't be stamped into you. You have to completely own it.
You have to "cross the Rubicon"...so to speak.
And once you do...there is no turning back.
That scares the hell out of you.

I've said hundreds of times in this thread, if anyone ever noticed, and I did it on purpose, to see if anyone would notice:

"The little known secret of passing through the spiritual process, without going insane, is the heartfelt release of fear."

This Voidness has forever to deal with you.
You cannot deal with it, nor do you have the time.
And you have to deal with it.

Your very Psycho-Physical Structure is composed of Nothingness. It is nothing to fear.

You love diving off of cliffs and planes.
You'll do everything insane thing to avoid the confrontation. This is why you are going insane.

Even the Adepts told you so.

I know Nothing at all.