Give me the strength

Yeah.

I will tell you something that I don't really talk about or haven't put together until the past couple of years.

I lived the 'normal' way, all of my life. I went to college, worked a 'hard' career, raised a family and had a long term marriage. I did all the things this world told me to do. The one thing that never left me, is what I came with. The Holy Spirit, Jesus Christ, whatever you want to call love.

I went to Israel, the Holy Land, or so I thought, in 2009. It's 10 years later and my entire life fell apart, or so I thought.

It's probably that my life is coming together. But in terms of this world, my entire life has fallen apart.

As I look at it now, it really began, the life falling apart, shortly after I returned from my trip to the Holy Land, with 24 members from the Christian fellows that I went on this trip with.

I can almost pinpoint the hacking that began, right when I returned. I don't exactly know, so I can't tell you, or I would, why this was a catalyst for my life in this world to fall apart.

Yet, I would still not have it any other way, because I can be no other thing.

Just words of wisdom imparted to me, in an indescribable way. If I wanted to tell you everything that has happened to me; If I would tell you every little detail that has brought me to the place I am at; I would be unable to do so.

AND, you wouldn't believe me if I told you.

Even those who have witnessed it, don't believe it. So, I will stop trying to impart any of what has happened to me, to anyone. My last ditch effort, right here, right now.

I might. Or someone might.

God knows half the people around here probably don't believe me, and the ones that do - they know because they've seen a part of it themselves.

agreed. godspeed you black emperor - band reference..

Don't silence yourself just because others are blind.

At first, I was frantically trying to warn others. I knew something was going on, I likened it, at the time, to what I learned as final judgment. For lack of a better way to put it. But when these crazy things started happening to me, I thought we were in final judgment (which by the way might still be the case), so I was trying to warn my loved ones.

Come to find out, my loved ones, were part of the Truman Show, trying to keep me from finding out.

Yet, there is a power, greater than them, which would not let me rest. I've been dragged, kicking and screaming my way, through this latter years of my life, but as I said, I can be no other thing.

Even my loved ones, which tried to wield great influence over me, cannot stop this force which is upon this world.

THIS WORLD NEEDS/REQUIRES JUDGMENT.

So be it.

I've personally judged it, and I don't want to be in such a vile place.

Thanks for saying that. My voice was gone somewhere, but it's coming back. I hope you have all the strength you need to do what you are doing. I'm doing a thing like it, too. I didn't realize I was being lazy about it, I just only had that way of being. But my right foot is supporting me better as of yesterday, so I guess I have some new capabilities to learn.

You know you could've made a lot of money and Government work is a steady reliable paycheck.

The world is pretty gnarly, got to agree with you there, but I'm still holding out a sliver of hope for it.

I make about the same amount and without selling my soul, dealing with the commute, or inhaling the fettered air of an office full of pigs.

I'm happy with my choices in life.

I know I troll a lot, but I believe you've had your struggles.

GLP is nexus for odd people, or at least it used to be. It might still be actually, lots of people here have had weird lives.

That's all that matters. I'm happy for you Ms TlvmmCpoft.

Yeah. It was a fed who sent me here the first time. The terminology he forced me to google could only be found on this damn site.

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Just keeping going is a victory in its own right for me considering some of the tyrannies I am facing. We can't let them win now can we?

For real.

Some days, continuing to breathe is an achievement.

I trolled another forum and there was a link here on 9/11. It wasn't until late 2003 that I took up permanent residency here. Wow 16 years. :)

You've got me beat. I'm still a hair under a decade.

If you not ok, you can tell us. Sure we're trolls, but a lot of us are care bears.

I remember the Boxing day Tsunami thread, where as an AC I flat out stated that it was caused by a nuke and implicated it as an Act Of War. :)

You missed a lot, Omega's threads about guns and his flirting with Only Me... TTown and John Titor. I never read the Aussie Bloke thread but it was a notable one in GLP's history

Well, I'm alright.
Bills are paid.
Fridge is full.
Climate doesn't entirely suck.
Can't find a decent conversationalist to save my life, but that's standard.

I'm seriously annoyed that I got railroaded into a political credential and career that I had been fighting against since the railroading began when I was eight.

And now, to get my own shit sorted and undo some of the original damage that someone else did but I get to clean up, I'm going to probably end up having to sit smack dab right in the middle of the epicenter of that madre fooking career path, surrounded by all the fucking snakes, smiling a bullshit smile, and dragging along the company chain...so, I'm a little pissed, but I'll find a way around the parts I hate while still getting what I want.

I just need to inhale, exhale, try not to kill anyone, and think it through from the beginning to the end, because I damn well am getting what I want the way I want it.

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I mostly miss the chatroom. And Marduke. Yes, he was annoying as hell, but when he's gone, you notice.

So, was the tsunami an act of war?

GLP was a very different place under the original owner. There was no images and I think no web links. There was probably 300 dedicated anarchists and the trolls who loved them... :)

Trinity has done a brilliant job of cleaning up GLP with his moderation team. The original owner had no team and only did a half assed job of moderation.

Flame wars lasted weeks and were vile. GLP was the place to be to start a Holy Flame War with geeks who lived to fight on the internet...

I still sometimes want to start a Fuck You Miss Original Owner thread to pay homage to GLP's roots.

She's got a new forum and I thought about starting that thread to let her know we know she's alive and still running an relatively unmoderated forum. There's no kiddy crap on her forum unlike the chans, but other than that no one believes she moderates it.

The US Department of Defense stated that a nuke would dissipate on the continental shelf and would not move the volume of water during the Tsunami.

[link to www.conspiracies.net (secure)]

So...it was an act of war....

Probably.

Sorry, had to remove all that.

It wasn't really in line with the thread, at all.