I am cursed and Blessed. Its for a girl I loved 8 years ago. Buried her, denied that i still loved her, forced my self to forget her, tried cultivating it with other girls, but the feelings for her kept coming back. Through all the pain and loneliness I feel, i still see the beauty in it. I'll love her BEYOND forever. I might have my regrets throughout life, but ill never be ashamed or regret loving her. I'll see her again in the next life or at the Resurrection. I can stand knowing I know what true love is.