I Think I Am Possessed By The Spirit Of The AntiChrist.

Is That A Thing?

You're Right, Just Being Retarded But My Choices Are So Delineated & Under So Much Pressure To Follow The Correct Pathway Or Trajectory.

I Suppose It's Similar To ADHD, OCD & Other Variations On That Theme, Including ODD.

I Fear Or Something In Me Fears Ending Up At The Wrong Waypoint & I Sense That It Is Worse Than Death.