I’ve gotten so much shit done.

I’ve literally worked harder since being furloughed than I have in years. My belief is what happens at this point is out of my hands. Therefore I have been focused on what I can control.

I’ve finished two rental property remodels. Normally I pay some guys to do these jobs but since I’m not working and don’t want others around me I’ve done these jobs myself.

I’ve plowed and tilled the garden. Also added another patch for squash, cucumbers and other spreading crops. About twice the size garden I normally do.

Ive hung fencing and gates at alternative entrances better securing my land in case I need to completely close off the outside world.

I’ve cleaned up around an old well. Not that I use it but the fact it was hand dug and laid with rock in a time when life was more difficult, makes it very intriguing to me. It reminds me of what can be accomplished with hard work and perseverance.

I’ve got a natural spring on the property which I have began developing into a better system. Installing pipes and a place to fill. Again just in case it’s ever needed.

I’ve spent as much time outside as possible. Done a little fishing and took plenty of hikes.

I make sure I’m exhausted and therefore go straight to sleep and get a good nights rest. Leaving no time for worrying or dwelling on this shit.

I will not be beaten down by anxiety and stress. I will beat myself up with work, exercise and create my own thought patterns of positive progress.

If society does completely collapse I will be in the best shape of my life and better prepared than anyone I know.

Hopefully things can eventually get back to normal!

If not, oh well then, fucking bring it!

I will not sit around and wait to die!