Sick of Life as a Human.

The heart of the wise is in the house of mourning, but the heart of fools is in the house of pleasure.

Ecclesiastes 7:4

Yeah, MS....I get where you are at right now which is understandable given this shit-show on our 3rd rock from the Sun.

I'm just hoping my star family will send me a George Jetson Uber soon.

Are you kidding me?? It's just now getting exciting! Plus everyone is here now for a reason, in the thick of things right now. We were all born for this time. I'm serious. I hear ya though on being a human animal and how much things in life are maintenance/reconstruction. It can get tedious and depressing at times.

read "A course in Miracles" and you'll stop being a human. The title is strange, yah..i got that. It's the deepest book that you'll ever read in your life.

a course on letting go of the illusion of mortality. Mortality is a cycle of insanity.

good luck to you.

"I could be bounded in a nutshell and count myself a king of infinite space" - Shakespeare, Buddha you name it.

Just the Demiurge's way of making us remember our slavery to the system. Lather, rinse, repeat.

I concur .

I noticed you avoided taking my bet. Could it be I was right?

Try this!

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Be sure to cast it on yourself! Hah!

You are not alone. This is a dog’s “life,” it’s a dimensionless sh*thole of isolation and futility. There’s also a bad side.

I've been taking megadoses of Depakote for over 10 years. For the longest time I couldn't tell what the difference was with and without them but others could. I take ziprazidone which works great compared to Risperdal which made me and others I know feel like the walking dead. The only issue I have with ziprazidone is that I have a dependance on it. I cannot sleep without it.

This thread isn't about me. I'm showing the OP where his problem is.

Be a ne gro instead.

Love this song, thanks. Sadly, I disagree. My life after becoming born again in March of 2007 has become exceedingly difficult and next to impossible to remain cheerful throughout.

Jesus taught his burden is light and his yoke is easy. I came to the faith seeking rest, instead I got put to the test.

Not bashing Jesus either.

Mental illness is a sonofabi***.

Love this song, thanks. Sadly, I disagree. My life after becoming born again in March of 2007 has become exceedingly difficult and next to impossible to remain cheerful throughout.

Jesus taught his burden is light and his yoke is easy. I came to the faith seeking rest, instead I got put to the test.

Not bashing Jesus either.

Mental illness is a sonofabi***.


Noone ever said and meant it that being a true Christian would be an easy task. Especially in a world where more and more people are flocking to Lucifer for literally everything.

Noone ever said and meant it that being a true Christian would be an easy task. Especially in a world where more and more people are flocking to Lucifer for literally everything.



Come to me all ye who are heavy laden and I will give you rest.

Pretty sure Jesus was offering refuge for those whose burdens were beyond manageable. Thats why I came to Jesus, I need not only meaning, purpose, and truth, but rest for a weary soul.

I was heavily bullied and abused and came to Jesus only to be diagnosed 3 months later with bipolar disorder having severe manic episodes. Never had those before.

I'm not just talking about worldly affliction, but persecution and affliction from various influences even from within.

My first suicide attempt was at 12 years old. I'm 33 now and not a year has gone by without contemplating putting myself under.

Its a sad truth I have to deal with.

Based on what Jesus taught, these afflictions should have been dismantled at their core offering life. Thats what he said right, "I came that they might have life and life abundant".

Not my case.

I feel you. You have no idea how much
Hang in there. There is a reason for all of this

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There is an old saying:

If you live your life one foot in yesterday and one foot in tomorrow, you are pissing all over today.

Try to live your life enjoying the little things and big things that are part of your life today.

I hope this helps :)

This must be the Antifa/BLM Rioters' Creed for the time being...

As Basil Fawlty answered when asked what the point in being alive is...

'we're stuck with it'

And we are. It is pointless. We all die. Nobody cares when we do.
Just do what you have to do and make sure you take some bad fuckers down when you go.

Who said you were 'HUMAN'??

You sound like you been listening to Pink Floyd lyrics anyway so I recommend that you listen to their ANIMALS album and read the lyrics. You like all people are either a Pig, a Dog or a Sheep!

Anyway, they have defined these times we are living now in quite accurately way back in 1977.

You may find some benefit from looking into/reading some of the "Past Life" and "Intermediate Life" books, as they have some inspiring cases, including some cases where people feel like you - and it's typically because their recent past life was not as a human.

I would start with "Life Between Lives" by Michael Newton and the follow-on books by Newton and his associates.

Hard not to be inspired (of better things and the questions of "why am I here") after reading these stories.

Take Care.

I want to be an alien.

There is so much beauty in the world.

FIND IT

One headshot at a time, AC?

Spent 3 decades depressed then I started questioning everything I thought I knew. Became a seeker and began detoxification. This led to a spiritual awakening complete with a full kundalini experience and enlightenment.
Wouldn’t have happened without what I had been through. Basically a lifetime of perceived rejection and an ego death, or at least ego submission. Came to see that I was rejecting myself and everything/one. I learned to take responsibility for my co-creation of the experiences I’d lived.
This was liberating. My suffering was profound but entirely self induced.
This was my path. I see now that I can choose differently how I feel about myself. I place self love above all else in importance. It is the foundation. It is the breath of life. I offer you this healing.

I hate being a damn human. Petty species, lawless, weak. I am ungrateful to be alive today.

Fully understandable, OP. Humanity is going through Tribulations now. They will, as a species, come to realize what Lucifer offers are all easy ways to go to Hell and stay there forever all eternity, or they had been told the proper Heavenly Laws which to abide by also for all eternity. I do not envy Humanity whatsoever. I am quite glad that I have remembered who I am...

It's coming to a conclusion sooner than most people think: