this is a thread for those who have been abused. Styx The Grand Illusion

i took a month off from glp and came back 2 weeks ago for 1 day. i went away for another 2 weeks and had my eyes opened about this whirled and needed to post

i'll preface this by saying i was abused heavily in this whirled most of my life 24/7 for 50+ years.

yesterday i came back to my room and it was warm. see...we're currently in the moon, hence the white sun. it shows what is hidden. i told some older lady yesterday that she needed to set limits with her daughter because her daughter has a gambling problem and she supports her. the daughter talks abusively to her mother and disrespects her. her son at one point told us his mother is very sick. i didn't really get it until today.

there was a black women the other day SCREAMING at my companion and i calling us rats. see...my friend and i are the f&g-GOT(s) that are tar-gets, hence the rituals with stores etc. the bull symoblizes Spain and a vagina as in cat-hole-lick church as in pussy.

in Truman Show it is falsely claimed that it's Christophe in the moon when it's actually Christina in the Moon as in Christ-mas or Christina Miss Swiss (NOT TAKING SIDES). someone who does not take sides is consider the number 13 or RED. REMEMBER RED ROOM IN THE SHINING MOVIE? Danny was being abused by Jack. Danny symbolizes the Sun. BUT IN THIS WHIRLED EVERYTHING IS INVERTED SO IN ACTUALITY THE MOTHER IS THE ABUSER

see...my companion and i BELIEVE THIS WHIRLED IS A SPLIT OFF MIND. THERE IS A MENTALLY HEALTHY MIND OF GOD AND THE MENTALLY SICK MIND OF THE DEVIL...ARE YOU FOLLOWING?

there is a song by Styx called THE GRAND ILLUSION. go find the lyrics and read them. here is an explanation of the song that most appropriately explains this whirled:

The Grand Illusion is just that- A Grand Illusion put on by our world Governments and Powerful Rich People that secretly are in League with Satan - who is the Father of Lies and Illusions. This whole life is
a test put on by God, to see if you will believe the
Illusions and Lies of the world or If you will believe
the Truth that is Written in the Holy Scriptures
that explains Satan's Grand Illusions, the Old Serpent who Deceived the whole World's elect peoples to follw him and Not the one Ture Goid and
Jesus Christ. Some Government Illusions are 911,
Kenndy Execution, The Moon Lannding, Dr. Martin Luther Kings Execution, Pearl Harbor and much much more plots cooked up by Satan and his evil partners. The Bible says if, you know the Truth, the Truth will set you free! Dennis Deyoung is a very Strong Christain Man, who Knows God and Jesus,,,
and He writes about God and the Devil is 80% of all his songs. You just don't realize it. Styx is a sacred River listed in the Old Testament. That River Styx
seperates the evil world on one side and God's World of Love and Light on the other side! You must decide what side of the river you will stay on - in the
end!

i've been crying out about my abuse in this whirled for decades BUT IT FALLS ON DEAF EARS. I BECAME THE MAN WHO WAS UNHEARD. I BECAME THE PERSONA NON GRATA. EVERYBODY GANGED UP AGAINST ME.

it doesn't like me because i speak the truth. nobody wants to hear the truth, only lies. i keep preaching but nobody is listening. I TELL THE SECRETS BECAUSE I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO LET GO OF THE PAIN THAT WAS DONE TO ME.

THE PERPETRATOR CONTINUES ABUSING ME BECAUSE THE PERPETRATOR LIKES TO VICTIMIZE THE VICTIM OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

i'll probably be killed at some point by the scriptwriter for exposing the truth about this whirled BUT SOMEBODY HAS TO DO IT.

I AM THE MOND(MOUTH) THAT DIES AS IN DI-A-MOND AS IN TWIN-K-LE TWIN-K-LE LITTLE STAR...

the guy above is right about the song. you gotta choose which side of the River Styx you wanna be on...Good or Evil. i choose G-D and GOOD because i don't like this whirled of lies.