OMG, somebody HELP!!! I'm desperate!!

I don't have any on hand..and Ive never had to use any of those. Valium sounds like it could help me..

Thank you

I don't know if this helps, GODDESS, but there have been additional very high frequency energies coming in from the cosmos during the last week or so. This does not help sleep. The affect on me is that I have a couple of nights where I feel I am completely wide awake and have not slept at all. This is very disconcerting, of course. These incoming energies affect every cell - it will bring out the "worst" and improve" the "best". This is happening on all levels - cellular, in relationships, in politics etc. All "secrets" or impurities are being swilled out to the surface, so that they can be seen, recognized and purged. Maybe detox teas and fasting are relevant at this time.

Please consult my problem thread if you feel the need. All the best, color crusader.

Firstly....


Lovey, I can tell you're off the hook upset right now....and you need to calm down. You appear to be reinforcing your upset with even more upset, panic actually, which as I'm sure you know, is not going to calm you down.


It's hard, ya know, to think straight when upset....and you're running on no sleep. Poor thing, I know it well....


You NEED to stop running the message of worry and fret over and over in your head. Replace the erratic thoughts with something calming and soothing.....because it's feeling to me like you've worked yourself into a state of panic.


I understand why your panicked, I would be too....but just that panic your feeling is now doing you more harm than did the edibles.


Get a hold on your panic, lovey....first things first, okay?


Are you breathing correctly at this time?....that's the best place to start, is to ensure that you're breathing correctly.

Sit down, be mindful of your breathing. Breath correctly, deep into your lungs, and release it easily. It may be a little difficult at first to breath correctly - because internal panicking - but keep at it, it'll come to you.

Once you're breathing correctly again, you'll then start to calm down some....and you'll be better prepared to go from there.


I think you're going to be fine, but I do think there's something else going on....but not necessarily poor health....heh, I'm wondering if the gestation of it triggered a kind of physical-spiritual awakening....but you're too upset to recognize it.


I dunno....but what I do know is that you need to calm down, lovey....right now, okay?

Edible marijuana is too strong for first time users, even low dose types.
And there are many different strains of Indica which are usually not stated on the edible. You probably used a recreational strain, sleeping is not a recreational activity.

You could try getting a strain of dry flower for sleeping. You can check on leafly the right ones. Or basically any purple Indica will knock you out.

If you're not into smoking; put some peanut butter on a cracker, put 0.5g of ground weed on top, toast, eat.

Keep in mind that eating marijuana takes around 3 hours to start working. Where as smoking it works right away and give you better control of the buzz.

Always the fuckin drama queen

I had gone MANY years without touching pot, until one night, I took a couple puffs. No big deal I thought, I barely even felt anything. A few hours later, I woke up in a shock, filled with dread and anxiety, like something scared me awake.

It took months for the feelings of anxiety to fade.

Pot heads will blame me, that the pot “brought something out” or that I had “stuff to deal with”. Questions and effects of pot are never met with answers that implicate pot’s effects on people that don’t use it everyday. Sure, you can use it every day, never feel the negative effects, but when you stop for a decade and try it again, you might notice it’s not the same as it was.

But whatever, the answer to a sound mind and body is good food, clean water, exercise and sex.

Here, you’ll get people telling you to drink vinegar and to take other medicines or try other weeds..... Ya don’t need that crap, just need a decent steak, tall glass of water and get your hair pulled 😝

I used Calm last night.

Didn't touch the insomnia.

Nor did 100mg of diphenhydramine. Nothing is working on me.

They're not really "new", but yeah. Some strains can be pretty wicked. While some are more kind. It's not really connected to potency either. They can be strong and kind or weaker but still wicked. Also, they do different things to different people.

For example, a strain I don't like. That makes it difficult to think, where's my keys, why did I come in this room? Is a favorite for some others.

If you try again, I'd skip the extract and smoke or better yet vaporize some nice herb.

You'll be OK OP, try drinking some green tea and ponder on what it was you were actually afraid of?

How do you do your liver cleanse? Do you use teas or extracts?

I never make threads.

The very fact that I made one today is alone a testimony to my desperation.

I call bullshit

How desperate are you?

Enough for the truth?

IT'S A SIN! REPENT!


Marijuana is a hallucinogenic. For most people that just means it makes you think weird thoughts. Ones that seem very profound the night before, so much so you want to write them down. When you read them the next day they seem idiotic. Its because hallucinogenics are SPIRITUAL. You are literally calling devils into to your mind. LSD and magic mushrooms are the same. They are actually WORSE than other drugs. You are committing spiritual adultery against your creator by being intimate with those who hate him.

THE CURE:

On the physical level, do a heavy workout and take some ZMA. It will replenish those key sleep minerals if they are low.

On the spiritual level, repent. Cry out to Jesus and apologize to him for committing spiritual adultery. He created you and also died for you. Get a Bible and listen to it. It will also help you sleep. I will pray for you.


Audio Bible KJV - Narrator Alexander Scourby

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OPTIMUM NUTRITION ZMA

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I'm serious, OP, DON'T take any psych drugs. They are truly evil and far worse than pot or any other illegal drug. They might be worse than fucking heroin. If you develop a dependency on them, which can happen faster than you think, they are VERY hard to get off.

A benzo isn't a psych drug it's nothing but calm. And if she had one stashed away it means she took it before. My recommendation was to take an old one if she had it. Not start a new drug regime. Benzos are only good for very short term. A good night's sleep is all the OP needs. Sorry if I was confusing.

Probably because as someone already mentioned, you are in an anxiety loop. At this point it's mostly in your head, as you focus on it more and more. Go for a run outside to clear your head. Try deep breathing exercises too.

I've used valium. I know these drugs. I cannot advise people strongly enough to STAY AWAY FROM PSYCH MEDS. DON'T TAKE THESE AT ALL FOR ANY REASON. Psych meds are the worst thing you can take - for relaxation/anxiety etc. I understand if people are schizophrenic or bi-polar, that's a different issue. But I cannot say strongly enough - STAY AWAY FROM VALIUM, CLONAPIN, XANAX, etc....if you develop a dependency they can be VERY VERY VERY hard to get off.

This may sounds fucking ridiculous, and it's up to you whether you decide to listen to me, but here's my input as someone who knows a fair bit about this sort of stuff..

Everything is based on frequency. If your frequency is low, taking something like Cannabis will raise it and you will feel better. If your frequency is higher than Cannabis though, taking it will cause your frequency to decrease, and that's when you'll end up feeling things like anxiety, paranoia, insomnia etc. etc.

Basically...you need to raise your frequency back up.
So, try to maintain a positive focus where you can...and if that's too much of a stretch right now, just keep asking yourself "how can I feel a bit more comfortable?". Then do that thing, and ask yourself the question again and again.

I promise you that you have not done lasting damage. I know exactly what kind of state you're in right now. It won't last forever, even though it can certainly feel like that.

Take it easy. I suggest drinking only spring water if you can get your hands on it, or mineral water for the next few days. Eat high vibrational foods - so this may mean choosing to eat mainly fruit and veg (especially the green stuff).

Be careful with the CBD, as whilst this can help counter THC, it might still be affecting the frequency of your body (and mind)...same with the other medicines. But go with trusting your body more than anything or anyone else right now.

If you're open to it, or even already have some, clear quartz, Lepidolite, Black Tourmaline, and Petrified Wood are all good minerals to get. The Clear Quartz has a high frequency, Lepidolite is a great crystal I use time and time again for anxiety and thought spirals (it has natural Lithium within it so it also has a very calming affect). The Black Tourmaline and especially Petrified Wood are great "grounding" crystals.
Going through guided mindfulness meditations with or without these crystals can be really powerful in helping to detach from the thoughts and feeling more of a sense of control of it all.

If you can, go outside and sit with your feet on the bare Earth, or even better, stuck in some mud.

And finally...it might be worth exploring anything that may be coming up for you from your subconscious. So, things like Shadow Work and Parts Work are a couple suggestions I'd give you, but I would first recommend you getting yourself back into a more regulated state. Right now you're going to be highly dysregulated if you haven't been getting much sleep, let alone the other stuff on top of it.

You'll be okay

Maybe you can sleep because of all the snitching you've done on this site. I looked at your karma, God dam, you're a snitch!!

I wouldn't help you if you paid me.

I’ve recommended cannabis to at least 3 people for insomnia and they have all had great results.. I’ve heard countless stories and read countless studies on the effects of cannabis..

Where do you live? Are you drinking city water?

That's what Ive been doing all my life, jut plain good habits. I don't know why the fuck I thought this would be good for me. I don't know what I was thinking.

So you were affected for months afterwards?

Im not anxious like I was when I was taking it, I'm just anxious over the no sleep thing, otherwise Im perfectly fine all day, I just can't sleep. And I used to be someone who passed out within 5 minutes of hitting the sack.

Its like Im someone else now.

Nobody warned you?

Drugs are bad. Mkay?

Maybe you can't

Yes , I was going to mention this ... hope You get better LG ... power hug ...

Now you are starting to sound like my friend who takes a lot of meds.

Ok, there are some genetic variations that can cause some meds to have a different effect than what is expected. In some cases it can be serious.

I read an article about it once for continuing ed. It was a little above my head. Can't cite the article but you can do a search for genetic variations and drug effects.

Let me show you the door then.

I can testify to that. Tried both Valium and Zopiclone, and sleeping after you've run out and can't get anymore can be even more fucked up than before you took them. Very easy to get addicted to.

Real CBD (not crappy hemp head shop chicom CBD) and vitamin B6 will take away the “trip” ...
Always have vitamin B6 around when dabbling with THC-9.
~BP

pot can mess with your dreams by making them difficult to remember so maybe you are like into your dreams or something.

if your problem is because of the pot it will pass.

You dont need to be taking all these drugs people are talking about.

You just did something you can't handle, that's it.
Smoke it instead of eating it, and you'll be fine.

As for greening out; that's just your mind showing you some shit you gotta deal with. And its an opportunity to deal with it right then like you're fighting something inside you. Or not, and go on with it all.

Snitch!