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I couldn't save someone because no one would have believed me

 
TlvmmCpoft
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I couldn't save someone because no one would have believed me
It's also unlikely they would have possessed the power or ability to help.

When I was around 18, I was dropped off at a facility in what I was told was Phoenix, Arizona.

I went down a few flights (we had gone in through the roof entrance near the parking structure) and was brought to see a woman who was in a huge amount of distress. She had asked to see me specifically (we shared a history, although I didn't put that together at the time) before she would submit to further torture.

She was in a small locked medical observation room, frail, trapped in the bed, hair all out of sorts, and couldn't speak enough English for me to properly understand her.

I had been living with a DoD scientist working in medical research. The first time both her and I had met the scientist, 15 years prior to that, we had been together.

DoD researchers doesn't have to meet ethics standards, that's in the books, just in case you think they're being good and ethical little things that go by the book, in a way they are...the book says they don't need to be ethical.

I only spent a few minutes with the woman that day, and then I was shipped out of there.

I never spoke of it for decades.

There was nothing I could do and I felt powerless.

If I had told someone there was a human locked in a DoD facility, I would have been shipped off to the loony bin.

I didn't have the firepower or ability to break her out myself.

I was in a society that would rather pretend those things "can't exist" and so I didn't feel I could find actual support in speaking about it or helping her.

So, I let one of the only good souls I had met in my life perish in a locked facility with no one to come to save her.

And I remained silenced for my own false self preservation.

This is the reality of society and structure we live in. And why, when it comes down to it, no one will be there to save us. I couldn't even save one woman.
I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture.
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Good enough for government work.
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Good enough for government work.
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Meh.
I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture.
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No Choppah?

:choppa:
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It's the truth. You aren't there to save good people, but to protect bad ones. Those are some touching regrets, though.
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Wait.. either im not comprehending everything you said..or..?
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It's the truth. You aren't there to save good people, but to protect bad ones. Those are some touching regrets, though.
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Yeah. That shit weighs on me. Survivors guilt doesn't even begin to touch it. I feel like I've done nothing, not for those in the past and not for the next wave of victims yet to happen. We've changed nothing.
I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture.
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No one told me anything either. God revealed everything. He did say to never put your trust in man....gotta run the repair man is here :)
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I should be a DoD researcher. Maybe I can get my Dr title in Sudan.

No ethics, Good.
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Re: I couldn't save someone because no one would have believed me
It's also unlikely they would have possessed the power or ability to help.

When I was around 18, I was dropped off at a facility in what I was told was Phoenix, Arizona.

I went down a few flights (we had gone in through the roof entrance near the parking structure) and was brought to see a woman who was in a huge amount of distress. She had asked to see me specifically (we shared a history, although I didn't put that together at the time) before she would submit to further torture.

She was in a small locked medical observation room, frail, trapped in the bed, hair all out of sorts, and couldn't speak enough English for me to properly understand her.

I had been living with a DoD scientist working in medical research. The first time both her and I had met the scientist, 15 years prior to that, we had been together.

DoD researchers doesn't have to meet ethics standards, that's in the books, just in case you think they're being good and ethical little things that go by the book, in a way they are...the book says they don't need to be ethical.

I only spent a few minutes with the woman that day, and then I was shipped out of there.

I never spoke of it for decades.

There was nothing I could do and I felt powerless.

If I had told someone there was a human locked in a DoD facility, I would have been shipped off to the loony bin.

I didn't have the firepower or ability to break her out myself.

I was in a society that would rather pretend those things "can't exist" and so I didn't feel I could find actual support in speaking about it or helping her.

So, I let one of the only good souls I had met in my life perish in a locked facility with no one to come to save her.

And I remained silenced for my own false self preservation.

This is the reality of society and structure we live in. And why, when it comes down to it, no one will be there to save us. I couldn't even save one woman.
 Quoting: TlvmmCpoft

So you first met her when you were 3 years old?
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Re: I couldn't save someone because no one would have believed me
It's also unlikely they would have possessed the power or ability to help.

When I was around 18, I was dropped off at a facility in what I was told was Phoenix, Arizona.

I went down a few flights (we had gone in through the roof entrance near the parking structure) and was brought to see a woman who was in a huge amount of distress. She had asked to see me specifically (we shared a history, although I didn't put that together at the time) before she would submit to further torture.

She was in a small locked medical observation room, frail, trapped in the bed, hair all out of sorts, and couldn't speak enough English for me to properly understand her.

I had been living with a DoD scientist working in medical research. The first time both her and I had met the scientist, 15 years prior to that, we had been together.

DoD researchers doesn't have to meet ethics standards, that's in the books, just in case you think they're being good and ethical little things that go by the book, in a way they are...the book says they don't need to be ethical.

I only spent a few minutes with the woman that day, and then I was shipped out of there.

I never spoke of it for decades.

There was nothing I could do and I felt powerless.

If I had told someone there was a human locked in a DoD facility, I would have been shipped off to the loony bin.

I didn't have the firepower or ability to break her out myself.

I was in a society that would rather pretend those things "can't exist" and so I didn't feel I could find actual support in speaking about it or helping her.

So, I let one of the only good souls I had met in my life perish in a locked facility with no one to come to save her.

And I remained silenced for my own false self preservation.

This is the reality of society and structure we live in. And why, when it comes down to it, no one will be there to save us. I couldn't even save one woman.
 Quoting: TlvmmCpoft

So you first met her when you were 3 years old?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77992195


The scientist was doing recruiting for research subjects primarily at that point in her career. We were in a war zone where she was recruiting heavily. She promised the woman a "good life" for me in exchange for her participation. I love the dumb bitch with all of my heart, but she fell for the oldest con in the book.

And I doubt anyone else would have wanted to see me before submitting to more torture. I'm not really that special. She probably realized by that point that she had been conned and was wondering if I was actually locked up down the hall.

Last Edited by TlvmmCpoft on 12/03/2019 01:21 PM
I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture.
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You always post strange stuff like this, so I'm just going to ask... How did you get into this program, why were you chosen, and what else can you tell us about your experiences? Does this go back to ancient Babylonia and the worship of multiple "Gods" who are part of multi-planet council? Was there really a war with the Draconians on this planet? Why are children tortured and sacrificed in place of animals? Why either? What do you know about prior human races that existed here?
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You always post strange stuff like this, so I'm just going to ask... How did you get into this program, why were you chosen, and what else can you tell us about your experiences? Does this go back to ancient Babylonia and the worship of multiple "Gods" who are part of multi-planet council? Was there really a war with the Draconians on this planet? Why are children tortured and sacrificed in place of animals? Why either? What do you know about prior human races that existed here?
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See my response to the post above.

And I don't know about all of your mythical stuff.
I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture.
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I should be a DoD researcher. Maybe I can get my Dr title in Sudan.

No ethics, Good.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77943420


If you enjoy picking the legs off flies, I'm sure you'll love it.
I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture.
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Wait.. either im not comprehending everything you said..or..?
 Quoting: The Anomaly 75887602


...
I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture.
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No Choppah?

choppa
 Quoting: BIG.BILL


Nada.
I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture.
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No one told me anything either. God revealed everything. He did say to never put your trust in man....gotta run the repair man is here :)
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Don't put your trust in the repair man.
I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture.
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bsflag
WTB-bs
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 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78149450


And my assuming I would receive responses like that are why she died.

What other response can we expect to get if we say:

"the government isn't always ethical"
"bad things happen"
"mean people exist"
"not everyone follows the rules"
"sometimes even rules are bad"

Society couldn't crawl out of a paper bag. There is no rescue team.

Last Edited by TlvmmCpoft on 12/03/2019 02:33 PM
I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture.
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wtfread
 Quoting: Chaos Replicator


slaphim
I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture.
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:wtfread:
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slaphim
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blackeye
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wtfread
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slaphim
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blackeye
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Ha.

Seriously though. I couldn't get a thing done surrounded by people who were either too scared or too ignorant to do anything.

It was a worthless life.
I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture.
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slaphim
 Quoting: TlvmmCpoft


blackeye
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Ha.

Seriously though. I couldn't get a thing done surrounded by people who were either too scared or too ignorant to do anything.

It was a worthless life.
 Quoting: TlvmmCpoft


It must have been an awful experience. I'm sorry you had to go through something like that.
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Having a backstage perspective isn't easy, but I imagine that being one of the millions put through the hoops without any perspective other than what they've been fed is even worse, from a survival standpoint.

Would you rather be the sheep on the hill overlooking the whole field, shepherd, and chopping block, blood and all...or one of the sheep in the middle of that field with no view other than the wool surrounding them?
I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture.
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well well
lookie at this shit tale

you are a spook
and is this sum kind or crptic warning
4 sum 1

King David only had STONES
ya know
Watching through the Lattice
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well well
lookie at this shit tale

you are a spook
and is this sum kind or crptic warning
4 sum 1

King David only had STONES
ya know
 Quoting: Hub Cap Halo


It's a story of loss that I shared, in simple English.

Not everyone is out to get you. Not everything is in code.

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I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture.
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Had you tried, you may have ended up in an adjoining room, though.
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Had you tried, you may have ended up in an adjoining room, though.
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Probably just in a classic nut ward, but who knows. I seriously kept my head down in those years. I'm still trying to break the habit of smiling, nodding, and holding open the door when people are being assholes.
I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

There's a fine line between training, trauma, and torture.
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I don't know what lies they told you, but I can promise they were lies.

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