HOW WE CAN SOLVE GLOBAL PROBLEMS BY CHOOSING A NUMBER BETWEEN 1 and 100

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79, My wife and I are drifting a part after 10 years of marrige and 23 countries traveled to. We used to party together all of the time; there was an incident in 2019 where we were forced to stop temporariliy; I went to go ive in Tokyo and South Korea for a few months. When came back she was really clinging to the AA system and is still 3 years sober. I stopped for a round 8 months, but it was onot something I wanted to cease doong the rest of my life. So now, I'm almost certain she'll kick me out o the house if I drank anywhere near the way I used to - so essentialy I stoped but am not very happy about it. I recently faced a bankrupcy, so if I do slip up and drink.. I will lose absolutely everything and will most likey be living on the streets becasue I refuse to work any kind of job that doesn't utilize my intellect..I am a believer in a meritocracy, but not the 40 hour work week.. for th esake of there needing to be a 40 hour work week. I have been in chronic pain for 16 years now due to nerve damage in the face from a orthagnathic ja surgery and I can barely do anything when its a bad pain day. M doctors have me on al the abspolute worst stuff - SSRI's Blood pressure medicine, Bupronephrine - and nothing seems to be helping much anymore. I never wanted to live as long as I have and I'm I don't think I can take my own life due to the people the love me and need me arouind, but some days I think that would be a lot simpler than going throuh all of this and the end times all at once. I'm extremelt anxous all the time because i have absoulte proof on some uncle intel via an adopted son of Rockefeller Sr. that this is actually the 6th great reset or harvet period of mankind. The Earth is not wha Neil Degrasse Tyson says it is.. and wherever we go when we die is our true home. I know becasue I had a near detrh experince and witnessed it forst hand. CComin back into my body felt lke waking up really early on a cold day. all of your bones hurt.. and you have to drive to the worst job imaginabele. We are in a Truman show type terrarium, and we are slaves here.. a food source for some, a spiritual food source and labour force for others. There is no karma besides what you place upon yourself.

That is indeed a big problem, King Retard, shared in fact by the great majority. And while it is an incredibly serious problem which it is our task to solve (see my thread THE WORLD WILL BECOME PEACEFUL, BEAUTIFUL AND ABUNDANT, link below), we will be in a state of great unbalance if we focus on it all the time. In order to have more joy in the world, we are all invited to take part in activities which we enjoy. Yes, you have chosen the quality ENJOYMENT. Here are some questions which may help:

What cross have you resigned yourself to carrying?
In what way are you about to stumble?
What if ‘stumbling’ is not a sign of weakness but an opportunity to assess why you have chosen this difficult path and whether it is appropriate for you to continue?
To what extent does personal pride dictate your behaviour? Do you associate pain with failure?
How often do you accept offers of help?
What do you continue to do although you know intuitively that it is detrimental to your health?
Can you cry with the ease and immediacy of a small child?
Can you view a flower or an insect as a miracle? What can you be thankful for?
Supposing that obstacles are simply areas of non-time (as proven in experiments involving obstacles and lasers) which help us to travel faster towards our goal? Can you see problems in the same light?
What if everyone worldwide discarded their fear of ‘losing face’ and welcomed ‘failure’ as an opportunity to learn, instead of developing strategies of self-protection and defence?