Sick of Life as a Human.

The only thing that makes life bearable is being loved and when You no longer have that its a horrible place. The other day I was overwhelmed with all the hate and I literally cried most of the day. I now look at the world and I see absolutely no hope and it saddens Me that My child will have to experience all the shit just to get a little happiness.

Come to me all ye who are heavy laden and I will give you rest.

Pretty sure Jesus was offering refuge for those whose burdens were beyond manageable. Thats why I came to Jesus, I need not only meaning, purpose, and truth, but rest for a weary soul.

I was heavily bullied and abused and came to Jesus only to be diagnosed 3 months later with bipolar disorder having severe manic episodes. Never had those before.

I'm not just talking about worldly affliction, but persecution and affliction from various influences even from within.

My first suicide attempt was at 12 years old. I'm 33 now and not a year has gone by without contemplating putting myself under.

Its a sad truth I have to deal with.

Based on what Jesus taught, these afflictions should have been dismantled at their core offering life. Thats what he said right, "I came that they might have life and life abundant".

Not my case.


Actually Jesus told You to live Your life like the sparrow not caring for the needs of tomorrow but to concentrate on today. The main concept of that teaching is not to worry because nothing good ever comes from worrying and it doesn't solve a damn thing. If You worry You can also miss good opportunities because of the constant negativity.

Oh shut up with your religious bullshit! Some of us have a brain!

They do, and yes.

Life sucks

I feel the same way. You took the words right out of my mouth!

It is OK, OP. I like your threads and usually am going through what you are, too. I don't know the degree in which. However, stay patient, vigilant, HOPEFUL and FAITHFUL. God will provide to you in the midst of need.


BELIEVE

Similar feelings OP.

Someone posted a link to Robert Salzman. It's kind of helping.

I just don't get this world. I don't fit. I see it could be so amazing, but...its just...not. It makes me very sad.

Everything about this world is bittersweet. It's a damn roller coaster and it's making me nauseous.

Every time you think you’ve hit your bottom, you sink lower.

This world is hell.

OP has a point, it's more than a face mask issue. It's being a 24/7 slave to this weak, frail degrading meat suit our souls were unfortunately put in prison into. Being a human is exhausting meat suit slavery that goes nowhere. Eating, sh!tting, cleaning, working, paying bills, chronic health problems no matter what you do, weaponized fake medicine, poisoned food, air, wifi/cell/5G radiation...IT'S ALL GARBAGE THAT IS A VERY EMPTY HORRIFIC EXISTENCE. No wonder people turn to alcohol and drugs, they need to numb themselves to the misery of human existence.

Have you tried breatharianism?

Are you a life path number 9?

It sounds like you are. Just sayin.

Depression is a chemical imbalance in your brians. That's not it.
You feel miserable because there's something very wrong in the system.
I have my guesses what it is, and I'm sure you have yours too.

Same as me except it's energy drinks and pizza.

I'm kicking it all back to good food and working out. This corona BS literally destroyed everything in my life...

Be careful what you wish for... You're doing it all wrong my friend. May sound hypocritical after what I said a minute ago but I wasn't always this way... IT was when literally everything went wrong at once - and THEN less than a week later boom lockdown

Do you have a dog OP ?

Or anything or one to care for ?

It gives meaning in a meaningless world. My boy passed 6 weeks ago and I feel like you do now. I know he would want nothing more than for me to save another from death row and give them a forever home with constant attention as I work from home most days and he traveled everywhere with me. No matter how bad things were, funerals etc he was there, needing me and providing unconditional love and companionship. It really changes your perspective. So soon I hope I will take in another from a NC shelter I got the last from, who was to be put down that week…

RIP Hazy

Same here!
Just keep going.

Take a leaf out of the liberal left playbook, that way you can identify as a penguin or something. Penguins are pretty cool.

It's a loosh farm.

As you desensitize they need to turn up the heat to boil you.

But if you act as randomly as you can. As a child would. Well there isn't much they can do. They end spend more energy they get out of you.

Take the Vaxx and All the Boosters you can get your hands on. The mRNA will make you no longer Human.

Good Luck

Have you tried STFUism?

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100 Percent sure

My own Mom is a Matrix Robot

And i am human trapped here in the matrix

To others, these little things are lovely.. having a meal, standing in a hot shower, laying in a soft bed

Life isn't meant to be so complicated

Try being simple and quiet

Stop paying attention to daily news

Turn off digital entertainment and read books

Go for walks and fall in love with nature

We are meant to enjoy the little things and appreciate them..

In this ugly world, the best thing we can do for mental health and happiness is to stop staring at it - the abyss and the ugly people moving around in it

We do it everyday, here and elsewhere

It's not normal or sustainable

Our daily life and living.. is much more important

Non detachment

op been 2 years since u made this post, still depressed?