Long distance relationship advice

Hello, I'm wondering if anybody might have some advice for me. I know a conspiracy forum isn't the right place to ask but I don't really go on any other forums.

Im just looking for some opinions. This post will probably bore most people, so just skip unless you're interested in giving suggestions.

So I've been dating this girl for about 2 years and she lived in another country and recently moved to the states. I was planning on seeing your but this whole coronavirus thing happened when she moved here.

We have had a really good relationship but after being laid off i started to drink quite a bit. I acted pretty stupid a couple times when i was drunk and she broke up with me. I wasn't mean, but i just acted like an idiot.

She then broke up with me and eventually she told me that she likes me alot but doesn't like the person i have acted like. She said she still needs time to decide if we are to get back together. She needs to see that i changed. I stopped drinking and am trying to get my life together. Not just for her, but im 28 and should be getting sh!t together anyway.

It's been a couple weeks since she broke up with me and we still talk everyday but it's definitely not the close relationship we had. I lost alot of her trust and can tell she is very hesitant about being Romantic. Conversation is good but she addresses me almost like a friend.

Im not too sure how to get her back , other than to keep improving my life and hope she notices im not a loser. I can't help but say i love you or stuff like that to her because we used to say that all the time.

I text her alot and i can't tell if im being to pushy and starting to come off as desperate. I don't want to be annoying, but i also do not want to lose the connection we still have.

Any advice?