You do no understand having a child and all the sudden stopped breathing. Now disabled 13 years later. Hardest thing in the world, but I maintain my job as a parent and care for him the best I can. His life is shit, only had 4 months of a normal life. Cannot move limbs, no talking only babble. Many decades of a normalized life gone. All future existence of life will never happen. He is stuck. That my friend sucks. This can never be fixed.

Most of us have story’s. And some, like my story, will never have the opportunity to change never have opportunity to fulfill life.

You my friend have a chance. For my sons sake. Find something better, you have the tools and ability. Don’t waste your moments. You see my son will never have a moment. With the exception of having his younger brother, his mother and his father always by his side.

Good luck op.