ELECTRIC LOVE- Night Traveler

my apologies, if the two of you seems similar to me. the trauma both of you endured seemed to have produced a psychic pattern that overrode any differences of strength between the two of you. trauma often bring out a level of psychic ability that corresponds to the level of trauma, you both possess a potential that exceeds most others! lol

not good enough

not good enough for my god

not good enough i ran away from him in fear


i'm not good enough

vile unfit beast/animal

well, ill make it clear:

winterriina is your gf

i am the whore that needs to be erased

unworthy

dirty

raped

abused

angry

not good enough

all whores

abused

devil wed

where's my scaly tail?

give me your fear serving wench

a dream last night involved me entering the cold ocean water. i excel in cold water! lol

hand over your fear, i am hungry

naked

yu forgot to mention

lol

looking at me

naked

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i watched you now

i will pay you good coin for the fear, i take big bag give?

i never allow people to control me or tell me what to think! lol

lol

what's the secret to swimming in cold water?

i am going to try to swim on the basin side of island next as i'm sure its warmer than ocean side of island, but its just theres lots of jet skis and boats.

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do it on a nice warm sunny day <3

that's why i always admired you, and always tried to be more like you

i was eating in my dreams last night and ppl got pissed i was eating, that's when you know how fucked up your eating disorder is.

i allways allow people to tell me what to do

i invite such experience into my life

of course, i may r may not follow their instruction or guidance. However i do consider it part of my lfe's mission to be told clearly what to do quite often :-)

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jump in and don't stop! lol

yes i know <3 :-)

actually i know much more than than one might ordinarilly suspect. yet there has been little attempt to hide me from certain pains and painful experience, is partly why i hold such respect

smith meet virus ;-)

just keep away from darned ski jets etc!

and sea urchins

okay i will try that in the basin, thank you, 946. that sounds very brave.

it is much more fun swimming outside as i like looking at the crabs and fish.

when i swim in the pool i don't use my eyeballs, as i know it's 17 arms strokes to go end to end, and i enjy the added sensory deprivation of having no eyeballs

i used to be able to walk with my eyes closed, bc i can see with my eyes closed, but my eyes started doing really weird things in December, lke i would feel the 20 sets of eyeballs rolling thru my skull trying to figure out which set of eyeballs to use. the serious box did something on 1/6 when i talked about this out loud.

please don't exceed your physical limitation. my body weight ind3x is different from yours and i don't get brain freezes from the cold water! i do mentally prepare myself for the initial shock! lol