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Could really use some good Christian support right now......

 
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Could really use some good Christian support right now......
Long story short, I have an exgf from college about 7/8 years ago. We broke up, it was my fault, but it was a weird breakup. No angry fighting, no harsh words....now fast forward to today. I'm driving myself insane over her, to the point where i choose death, and reject christ god anything and everything if i don't have her. to the point where i willingly try to become the devil, and start the apocaplyspe over her to prove to her that god exists (she is athiest).

i keep driving myself in circles, with nothing but my faith to show for it.

My favorite passage in the whole bible (KJV), is Love is as Strong as Death, Jealousy as Cruel as the Grave. Its kind of a marriage vow from my flesh to her spirit swearing to never love again, except her.

I'm schizoaffecitive bipolar, with multiple personalities/spirits. some encourage me, others drag me down into the abyss.

Is it better to love and lose, or never love at all. I'd say to never love at all. I've lost my soul to this woman, i've lost my manhood, i've lost everything you can possibly think of because of this woman, and this silence she maintains towards me over the years.

She will always be my sunshine, even when there is no light.
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Time heals all wounds. If you love her, you have to be prepared to let her go.
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I am prepared to let her go, but i know the instant i truly let her go, i'm letting go of my life and suicide is right around the corner. and i wont be coming back ressurection or no ressurection. i've lost the will to live.
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Simple Daily Faith & Living

Thank the Father for sending His Son to us
Thank Jesus for doing the Father's Will
Repent to God the Father for your sins
Give thanks for daily blessings...regardless of how simple / "ordinary" they may seem
Love others and forgive them as necessary
Pray for others and help them if possible
Read the Bible and ask Jesus or the Father for guidance concerning it
Pray / ask the Father to show HIS WILL for you to do
Share your "testimonies" of what God and Jesus have done for you
Trust in the Father and the Son fully
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I am prepared to let her go, but i know the instant i truly let her go, i'm letting go of my life and suicide is right around the corner. and i wont be coming back ressurection or no ressurection. i've lost the will to live.
 Quoting: AceWestfall

God is supposed to be your God.

You made her your god, and for that, are you willing to burn in dead3 hell dead3 forever?
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I am prepared to let her go, but i know the instant i truly let her go, i'm letting go of my life and suicide is right around the corner. and i wont be coming back ressurection or no ressurection. i've lost the will to live.
 Quoting: AceWestfall


That is the devil/demons lying to you. A woman isn't worth your life. You're better than that and worth more than you think. Focus on YOUR mental health and your relationship with God. You are here for a reason, you don't know your reason yet, but you have a life path. You need to start a spiritual reflection. Take a few days, go out in nature, peace and quiet, to reflect by yourself, to see the true beauty of existence
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OP get a grip. Really, you make a crappy drama queen. Don't you think other's have love and lost? Are you blaming God for that? Maybe you're being tested? So far, you FAIL! Everyone has lost someone they love. Think of all of the tragedies in this world. I know a guy who's entire family was murdered. Don't you think he had a good reason to kill himself? Yet he didn't. Now buck up OP, stop the self pity party. Humble yourself and ask God for strength and help. Give yourself to Him. Years from now you could be married, a father, a grandfather, and you want to give up all of that for this one girl? That's pathetic! Please seek help, from God.
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You trying to convince her of your faith is like telling a hardcore drug user to go to rehab. You can tell the drug user they need to go until your blue in the face...until they are ready to go it’s a waste of time. God didn’t choose me, I have chosen to believe in God...and I got to this point in my life kicking and screaming, I most certainly was a atheist at one time.
As far as the girl...wasting time imop. Again, you can love her all you want, but until she loves you in return...what’s the point? Too many women in this life to get hung up on one.
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I am prepared to let her go, but i know the instant i truly let her go, i'm letting go of my life and suicide is right around the corner. and i wont be coming back ressurection or no ressurection. i've lost the will to live.
 Quoting: AceWestfall


I am prepared to let her go, but i know the instant i truly let her go, i'm letting go of my life and suicide is right around the corner. and i wont be coming back ressurection or no ressurection. i've lost the will to live.
 Quoting: AceWestfall


We can not place that much importance of our existence on any person. Or love them more than god who gave you life. And which we will all stand in front of someday. Some scars never heal. And we may build up "how great it would be" to unrealistic fantasy.

Best to allow the future go where it may. Things change, maybe it will work out in the future or maybe you will appreciate another.

God will guide you on the long term . We focus on the short term.
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i do not need agressive responses. I'm fragile enough as it is. I will never regret choosing Love over God. I get it people have their problems, this is my curse. my Demon. True Christians will see my struggle and be able to help. others who don't understand must not know the meaning of true love.
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i do not need agressive responses. I'm fragile enough as it is. I will never regret choosing Love over God. I get it people have their problems, this is my curse. my Demon. True Christians will see my struggle and be able to help. others who don't understand must not know the meaning of true love.
 Quoting: AceWestfall


I gave you my advice and I was not being aggressive. Again, stop acting like a fucking drama queen. Get over yourself. Your ego is killing you. Ego does not equal bravado. Look it up. You need to learn. I've been married to my childhood sweetheart since I was 18 years old. I know the true meaning of love. And I've watched weak people like you threaten suicide quite few times. Most times they don't have the balls to do it. And good thing! Because I've seen their lives work out in wonderful ways they never thought possible! You have to stop this pity party and know that there IS a future for you. One that can include love and happiness MINUS this girl. You are being tested...do the right thing.
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Long story short, I have an exgf from college about 7/8 years ago. We broke up, it was my fault, but it was a weird breakup. No angry fighting, no harsh words....now fast forward to today. I'm driving myself insane over her, to the point where i choose death, and reject christ god anything and everything if i don't have her. to the point where i willingly try to become the devil, and start the apocaplyspe over her to prove to her that god exists (she is athiest).

i keep driving myself in circles, with nothing but my faith to show for it.

My favorite passage in the whole bible (KJV), is Love is as Strong as Death, Jealousy as Cruel as the Grave. Its kind of a marriage vow from my flesh to her spirit swearing to never love again, except her.

I'm schizoaffecitive bipolar, with multiple personalities/spirits. some encourage me, others drag me down into the abyss.

Is it better to love and lose, or never love at all. I'd say to never love at all. I've lost my soul to this woman, i've lost my manhood, i've lost everything you can possibly think of because of this woman, and this silence she maintains towards me over the years.

She will always be my sunshine, even when there is no light.
 Quoting: AceWestfall


Yeah.... you die worshiping that idol...and you're done for!

Repent and love God with all your heart!
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We broke up, it was my fault
 Quoting: AceWestfall

No, it wasn't.
Let the facts fall wherever, whenever, and however they may.

INTP - The Logician. 'Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.' - Albert Einstein.
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Long story short, I have an exgf from college about 7/8 years ago. We broke up, it was my fault, but it was a weird breakup. No angry fighting, no harsh words....now fast forward to today. I'm driving myself insane over her, to the point where i choose death, and reject christ god anything and everything if i don't have her. to the point where i willingly try to become the devil, and start the apocaplyspe over her to prove to her that god exists (she is athiest).

i keep driving myself in circles, with nothing but my faith to show for it.

My favorite passage in the whole bible (KJV), is Love is as Strong as Death, Jealousy as Cruel as the Grave. Its kind of a marriage vow from my flesh to her spirit swearing to never love again, except her.

I'm schizoaffecitive bipolar, with multiple personalities/spirits. some encourage me, others drag me down into the abyss.

Is it better to love and lose, or never love at all. I'd say to never love at all. I've lost my soul to this woman, i've lost my manhood, i've lost everything you can possibly think of because of this woman, and this silence she maintains towards me over the years.

She will always be my sunshine, even when there is no light.
 Quoting: AceWestfall

Grow up ya dickhead.





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