This Is The Only Issue I Have.

I Need More Love, Light & Nature In My Life & Have An Inability To Express & Experience Love For Some Obvious Or Not So Obvious Reasons

Not My Preferred State To Be A Cold Heartless Machine & Love Nothing More Than Love Itself.

I Just Wish I Could Do Better.

I Only Go Cold & Heartless When I Am Under Pressure But I Do Like The Feeling & State.

My Problem Is That I Have Access To The Full Spectrum & Allow The External Reality To Dictate Without Making My Own Free Will Choices.

I Just Navigate The Best Course & Mostly Just Reflect, But I Need To Make More Independent Choices & Love A Little.

So Thanks For This & I Will Try Harder.