My cat died from liver cancer, and I'm more hurt than I've ever been

Been around cats my whole life. Have a new one now, last one was hit by a car. It sucks, but you'll get over it

All your bot threads are stupid.
They lack all forms of creativity and genuin livelyness a human being has.

I constantly question whether or nor I should have given him chemotherapy.

I think having him euthanized was the right thing to do because I wouldn't want to go through chemo, but I still can't get over it.

He would still just look a me a purr while I knew he was so sick, and I couldn't help him.

Ghost of cat caught on camera

Yes. Animals have souls too!

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Yes, I know. I don't really fit in with the general populace of this site.

However, I'm not a bot. I drink a lot and use stimulants again now that my boy is gone because I can't sleep and I know a lot of things I post don't make much sense.

PROOF that God, as most imagine God, doesn't exist is the short lifespan that our pets get.


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Well, he was a tuxedo cat. My aunt had a female tuxedo cat that lived to be like 23 years old, so I guess I always kind of assumed he'd be around a lot longer because of that.

Maybe I'm still in shock or something, but damn. I never thought I could love or miss something so much.

It’s a cat. Cats are incapable of loving. If they were bigger the6 would eat you for dinner. Get a dog next time.

Mods, please delete this thread. I'm sorry for posting it. It's not helping me anyway.

Majority of pets die because liver. It's the food they're fed.

Sorry for your loss OP -- things will get better though

I don’t know if this will help you but when my dog died I wrote in a little journal my memories of him and my feelings and emotions of his passing for a few weeks. It really helped me get through the pain of losing him. I’m so sorry.

I'm truly sorry about your cat. Its hard to lose a pet I've lost many...had to put our much loved German shepherd down 2 weeks ago.

Honestly getting another pet to love and focus on helps a lot. Hang in there

The emo vampyre is busted.

You've obviously never spent an appreciable amount of time around cats and so your opinion is therefore invalid.



Sorry for your loss OP. We never fully domesticated cats you know, didn't have to. While dogs took centuries of selective breeding and tricking them into accepting us as alphas, cats and humans found themselves in the same places and just happened to get along.

The bond between humans and cats is the purest bond we have with any other creature. Truly a friendship, as neither strictly needs the other yet together create more than the sum of their parts. The fact that we can do it at all is a miracle and a testament to a greater force in the universe, even if that force is only love.

Sorry for your loss.

Get a kitten, make sure you don't kill it with poison food.

with love

I am sorry for your loss. It's like loosing a family member.

Get a kitten it will help you to heal

Sorry for your loss. You can actually get a reincarnation if you're lucky

Know how you feel. Sorry to hear it.

Hey OP, I was in your situation ten years ago. I lost my friend Knacko. In my grief I read somewhere online that if you want your pet back, say so, intend it to be. Yep, that's what I thought, load of crap, but I did want Knacko back, so I said it aloud.

Then the phone rang, it was my daughter and she had found a kitten on an industrial site that was a stray (no microchip) so she bought him home. He is jet black, so we called him Blacko and you won't believe it, but he has all the same traits of Knacko.

I told a friend the story as he had lost his dog in an accident with the tractor. He would ride on the back but fell and was crushed. The guy looked at me like I was crazy and said he buried the dog down the back, how could he come back. I told him to believe and see what unfolds.

Two weeks later he called to say that he was passing by the council pound and felt as he needed to go in to look around. Immediately, he said a small terrier had caught his eye. He bought him home and said the dog is just like his old one except for one thing, he hides when the tractor is started.

yeah, you have to say things OUT LOUD because the universe/angels/guides cannot read your mind, they can only act when they hear you ask..

Tuxedo's are great cats. very intelligent and generally friendly happy breed.

Mom had a big Tuxedo, who got named "battle cat"

because her husband (old man, she remarried late in life) liked to watch old black and white war movies all the time... and battle cat would intensely watch with him, like actually watch the movie.

sadly "battle cat" lived a short life, he died at age 5 or 6ish... was bitten by a poisonous snake (we live in the country)

I just went through the same and it really took me for a loop I’m ex military been deployed to combat zones etc didn’t even cry when my dad died suddenly out of no where a few years ago but I balled for like 3 days when this beaten up cat I rescued from an abusive teen years ago died it was rough man and I mean balled

battle cat went under the house to die, we noticed his absence quickly, he was def a lounge around all day inside kind of cat, and later we found him, buried him in the back yard.

Stop feeling as if you caring for another life form as something to be apologetic about. fuck that, anyone says anything negative - fuck them.

I understand your pain, I had to put my cat down after she'd gotten old and develop a lot of health issues that wasn't easy to fix. Had her in my life for 16 years, shit hurt and shit does. so you have every right to feel sad for your loss.

Just know that, if you were a good companion towards your Cat, he appreciated it. I sincerely hope you feel better Brother.

well my dog got hit by a car almost two weeks ago and it is still difficult.
im just thankful it was quick because it sure didnt look painless.

as he was dying, his body was literally BUZZING, like he was being electrocuted or something.
it was soo strong.
i didnt like it and i dont know what it was.

i kissed him, told him i loved him and thank you for being such a good dog and then i ran off to get the others because he was too heavy for me to carry.
they buried him a few hours later after they got themselves together.
lots of tears..