Do I really snivel all that much? I've been accused of a lot of things over the years but that's a first.

Wasn't much rolling over involved, I looked at the risk/benefit and chose accordingly. So far so good.

I was fully aware the shit could make me drop dead on the spot or sometime after, even if unlikely.

It's really not even close to the most dangerous shit I've ever done, and for a good cause for once.

What are you even doing in bandit country if you're so worried about dying?

Land is cheap in North Dakota, very few bandits there. Pick up a couple hundred acres and retire... surely a bioweapons expert could afford such a thing?