Daily Prayer Thread !!!Plus The Word Part 2

Praying

Thank you all!

I spoke with her and she is tired. Not sure if they are keeping her tonight or not. She had several tests but only knows the result of the cognitive test. She scored one less than President Trump, so that's all good.

I appreciate the prayers and ask that you continue.

and prayers for all of you here as well.

Thank you all!

I spoke with her and she is tired. Not sure if they are keeping her tonight or not. She had several tests but only knows the result of the cognitive test. She scored one less than President Trump, so that's all good.

I appreciate the prayers and ask that you continue.

and prayers for all of you here as well.

Thank you all!

I spoke with her and she is tired. Not sure if they are keeping her tonight or not. She had several tests but only knows the result of the cognitive test. She scored one less than President Trump, so that's all good.

I appreciate the prayers and ask that you continue.

and prayers for all of you here as well.

Thank you all!

I spoke with her and she is tired. Not sure if they are keeping her tonight or not. She had several tests but only knows the result of the cognitive test. She scored one less than President Trump, so that's all good.

I appreciate the prayers and ask that you continue.

and prayers for all of you here as well.

Not sure where I left off, but I figured I'd give y'all an update.

So, the day the OP expired, I sent my wife flowers. She called the police and reported me for violating the OP as she got them 30 minutes before it expired. They arrested me and said I had allegedly violated the OP on six different occasions. I spent the night in county jail and saw a judge. They had charged me with the one count and said the other five charges were pending (being investigated.) A pre-trial condition of my release was that I have to wear a GPS ankle monitor to make sure I stay away from my wife. I got to reading up on the charges and it says the first charge is a misdemeanor, second and subsequent charges are class 4 felonies. So, I could actually go to prison for sending my wife flowers 30 minutes before the order of protection expired.

Since then, I've been in contact with my wife's attorney who has assured me that my wife is firm in her decision to divorce me. I have court tomorrow. My wife rejected my original offer of a low buyout for the home which means she's trying to keep the fight going until she completely leaves me homeless, in jail, and destitute.

I kid you not when I say I've never been violent towards this woman. I've said some hurtful things and called her some hurtful names after she provoked me for hours on end. That's like the worst I've done. Maybe hurt her kids' feelings for holding them accountable when they did wrong.

Second Christian marriage, second divorce. That's a wrap for me. I no longer believe God will heal, save, bless, or answer my prayers. He has shown me as much time and time again, no matter how faithful I am to Him or how much I strive to enter the narrow gate. It's just pointless suffering and hoping in a God who is big enough to answer prayers, but chooses not to.

I do not desire the things of the world, but I no longer desire the things of God. My purpose in the kingdom of God is complete. The only purpose for my life is not to kill myself and to suffer this endless, needless suffering so that my daughter and family do not suffer my loss. That's it.

And I'm a miserable singer:

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Prayers for her keep us updated

Praying for your mom and for you as well.

Sounds like best case considering what happened.
Prayers said for her.

I didn't get a chance to apologize because she got an order or protection and hasn't spoken to me in four months. She filed divorce while we were separated.

As for Job, I've suffered greatly. I lost my job, my house, my possessions, and my wife and kids for 110 days. I'm on unemployment now and going to college for HVAC. I'm finally back in my home and have my stuff, but, like I said, she refused my buyout for the home, so it's going to suck. This is the second time I've went through this. My first wife I met at a Bible study and she left me for another man. (She is happy with him, but admitted it was a huge mistake to do what she did to me - she is a Chaplain now.) My second wife I met at church. She is literally trying to destroy my life. These are the women I worshipped with and prayed with and loved. The way they both left me and the circumstances are remarkably similar (except one had an affair.) The worst thing that ever happened to me has happened twice.

I have emailed her lawyer several times and every time I've stated that I love my wife, I don't believe our differences are irreconcilable, I'm willing to go to any marriage or family counseling she wants to, etc. She said my wife is still firm in wanting a divorce.

I never in my life pursued something as much as I have in trying to save my marriage to my second wife. I have been dedicated in prayer and made a prayer journal. Everyday I meditated in the word of God and claimed over a hundred scriptures of promises and God's sovereign will about my situation. I asked at least a hundred people to pray for us and several people prayed for us faithfully. I committed everything I could to Him and doing His will (more so than I already was.)

You're right in saying it's not over, but after hearing from her attorney today, I've run out of faith that it can be restored. I cannot state enough that I hope God comes and smacks me in the head and makes a huge ass out of me for His glory and His name's sake by restoring and healing my marriage. The love I have for my wife is the stuff of stories. I waited 110 days in silence for her while living a block away at my mom's house. Every day was absolute torture as I couldn't understand why she was doing this to me and our family. I suffered friend. I suffered plenty.

But I'm kind of over talking about it. I've stayed faithful, I still wear my wedding ring, I will not break the covenant, and I will not divorce until I have to to keep my house for mine and my daughter's sake.

So glad Ito find this thread, thank you Lance for carrying the torch. Only 15 pages in but will keep catching up. Love reading each post and positive reinforcement given by many. God is the guiding light in my life and I pray for you all.

Well, Next phase of my long awaited eye surgery starts tomorrow and I’m so excited to seeing much better again. when surgeon asked for permission to pray for me I knew I had the right guy. Any prayers you wish make, please do so. I see doc and his team being guided by the hands of God! Thank you and mayGod bless you all.

So glad Ito find this thread, thank you Lance for carrying the torch. Only 15 pages in but will keep catching up. Love reading each post and positive reinforcement given by many. God is the guiding light in my life and I pray for you all.

Well, Next phase of my long awaited eye surgery starts tomorrow and I’m so excited to seeing much better again. when surgeon asked for permission to pray for me I knew I had the right guy. Any prayers you wish make, please do so. I see doc and his team being guided by the hands of God! Thank you and mayGod bless you all.

Had divorce court today. Nothing happened except to schedule an appearance in 60 days and talked about financial affidavits.

I decided I'll continue to pray for my marriage to be restored and healed.

I'm so up and down about this whole thing. I want it resolved for peace of mind, but without her it will be so lonely and empty. Another 60 days of honoring the covenant by myself I guess.

Do your best daily, pray and give thanks for the things you do have. Except every outcome as God's decision and wait for his blessings. Amen.

Praying for all.

Amen.

Praying for you and for God to guide the hands of the surgeon.

Prayed for you and the doctor and his team to be guided and your whole day be blessed and quickened healing, Amen.

I have no choice. I'm as surrendered as I can be right now, but it has taken all purpose out of everything. I told my ex-wife I don't even want to spend time with my daughter now, I'm so broken about everything. I can't go to church because I'm concerned she'll have me arrested. I'm very humbled. I don't want to be around anyone anymore. I don't want to talk about the situation anymore. I don't really care about the things of God anymore. I have no desire for the world, but no desire for church or my Bible or prayer either.

I've habitually prayed and given thanks for my meals for most of my Christian life. Other than that, I'm just not really thankful for anything else. I'm empty and don't even want to be filled up. I don't want to try to pretend everything is going to be okay after losing my wife and stepsons I love so much. It would be faker than CNN.

I don't want to complain either. I hope I don't sound like I'm complaining. I don't want pity or sorrow. I don't want attention. I can't really describe in words what I feel about this happening for the second time in my life.