I guess I look at it as I'm not homeless, I'm HOME FREE!!!...the shelter doesn't bother me and I hated homeless people, until I was one. But I'm also free to go anywhere and do things and I don't have to answer to anyone. Motel living isn't bad...what does scare me is getting older and will eventually need to settle down with a job. And I kill my body to do the cash money jobs I do...and I make sure I run circles around boys in their 20s on a job!

But eventually noone will wanna hire a wore out man for a career. That part is scary.