ELECTRIC LOVE- Night Traveler

were you also heather and daisy? lol

i wear a 3 dioptre prism on my right eye because of my 2010 TBI, i get a headache if i use my right eye without the prism correcting the light for me

orange heather i know well, she's the pimp.

daisy just pisses me off, u know that. you've seen my reaction just to the word daisy.

never made that allegation! lol

i recall that. you also had a piece of property with a ravine running through it, that you shared with your brother! lol

okay, sorry for misunderstanding.

i have always been open about why i am, answering all questions honestly, i have nothing to hide.

i don't recall ever owning any property.

my brother hates me even though i try to be his friend. he blocked me on text messages so i can't even talk to him.

were you the heather in the mist at the bottom of the spring, circa 2009 -2010, that was pursured by a demon? lol

was the property formerly your parents? lol

yes, and then i died in 2010 while riding my bike

Sent in search
for water to drink
carrying a pitcher
unknowing of things

walked into
a dream like scene
seven nymphs
gestures bathing
consciousness unseen

romantic
water nymphs calling
divine
pure plenitude of fullness

into, between, & around
parallel tunnels
only their calling
calling to me

announcing me to death
awakening to come
crying to near
hailing to join

lured me in
and invited me down
the murky dark water
flesh surrounds

velveteen skin
and silken locks
angelic hands
our desires interlocked
Below the Pegae wellspring

possibly, my father is a very secretive man

is that what happened to you. i recall your departure was very sudden! lol

was that demon's name mustard? lol

you know how people say they see their life flash before their eyes? it wasn't like that.

my whole life, was one single flash of light, and the flash of light hit me and everything turned totally dark. i could not see or hear anything, but i could feel everything. two angles placed me in a bubble of peace.

i have never felt anything on this earth that compares to that feeling. i was safe and at peace and they kept me in there forever. it is beyond peace....

and then i woke up in the hospital, but i knew that i had died, and my entire life since August 2, 2010 i have just been trying to find a way back to that bubble of peace. there's nothing in this world that compares to it. my whole life changed that day.

i was singing this song in my head when it happened:

i can't recall their name, sorry

your avatar at the time, kinda resembled qwen stephanine, with rainbow colored glasses that hung off your nose! lol

no need to apologize. when you resurfaced circa 2012, i distinctly recall getting the same vibe from you, as that of our current op! your impressions are much the same to me! lol

after 8/2/2010 i realized i was a ghost...

i would be in a room, and someone else would come into the room, and clearly there is no way that they would not know that i was in the room, and then i would approach them, and they would jump a mile high.

2012 was the first time i saw my dad after the accident, and i know he was looking at me trying to figure out how i exsited, i could feel how spooked he was.

this is also when i started seeing the events that were going to happen dys before they would happen, and then the event would happen, and i would say wait that already happened....but for everyone else it didn't happen yet.

a frequent experience of mine, that happens daily....

yesterday, i was waiting in the lobby of a building before teaching a class, standing, waiting for someone. i watched four of my students enter the building, walk within one foot of me, and go on to the classroom, without even registering that i was standing there. usually, they would greet me. finally, when the fifth person walked passed, i called out her name, and she was abruptly startled. she says she didn't even see me standing there, and didn't recognize me, (even though i'm wearing the same clothes i always wear.) i had last seen this woman just three days before this, and see her three times a week for three years.

if this happened occasionally in my life, i probably would think nothing of it. it happens regularly enough to make me go wtf is going on here!?!? it may not happen for a few weeks, but then for 10 days in a row, i would have twenty instances of this.

when i first started noticing it as a teen, i kept having the experience of people walking into a studio where i was working on myself, but they had no idea that I was in there. i was inward, doing my inward work thing, and as long as i stayed in this state, i would stay totally invisible to them, unless i physically engaged with them. i startled a lot of people this way!

i think may be because i work with so many different types of people, and sometimes with large groups of people, that i modulate my self frequency to fulfill whatever need i need to be in that room. this means that i can seem to be a different person in each situation just by being my own self in the best way i can.

apparently if left to my own devices, and i become my inner self, i'm a ghost! i don't think this is very in-sync with my outer self.

im not a girly girl, and i would never dye my hair purple, or go to a party, or wear makeup

i'm a super blondie

you only get turned on my slutty red heads

another reason why u could never love me

i can meet someone have an intimate 1/2 hour conversation with them, and then the next day if i see them again they have no recollection of meeting me, the first time this happened in 2011, and i knew there was NO WAY that person could not remember our convo i started to get very suspicious

are familiar with the poster 78787874? lol

For a ghost, you sure know how to take over a thread and rude to the op in the process.


Naughty lolac lol

just saw that the time alignments of you talking/saying certain things to her and me doing a wysiwyg on myself, and the ironic song after she said that was her favorite song

i apologize for calling whoever a mean name

it makes me sad that 946 is only into red heads and big boobs

becuase that means he can never be in to me

i'm sorry for saying mean names

if you were offend in any way i'm sorry

i personally never get offended, so that is probably why i am careless with calling ppl mean names, because i don't understand how that is offensive

but i'm sorry

lies and alibies has a chameleon nature, like mystique in the x men, she could be anybody! lol