why?

humans and their reality/matrix now force me again to return to live in the state where they do not let me sleep day or night

they know that it is hard for me to sleep again after they force me to wake me up with the loud noises they make with the help of their loudspeakers, children and animals, so they they usually quickly disappear when they are sure that they did their job and that i will not sleep again
they did that for years

why the Egyptian people aren't dead and in absolute eternal hell?
why the Muslims and all Allah worshipers aren't dead and in absolute eternal hell?
why liberals(feminist/capitalists) aren't dead and in absolute eternal hell?
why people that have their moons and/or suns in air zodiac signs aren't dead and in hell?
why no one killed Abdel Fattah Al-Sisi?
who protect them all?

why i nearly can not see anyone anywhere but enemies that even surround me and rule me with their laws all my life?

why luck, fate and the laws of the matrix are with my enemies side and against me?

why all humans either join my enemies or peacefully coexist with them instead of fighting them or at-least tell me useful information about them?

why everyone think, bullshit and act like my enemies even the ones that claim they are my friends?

why humans are either people who are my enemies, people who claim that they are my friends while they are my enemies, people who are opposing my enemies while they are even worse than my enemies, neutral people who coexist peacefully with my enemies and can be converted to be my enemies at anytime?

where are the other real natural enemies of my enemies?

why everyone keep seeing me and seeing reality as they want us to be not as we really are, while insisting on blindly believing that i am a child that will believe any bullshit they say to me?

why no one expect or care that i will punish them despite all the fires, storms, civil unrest, viruses that i cause?

why the gods leave me in poverty surrounded, judged and ruled only by my enemies and their laws?

nothing make sense since 2013
everyone in the universe look as if it is the same person that have billions of different faces

Last Edited by anwar fathy,,, on 06/30/2020 07:04 AM