Notes from an 'Alternate Universe': The Return of the Blue Kachina

The destruction phase is over. Now it has taken on a life of its own.

The building phase has all ready begun, and will take some time to fruition.

We are both at the same time, since they overlap.

"Destroyer" doesn't mean what you might think it means :)

Through destruction, there is life. We destroy every time we breathe, or think, or do.

Creation is the end of life, for it is as static as a sculpture.

Thank you for your work, $tefan. All work and action will be rewarded.

It is not just after death. It is anytime they are not directly perceived.

If you leave your wife at home and go out, you are re-interpreting her in other ways.

I wouldn't assume that your cat now being 'ashes'. That is just what you'd need to complete the narrative in your understanding of the world you've produced. Your cat would be something more dynamic, with the same kind of personality as you knew (if you can find it).

Do you see it?

To your metaphysical self it is your dominant left hand.

Now do you have a better idea of what "other things" might be?

Still here, lurking and wondering. Perhaps ready to take on a new form.

Yes, but most of us are more focused on the 'destruction' part (the 85%, as I mentioned on the other thread) while the Cult is more focused on the 'creation' part (in ways that are not conducive to humanity).

I moved from destroyer to builder when I realised what I was and how that can be used to make something that is more long-term.

There is some inversion there, but this above keeps it simple.


You've got it :)

It's mostly something familiar to pique interest, but no more clues are needed in this way.

We have reached The End of Clues and now entering the It's Beginning To Be Obvious stage.

One day there will be a raw version, when humanity is in a more secure place :)

But reality itself is doing it all ready, driving people to choose neuroses instead of having to think about what is happening.

When people realise, for example, that they are being turned into 'aliens' (as the alien agenda is now conditioning them, just as the NPC memes and stories did before they bowed down and put on masks), there will be an uprising! Just kidding. There will be ... complacency and various types of neuroses as the 15% seek to make them what they have all ways felt themselves to be: out-of-place aliens on Earth.

The death of the person most dear to your heart and the one without whom you could not live.

'Cosmic fate', I suppose one could say. Part of a script that cannot be avoided, no matter how much you try. It is the ONLY thing that would break you out of your shell and become completely fearless and surpass any self-impositions of mind or body, in a 'no holes barred' sort of way.

This last year has been so much for me. Much deconstruction of what I thought it meant to be me. Facing the ways I’ve been in denial. Not an easy feat. Letting go in a multitude of ways. I had a cancer scare-that’ll put it into perspective, real quick. My job got gobbled up. Making some massive changes, physically, that will take some time to unfold.

My kids are grown and out the house- one thriving, one struggling- moving into the next phase of my life with the choices and action I need to take to build the reality I desire for myself.

It’s been very challenging being me this past year. I played the fool to a tee. Almost blew up my life in a thought experiment that took on a life of its own. Had some failures and some small victories. Don’t feel like I’m thriving. More like surviving.

I know myself to be resilient.

The pendulum swings.

Who am I really? Definitely ready to take on a new form. In a new place. With new relationships. A fresh start. This is where my action is….setting the stage for the next chapter of my life.

Although it’s been really challenging, I still want to thank you :)

You’re all ways welcome by my fire


(I pretty much gave up music for the past year but this one recently found me)

“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing,
there is a field. I’ll meet you there.

When the soul lies down in that grass,
the world is too full to talk about.

Ideas, language, even the phrase each other
doesn’t make any sense.”

~Rumi

There was a phenomenon in the media of filming and uploading encounters with incredibly entitled individuals freaking out about minor inconveniences or perceived bad customer service. Such individuals were typically middle aged, middle class white women, and they're all given the collective moniker of "Karen" (a contemporarily white, middle aged, middle class female name). Their "line" is "I'd like to speak to your manager"

There were just so many videos like this posted: "Karen in the drive through" "Karen in the parking lot" "Karen in a restaurant." All posted in a small time frame, I wondered what that illustrated and why. Haven't seen any in a while, nor have I been looking, though. Seems irrelevant now



I meant she's more all-of-those-things-at-once than just her ashes, but I take your point

I don't see it, I don't know where to look



Impatience is, perhaps, my most annoying vice. Are you sure you couldn't send me a letter?

I kid, but it sure does feel like humanity being in a secure place is an impossibility



I suppose we had different ideas about what neurosis means, if neurosis is avoiding having to think about/acknowledge what is happening. I'm only "half neurotic" because I'm more "sane" in actuality than the world is, making me insane to the world (only relatively, I'd guess I'm still rather insane, just maybe a bit less than what I perceive in the rest of the world). But I'd like to think if confronted with sanity in a more obvious way I wouldn't be driven to avoid it. I can't say that for certain, though, and of course we're not just concerned about me.

I sort of want the "raw" version to see how I would react to it. In time, I suppose




I think it'd be cool to be an "alien" like the ones in Avatar (though I'm aware it's propaganda); being tall, blue, and bioluminescent with sharp teeth seems cool as heck. But I suppose that's not the kind of alien you're referring to :( and the want to be that sort of alien probably makes it easier for one to be turned into the real sort of alien

I'm not sure what you mean by NPC memes and stories or "bowed down and put on masks"




Ah, I suppose I'm not qualified, then. I have one who is most dear to my heart, but I'm long past believing I couldn't live without him. In fact, we've had a couple conversations over the years where we've acknowledged a mutual understanding that we'd each be fine without the other, what ever may come to pass.

I don't think there's any thing/one that I could lose that would break me out of my shell in such a way. In a way, I'm actively seeking to "kill" my person with my endeavors to "go back." If I succeeded, him and I as we are now would have to be a door to remain for ever closed.

Not that I wouldn't mourn, but I can't imagine a loss that would allow me to surpass fears and self-imposed limitations. That sort of saddens me

I hoped I could help

Hi!
I myself, as a musician (bass player/singer), gave up on music too. It has become so ubiqituous, unavoidable, that I prefer silence in my personal space nowadays.

The only one that stays is Bach.

Are you ready?


It's my pleasure :)


Very surprising. But you will find your muse again.

Soon enough, there will be far too many to document.

It's hard to let go of Chaos. (But easier when you choose your own Chaos and focus on that, instead.)

How we let go of something we are addicted to, and in many ways integrated with, is something many of us will have a difficult time with.


It's difficult to see more than the basics with you. I guess I wouldn't know where to look, either.


That is why it is be destroyed. From some realities, at least. This kind of physicality has nearly outlived its usefulness. Consciousness is what our form really is, anyway, and to that we shall return.


We all develop systems to make sense of our reality. One person's patterns are logical but may not make sense to someone else. When those are incompatible with parts of the world around us, it seems crazy.

In the 'modern' world there are so many different things going on, and so much that rapidly changes. Thus, it becomes more difficult to develop an internal system that is both compatible and a decent vehicle for the expression of Self.

When society is more calm and stable, neuroses isn't so much of an issue.

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This is all for your entertainment, of course :)

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Oh, goody



I'm trying, man. Probably trying too hard. Can't get out of my own way.




I've noticed that most meditations would have one focus on 'ascending' in the senses and imagination

Though, if the metaphysical is 'accessed' by descending into the earth, why would the Cult shift focus to "under your feet"?

The one referred to as Stefan would like to rest in peace. He already rules supreme and decides reward systems which may or may not operate along dopaminergic mechanisms, and doesn't care if you or yours must wallow in depraved enslavement to such boondoggles of neuronic capacity.

Well I made myself laugh again, it seems that's my role here, to write things that make me laugh at my own jokes like. They who must not be named.

(Fake cough)

Individuals...

My jokes suck! It makes it sound like I'm an Rh- person but I can guarantee you I'm most certainly a talker for the most part and not a doer

I certainly have allowed higher expectations to push me around and make me feel bad about myself and ended up being productive in some ways or other

I might as well share my video which I am skin-thin close to deleting anyway but while it's there, and to prove my worth as a human being who should be productive and active and helpful and compassionate-ish at least by my standards of those I sometimes admire

here's the link
(beware of discovering I'm human)
[link to www.youtube.com (secure)]

There was some notion of building up a channel, however, ultimately I just feel weak, you know? It's the temptations of easy wins and gains and popularity that comes with a hefty price tag of loss of privacy and obscurity.

This much is nothing of relevance. I've been on the internet before. But now that I'm sharing it I should surely delete it!

Wow, scary stuff.

Hi!

Nothing but my thoughts to keep me company. Has been an interesting experience considering what a prominent role music has played in shaping my life. Clearing out some useless noise that’s for sure!

I’m game to see. Ready for my life to take on a different meaning, a different shape. I know how to roll with the punches, that’s for sure. I’m never down and out. It’s one of my super hero traits.

Still I rise.



Surprising for me as well. No music. No dance. No concerts. For over a year. A recalibration of sorts.

That’s comforting. I miss my muse. Been living grounded in my locality. Tending only those relationships closest to me in time and space. It’s like my blinders were taken off. Revealing the truer nature of the state of my being.

Life can be so messy

Why would THAT be not be able to be rewritten in advance? I thought the whole of all this was to avoid THAT?

You have my attention. :(

That's one way, but the physical experience of some places would most likely change your interpretation of reality, bringing more of the metaphysical interpretation forth.

For now, though, all of us use a biological system called sleep to do the same.Not every sleep takes us to the same metaphysical place, of course. The underground and also physically distant places off of our maps are more like bridges from the physical to the metaphysical. (Physicality is an aspect of metaphysicality, as I've mentioned before.)

There are large underground systems in parts of the Americas as well as in Europe (mostly England, which is what Paul Cook on YouTube tends to focus on). Proper access to these places has as much to do with how much our reality has changed as it does with being mostly physically blocked. Though I suspect more of these may be 'opening up' in the next few years as we discover the metaphysical reality of the physical world.


In the big scheme of things, everything the active Cult does helps humanity discover the metaphysical world that they themselves cannot see. Each piece is part of an equation that looks like something else if observed by itself. I doubt if very many of them know how much they are helping, though, but it remains to be seen.

The active Cult more likely sees their actions as production of destructive fear in the population (to diminish the sense of Self).

'Aliens in space' is one thing, but 'aliens underground' is something that is less resource-intensive and more technologically possible to deceive with. It would also be more likely to produce the kind of destructive fear that they seek. Their technology isn't nearly as advanced as they would like you to believe, but they could leverage normal geophysical events (such as earthquakes) and turn them into something else in the mind of the populace, much the same way the common coronavirus was used as a tool for destructive fear and control.

Welcome to the chat, then, Tortas. (I was going to suggest that the other guy gets rid of the "$" in their nick, as it would like be detrimental to their economic prosperity. So, nice timing!)

Now it is time for new forms. With it comes new approaches to life, new behaviour and actions, and a renewed sense of purpose and Self. This doesn't mean you're out of the woods of Lorlic just yet but when you find 'better' ways of organising your perceptions that path is made more obvious.

You can do great things once you organise your Self, using time to your advantage in a world focused more on Chaos. Just be careful not to get lost in the Chaos, in all of its forms. Choose your own and apply some kind of order to it, as I say.

To pair-a-phrase with some-such:

Small Minds Focus On People,
Average Minds Focus On Events,
Great Minds Focus On Ideas.

And that's the way the cookie crumbles, and is born again.

Good effort. Action is where it is at. You are claiming your authority (that was all ways there) and it can be full of many wonders.

Please let me know when the others are available :)

By the way, at 1:56 you mention something that may not need to be a contradictory idea.

If I may suggest, all 4 dimensions of awareness can arise from a 5th because the 5th is a complete representation of all 4. When there is a 5th the others do not need to be, as they are all ready folded into it.

Cool.

Then how far can we turn the dial?


:)

These will all come back in a different form, such as you are to your Self.

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It can be 'rewritten' but it is that which makes the most sense, all things considered.

All other paths lead to far less beneficial outcomes for the entirety of my perspective. If I save a part of my immediate self, I lose the rest of the world around us.

I had a tremendous opportunity to be availed of a tremendous power when I was about 13. It was long after I was introduced to some of what I have been writing about. It was an offer that I refused in consideration of being able to properly function in society and support my family (and not risk going insane from it). From that, I began to forget about that power and what it could mean. I also began to lose my sense of the metaphysical.

I made a conscious effort to unfold it slowly over time, but that changes how other things unfold, too. I suppose I would be at that point all ready now if I had made a different decision at the time and wouldn't need to experience something else in future, but I still believe this particular way is the way it should be. Nothing else can compare with it.

If it was a test, it would be the final test to prove my worthiness in a way that few who know the world but are not of the world, if any, would be able to do.

For many years I rejected the 'offer' that Maria presented. I wanted her to shove it where the sun doesn't shine. Now I see it is the only way that makes sense. For any that are lost physically in this drama can still be with us in greater ways metaphysically.

These threads began with a desire to bridge the physical world with the metaphysical world to be with the one I love. I just never expected that to unfold in future or unfold in unexpected ways, or for that person to start out in the same world and then disappear into the metaphysical world.

The 'pain' of missing that person whom I love dearly, I know without question, would be more than enough of an impetus to change my Self in ways that I cannot now imagine. I shift not only mountains, but entire realities.

I'm not sure if there will be any others. I'm still waiting to see how I feel about having even this channel active.



You are correct, there doesn't need to be a contradiction. I set it up that way to juxtapose the contrasting sources of these "paradigms".

I see how this diminished my authority in the expression, since it became about what some otherness expressed.

Deeper, it is clear, there is no difference in these perspectives. It is a model that operates beyond numbers.

As it turns out, in the themes of me persists a story of great sacrifice and great reward.

By my own self, I am being driven into a corner to do nothing and be nothing, which is as expected.

I do not condone the sacrificial paradigm, but it is only I self-reference who seems to be alone in this feeling. It is hard to let go of control.

But if my greater self wishes to suffer I surrender, but will not comply, nor assist, nor do anything to help.

What I'm more curious about, Anthony, is with your ability to see who is of the cult or not, (the rh- cyanderthals or not), how do you see me?

I've mulled it over and have no conclusion of my own about it. So I am curious what your view might say.

You've seen live footage so it shouldn't be difficult. After all, I still use your practical tool of visiting only half of an individual's face to gather insight into their inner states. It is informative. I recognize your capability.

Don't make me wait forever for an answer, and if it gets ignored at least tell me so, and I'll let it go.

As much as I am capable of at the moment