Godlike Productions - Discussion Forum
Users Online Now: 2,048 (Who's On?)Visitors Today: 901,809
Pageviews Today: 1,632,471Threads Today: 541Posts Today: 11,685
04:08 PM


Rate this Thread

Absolute BS Crap Reasonable Nice Amazing
 

Prayer Thread Part 3.

 
tiger1  (OP)

User ID: 79267566
United States
08/07/2022 06:39 PM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Just got a phone call, close friend had a heart attack. He's in the hospital, no one can get any info. His sister is going up there right now.

These damn hospitals, they say we will call you back, they never do.

So need some prayers for the guy.

Thanks, much love.
 Quoting: DMJ


Prayers said ! grouphug
Praise God from Whom all Blessings flow !!!
tiger1  (OP)

User ID: 79267566
United States
08/07/2022 06:48 PM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Prayers said for all. grouphug

Three prayer requests, my friends !

My middle daughter Elizabeth(no jab), and her boyfriend(jabbed), seem to have come down with a bad case of covid, once again. My youngest is going to go by her house later with test kits. If Elizabeth is positive, she will not get sick pay once again, because she refused the jab.

Her boyfriend lost his job last month. The company he was working for was a private railroad company contracted out to a big oil company. His company got bought out, and every employee lost their job, over 100 people. He needs to find another job.

I have the neighbor from hell next door, who has moved, THANK GOD ! I have not posted about this before, but she is a total Karen who has harassed other neighbors besides me. Some were scared of her, as she truly is loony. I stood up to her, and didn't get as much grief as did some others in the neighborhood.
She has abandoned her sweet cat.The poor thing has been sitting on her back porch just looking so sad the last few days. Her litter box and a bag of cat food are sitting there also, but the cat has no access to the bag, and there are no bowls of water for her. I have been giving her food and water for the past few days. I hope whoever moves in there will take of the cat.Just in case, my youngest daughter is actively looking for a good home for the cat. She has 2 old cranky cats and can't take another one in. Mary K has a cat with health problems, and between her cat and my 2 dogs, I can't take the cat in here. My Fox Terrier Jewel has kidney failure, diagnosed in December. She likes cats, but she is going down for me. Princess, my Boxer/Pit mix doesn't like cats at all, and just tolerates Mary K's cat.

Prayers needed ! Here is Jewel ! Jewel
 Quoting: tiger1


Prayers sent for all above requests. rose

Is there a shelter you could drop the cat off at? Or maybe animal rescue can come pick it up? That's so sad. :(

I hope your daughter and her boyfriend recover quickly! And prayers for your pup too.
 Quoting: Simple27


The Humane Society only takes owner surrendered pets, if they take any at all.You got to make an appointment and hope they take your pet. The city Animal Control kills them after 3 days.There is a couple of private rescues but they are over filled and can't take any more.
Myself and the neighbor on the other side of that house are feeding the cat. My daughter is asking around for anyone looking for a nice house cat.I wish I could post a pic of her, but my flip phone isn't capable of internet.She is a beautiful, clean and healthy cat. I am just heartbroken over this, even though I have seen this happen many times before.

Thank you for the prayers ! hugs
Praise God from Whom all Blessings flow !!!
tiger1  (OP)

User ID: 79267566
United States
08/07/2022 07:02 PM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Prayers said for all. grouphug

Three prayer requests, my friends !

My middle daughter Elizabeth(no jab), and her boyfriend(jabbed), seem to have come down with a bad case of covid, once again. My youngest is going to go by her house later with test kits. If Elizabeth is positive, she will not get sick pay once again, because she refused the jab.

Her boyfriend lost his job last month. The company he was working for was a private railroad company contracted out to a big oil company. His company got bought out, and every employee lost their job, over 100 people. He needs to find another job.

I have the neighbor from hell next door, who has moved, THANK GOD ! I have not posted about this before, but she is a total Karen who has harassed other neighbors besides me. Some were scared of her, as she truly is loony. I stood up to her, and didn't get as much grief as did some others in the neighborhood.
She has abandoned her sweet cat.The poor thing has been sitting on her back porch just looking so sad the last few days. Her litter box and a bag of cat food are sitting there also, but the cat has no access to the bag, and there are no bowls of water for her. I have been giving her food and water for the past few days. I hope whoever moves in there will take of the cat.Just in case, my youngest daughter is actively looking for a good home for the cat. She has 2 old cranky cats and can't take another one in. Mary K has a cat with health problems, and between her cat and my 2 dogs, I can't take the cat in here. My Fox Terrier Jewel has kidney failure, diagnosed in December. She likes cats, but she is going down for me. Princess, my Boxer/Pit mix doesn't like cats at all, and just tolerates Mary K's cat.

Prayers needed ! Here is Jewel ! Jewel
 Quoting: tiger1


Prayers for Elizabeth and her boyfriend for health and finances.
Also praying that poor cat will find a home. Shame on the neighbor for not taking care of the cat.

Prayers for sweet Jewel. My new rescue has been diagnosed with kidney problems too. He is in the beginning stages, so the vet gave him two liters of IV fluids on Thursday and 2 liters on Friday. Toby hated being kenneled and it stressed him out bad. So, I decided in the future I will do sub q fluids at home. I also have him on a similar kidney diet like the one you posted a few weeks back.

Last but not least, praying for you that God will give you the strength to get through and to help everyone that depends on you.

PrayersGoingUp
 Quoting: NOLAangel


Thank you, my Friend !!! I just talked to the youngest daughter. Elizabeth and her boyfriend don't have covid. Their tests were negative. I think they have what I had. I had been sick for 3 weeks, and ended up at Urgent Care. Horrid sinus infection, affecting my ears, throat, sinuses draining into my lungs 24/7, leg pain, all over body pain, weak, can't taste most foods, smell was OK, though. Today was my 1st time back at church since July 10th. I was also dizzy, and just felt absolutely horrible. I was covid negative. I really couldn't do much of anything, as I had no energy. I would do just a bit of housework, and have to lay down for a couple of hours afterwards.
This afternoon I am starting to feel lousy again. I hope I don't get a round 2 of whatever this sickness is.
Praise God from Whom all Blessings flow !!!
NOLAangel

User ID: 80849968
United States
08/07/2022 08:08 PM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Prayers said for all. grouphug

Three prayer requests, my friends !

My middle daughter Elizabeth(no jab), and her boyfriend(jabbed), seem to have come down with a bad case of covid, once again. My youngest is going to go by her house later with test kits. If Elizabeth is positive, she will not get sick pay once again, because she refused the jab.

Her boyfriend lost his job last month. The company he was working for was a private railroad company contracted out to a big oil company. His company got bought out, and every employee lost their job, over 100 people. He needs to find another job.

I have the neighbor from hell next door, who has moved, THANK GOD ! I have not posted about this before, but she is a total Karen who has harassed other neighbors besides me. Some were scared of her, as she truly is loony. I stood up to her, and didn't get as much grief as did some others in the neighborhood.
She has abandoned her sweet cat.The poor thing has been sitting on her back porch just looking so sad the last few days. Her litter box and a bag of cat food are sitting there also, but the cat has no access to the bag, and there are no bowls of water for her. I have been giving her food and water for the past few days. I hope whoever moves in there will take of the cat.Just in case, my youngest daughter is actively looking for a good home for the cat. She has 2 old cranky cats and can't take another one in. Mary K has a cat with health problems, and between her cat and my 2 dogs, I can't take the cat in here. My Fox Terrier Jewel has kidney failure, diagnosed in December. She likes cats, but she is going down for me. Princess, my Boxer/Pit mix doesn't like cats at all, and just tolerates Mary K's cat.

Prayers needed ! Here is Jewel ! Jewel
 Quoting: tiger1


Prayers for Elizabeth and her boyfriend for health and finances.
Also praying that poor cat will find a home. Shame on the neighbor for not taking care of the cat.

Prayers for sweet Jewel. My new rescue has been diagnosed with kidney problems too. He is in the beginning stages, so the vet gave him two liters of IV fluids on Thursday and 2 liters on Friday. Toby hated being kenneled and it stressed him out bad. So, I decided in the future I will do sub q fluids at home. I also have him on a similar kidney diet like the one you posted a few weeks back.

Last but not least, praying for you that God will give you the strength to get through and to help everyone that depends on you.

PrayersGoingUp
 Quoting: NOLAangel


Thank you, my Friend !!! I just talked to the youngest daughter. Elizabeth and her boyfriend don't have covid. Their tests were negative. I think they have what I had. I had been sick for 3 weeks, and ended up at Urgent Care. Horrid sinus infection, affecting my ears, throat, sinuses draining into my lungs 24/7, leg pain, all over body pain, weak, can't taste most foods, smell was OK, though. Today was my 1st time back at church since July 10th. I was also dizzy, and just felt absolutely horrible. I was covid negative. I really couldn't do much of anything, as I had no energy. I would do just a bit of housework, and have to lay down for a couple of hours afterwards.
This afternoon I am starting to feel lousy again. I hope I don't get a round 2 of whatever this sickness is.
 Quoting: tiger1


Sending hugs and praying you all get over whatever it is going around.
hugs6
Ellusion

User ID: 83898149
Canada
08/07/2022 08:17 PM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
cross
143
Simple27

User ID: 83814272
United States
08/07/2022 09:01 PM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
s27_prayercircle

red_heart

Lots of vitamins, tiger. C, D, Zinc, NAC, Quercitin. And lots of rest. For you and the kiddos that are under the weather.

hf
~*Ride the Wave*~
Simple27

User ID: 83814272
United States
08/07/2022 10:06 PM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Louis could use some prayers rose
~*Ride the Wave*~
DMJ

User ID: 72409414
United States
08/07/2022 10:11 PM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Louis could use some prayers rose
 Quoting: Simple27


hf
Bastetcat

User ID: 83835456
United States
08/07/2022 11:32 PM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Louis could use some prayers rose
 Quoting: Simple27


Been praying for him...and everyone here...starting another week...going to sleep with prayers for all here...

FWIW, I do want to mention I don't post scripture, but I read my Bible almost daily--I have a worn-out copy divided into yearly readings--into the 7th year with it...it's helpful for me..just mentioning it in case someone might want to try reading it in the course of a year...you can start anytime not just January 1st...my copy has the Old Testament, the New Testament, a chapter of Psalms and a verse or two of Proverbs for each day....

my goal was to read the Bible for every year of my life--sadly I'm about 15 years off...I was two years ahead in my 20s lol, that seems an eternity ago...I would have to double/triple up to make that now...anyway...praying for all!


hfhfhfhf
Life finds a way.
LunaticCC
Follower of God

User ID: 83907814
United States
08/08/2022 01:56 AM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Not a good night. Depression setting in. Argument with wife again. I have put off all medical related issues for myself to make sure that everyone else has been good, has the things they need and are happy.

I do not know what to do anymore. I have been crying pretty much all week. Today I spent another day alone as my wife went to her grandmothers house and stayed there all day. The one day that she takes off every week and she goes and spends it with her side of the family. I have absolutely zero friends now after getting injured. I can not drive anywhere to even get out of the house due to my condition.

Wife finally gets back home, lies to me about finances (her check is no longer getting deposited into the acct and she has opened another acct to put all income into there, but wants me to have my disability check deposited into the joint acct). She took the kids away from me, Son was already gone to wifes grandmothers house for the last 10 months, now my daughter is over there.

I feel alone, abandoned, and utterly betrayed by everyone. I know that my wife and I went through this before and here we are again 3.5 years later. Ever since I got injured it has been different. I can not "provide" for her and now I am just useless. She tells me that she loves me, but wont let me touch her. She has zero answer as to why, just tells me that she does not know why she does not want me near her.

I dont know what to do anymore. I can not go to church, she does not want to go and I dont have the money to get an uber. All I am is a utilitarian object that is only loved conditionally, under the the condition that I provide, I love, and I protect. Now that I can not provide it seems like I have been thrown out with the dirty dishwater.

Sorry for the rambling. Just depressed and do not know what to do anymore for anyone, including myself.
tiger1  (OP)

User ID: 79267566
United States
08/08/2022 05:49 AM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Louis could use some prayers rose
 Quoting: Simple27


Prayers said for Louis ! grouphug
Praise God from Whom all Blessings flow !!!
tiger1  (OP)

User ID: 79267566
United States
08/08/2022 05:51 AM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Louis could use some prayers rose
 Quoting: Simple27


Been praying for him...and everyone here...starting another week...going to sleep with prayers for all here...

FWIW, I do want to mention I don't post scripture, but I read my Bible almost daily--I have a worn-out copy divided into yearly readings--into the 7th year with it...it's helpful for me..just mentioning it in case someone might want to try reading it in the course of a year...you can start anytime not just January 1st...my copy has the Old Testament, the New Testament, a chapter of Psalms and a verse or two of Proverbs for each day....

my goal was to read the Bible for every year of my life--sadly I'm about 15 years off...I was two years ahead in my 20s lol, that seems an eternity ago...I would have to double/triple up to make that now...anyway...praying for all!


hfhfhfhf
 Quoting: Bastetcat


Don't worry about catching up ! You are reading God's Word, and that is what you need ! hugs
Praise God from Whom all Blessings flow !!!
tiger1  (OP)

User ID: 79267566
United States
08/08/2022 06:01 AM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Not a good night. Depression setting in. Argument with wife again. I have put off all medical related issues for myself to make sure that everyone else has been good, has the things they need and are happy.

I do not know what to do anymore. I have been crying pretty much all week. Today I spent another day alone as my wife went to her grandmothers house and stayed there all day. The one day that she takes off every week and she goes and spends it with her side of the family. I have absolutely zero friends now after getting injured. I can not drive anywhere to even get out of the house due to my condition.

Wife finally gets back home, lies to me about finances (her check is no longer getting deposited into the acct and she has opened another acct to put all income into there, but wants me to have my disability check deposited into the joint acct). She took the kids away from me, Son was already gone to wifes grandmothers house for the last 10 months, now my daughter is over there.

I feel alone, abandoned, and utterly betrayed by everyone. I know that my wife and I went through this before and here we are again 3.5 years later. Ever since I got injured it has been different. I can not "provide" for her and now I am just useless. She tells me that she loves me, but wont let me touch her. She has zero answer as to why, just tells me that she does not know why she does not want me near her.

I dont know what to do anymore. I can not go to church, she does not want to go and I dont have the money to get an uber. All I am is a utilitarian object that is only loved conditionally, under the the condition that I provide, I love, and I protect. Now that I can not provide it seems like I have been thrown out with the dirty dishwater.

Sorry for the rambling. Just depressed and do not know what to do anymore for anyone, including myself.
 Quoting: LunaticCC


DO NOT deposit your disability check in the joint account ! When I got a little money unexpectedly from my mother's estate, Roy wanted me to put it in his retirement account. I opened up a separate account instead, and used the money to get my teeth fixed once and for all. We really got into it over this, but at the time, I had no molars left, and only 7 teeth left in my mouth. I had been like this for many years, and could eat only certain foods. Out of the 7 teeth left, only one was good, and it had a root canal.The other ones left were crumbling.
Sometimes you have to stand up for yourself, for your own good.
Prayers said !!! grouphug
Praise God from Whom all Blessings flow !!!
tiger1  (OP)

User ID: 79267566
United States
08/08/2022 06:02 AM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Prayers said for all. grouphug
Praise God from Whom all Blessings flow !!!
DMJ

User ID: 72409414
United States
08/08/2022 07:43 AM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Prayers for all in need.
NOLAangel

User ID: 80849968
United States
08/08/2022 07:45 AM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Not a good night. Depression setting in. Argument with wife again. I have put off all medical related issues for myself to make sure that everyone else has been good, has the things they need and are happy.

I do not know what to do anymore. I have been crying pretty much all week. Today I spent another day alone as my wife went to her grandmothers house and stayed there all day. The one day that she takes off every week and she goes and spends it with her side of the family. I have absolutely zero friends now after getting injured. I can not drive anywhere to even get out of the house due to my condition.

Wife finally gets back home, lies to me about finances (her check is no longer getting deposited into the acct and she has opened another acct to put all income into there, but wants me to have my disability check deposited into the joint acct). She took the kids away from me, Son was already gone to wifes grandmothers house for the last 10 months, now my daughter is over there.

I feel alone, abandoned, and utterly betrayed by everyone. I know that my wife and I went through this before and here we are again 3.5 years later. Ever since I got injured it has been different. I can not "provide" for her and now I am just useless. She tells me that she loves me, but wont let me touch her. She has zero answer as to why, just tells me that she does not know why she does not want me near her.

I dont know what to do anymore. I can not go to church, she does not want to go and I dont have the money to get an uber. All I am is a utilitarian object that is only loved conditionally, under the the condition that I provide, I love, and I protect. Now that I can not provide it seems like I have been thrown out with the dirty dishwater.

Sorry for the rambling. Just depressed and do not know what to do anymore for anyone, including myself.
 Quoting: LunaticCC


DO NOT deposit your disability check in the joint account ! When I got a little money unexpectedly from my mother's estate, Roy wanted me to put it in his retirement account. I opened up a separate account instead, and used the money to get my teeth fixed once and for all. We really got into it over this, but at the time, I had no molars left, and only 7 teeth left in my mouth. I had been like this for many years, and could eat only certain foods. Out of the 7 teeth left, only one was good, and it had a root canal.The other ones left were crumbling.
Sometimes you have to stand up for yourself, for your own good.
Prayers said !!! grouphug
 Quoting: tiger1


CC,
Agreed with Tiger. If she wants a separate account then you get a separate yours too.

As far as loneliness, it can be a terrible thing, but you do have Jesus and all of us on this thread.

Hang in there and you are in my prayers. grouphug
NOLAangel

User ID: 80849968
United States
08/08/2022 07:46 AM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Louis could use some prayers rose
 Quoting: Simple27


Praying for Louis.

Prayer3
NOLAangel

User ID: 80849968
United States
08/08/2022 07:47 AM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Praying for us all. praying angel

he'sgotyou
Anonymous Coward
User ID: 83715180
United States
08/08/2022 09:11 AM
Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Not a good night. Depression setting in. Argument with wife again. I have put off all medical related issues for myself to make sure that everyone else has been good, has the things they need and are happy.

I do not know what to do anymore. I have been crying pretty much all week. Today I spent another day alone as my wife went to her grandmothers house and stayed there all day. The one day that she takes off every week and she goes and spends it with her side of the family. I have absolutely zero friends now after getting injured. I can not drive anywhere to even get out of the house due to my condition.

Wife finally gets back home, lies to me about finances (her check is no longer getting deposited into the acct and she has opened another acct to put all income into there, but wants me to have my disability check deposited into the joint acct). She took the kids away from me, Son was already gone to wifes grandmothers house for the last 10 months, now my daughter is over there.

I feel alone, abandoned, and utterly betrayed by everyone. I know that my wife and I went through this before and here we are again 3.5 years later. Ever since I got injured it has been different. I can not "provide" for her and now I am just useless. She tells me that she loves me, but wont let me touch her. She has zero answer as to why, just tells me that she does not know why she does not want me near her.

I dont know what to do anymore. I can not go to church, she does not want to go and I dont have the money to get an uber. All I am is a utilitarian object that is only loved conditionally, under the the condition that I provide, I love, and I protect. Now that I can not provide it seems like I have been thrown out with the dirty dishwater.

Sorry for the rambling. Just depressed and do not know what to do anymore for anyone, including myself.
 Quoting: LunaticCC



I pray that God will come down

And dwell in your encampment

Families are being ripped apart
Kamchatka
Culturally outdated by choice

User ID: 76556707
United States
08/08/2022 10:07 AM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Prayers said for everyone. I had lunch with a friend today and shared a lot of what's going on. I guess I have been too ashamed to tell people everything. I'm a step closer to moving. I'm thinking it will be by the end of the month. Still so much to do. So many details. I'm going to list things for sell in the morning. I'm not ready for a garage sale, but want to get rid of the big stuff.

Anyway, as always, thank you all for the prayers, and for letting me pour out all my thoughts.

hf
 Quoting: Storm*


Prayers for you and for all of us. So much trouble amongst us, but God is mighty and covers us all!

Storm, Bastetcat, Tiger (and Jewel), DMJ's friend in the hospital, NOLAangel and her pup, Ellusion, Louis, and LunaticCC (yes, get your own account), you're all in my prayers. Remember that God hears your prayers and loves you.

All of us in need, named and unnamed, are in my prayers, and we're all in need of God's loving Grace.

rose
More deplorable all the time.
BBQ BOY™

User ID: 81759931
United States
08/08/2022 10:26 AM
Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Louis could use some prayers rose
 Quoting: Simple27


hf
 Quoting: DMJ


hf
"Never underestimate the pain of a person. In all honesty, everyone is struggling. Just some people are better at hiding it than others."

Everyone has to work out their own salvation.

Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards.
LunaticCC
Follower of God

User ID: 83907814
United States
08/08/2022 12:08 PM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
DO NOT deposit your disability check in the joint account !

...

Sometimes you have to stand up for yourself, for your own good.
Prayers said !!! grouphug
 Quoting: tiger1



I will not put anything into the joint acct except half of what is needed to pay for things. It is amazing, she has had 2 elective surgeries and drained our joint acct. I have medical needs and can not even go get injections that would help me be able to move better. She just drained the acct again to get her teeth fixed too. She had 28 cavities and another 4k of corrective work that she took out of the joint acct.

I just looked back at some messages and Tiger, you were correct about everything then. I was a fool.

I got lambasted by her this morning about how I failed her by not doing counselling....ie...I did not set it back up after she stopped going due to her having scheduling conflicts. Then was told all I do is lay around the house all day before she left.

Thank you for the prayers everyone. It is not easy being here alone in the house. I try to do things, but even cleaning is near impossible without me falling down and hurting myself. I feel awkward posting about this again after so many told me what was going to happen. :(
Anonymous Coward
User ID: 81752503
United States
08/08/2022 04:51 PM
Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
I’m trying to find the right words but I’ll tell you this because it’s true

This is what The Lord says

I have chosen the foolish to shame the wise

I have chosen the weak to shame the strong

My Power is perfected in your weakness

Amen
tiger1  (OP)

User ID: 79267566
United States
08/08/2022 06:05 PM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
DO NOT deposit your disability check in the joint account !

...

Sometimes you have to stand up for yourself, for your own good.
Prayers said !!! grouphug
 Quoting: tiger1



I will not put anything into the joint acct except half of what is needed to pay for things. It is amazing, she has had 2 elective surgeries and drained our joint acct. I have medical needs and can not even go get injections that would help me be able to move better. She just drained the acct again to get her teeth fixed too. She had 28 cavities and another 4k of corrective work that she took out of the joint acct.

I just looked back at some messages and Tiger, you were correct about everything then. I was a fool.

I got lambasted by her this morning about how I failed her by not doing counselling....ie...I did not set it back up after she stopped going due to her having scheduling conflicts. Then was told all I do is lay around the house all day before she left.

Thank you for the prayers everyone. It is not easy being here alone in the house. I try to do things, but even cleaning is near impossible without me falling down and hurting myself. I feel awkward posting about this again after so many told me what was going to happen. :(
 Quoting: LunaticCC


A leopard's spots may fade, but they never, never go away. Prayers said !
Praise God from Whom all Blessings flow !!!
Simple27

User ID: 83814272
United States
08/08/2022 06:43 PM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Not a good night. Depression setting in. Argument with wife again. I have put off all medical related issues for myself to make sure that everyone else has been good, has the things they need and are happy.

I do not know what to do anymore. I have been crying pretty much all week. Today I spent another day alone as my wife went to her grandmothers house and stayed there all day. The one day that she takes off every week and she goes and spends it with her side of the family. I have absolutely zero friends now after getting injured. I can not drive anywhere to even get out of the house due to my condition.

Wife finally gets back home, lies to me about finances (her check is no longer getting deposited into the acct and she has opened another acct to put all income into there, but wants me to have my disability check deposited into the joint acct). She took the kids away from me, Son was already gone to wifes grandmothers house for the last 10 months, now my daughter is over there.

I feel alone, abandoned, and utterly betrayed by everyone. I know that my wife and I went through this before and here we are again 3.5 years later. Ever since I got injured it has been different. I can not "provide" for her and now I am just useless. She tells me that she loves me, but wont let me touch her. She has zero answer as to why, just tells me that she does not know why she does not want me near her.

I dont know what to do anymore. I can not go to church, she does not want to go and I dont have the money to get an uber. All I am is a utilitarian object that is only loved conditionally, under the the condition that I provide, I love, and I protect. Now that I can not provide it seems like I have been thrown out with the dirty dishwater.

Sorry for the rambling. Just depressed and do not know what to do anymore for anyone, including myself.
 Quoting: LunaticCC


Sending prayers rose

s27_prayercircle
~*Ride the Wave*~
Simple27

User ID: 83814272
United States
08/08/2022 06:46 PM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Prayers said for everyone. I had lunch with a friend today and shared a lot of what's going on. I guess I have been too ashamed to tell people everything. I'm a step closer to moving. I'm thinking it will be by the end of the month. Still so much to do. So many details. I'm going to list things for sell in the morning. I'm not ready for a garage sale, but want to get rid of the big stuff.

Anyway, as always, thank you all for the prayers, and for letting me pour out all my thoughts.

hf
 Quoting: Storm*


Prayers for you and for all of us. So much trouble amongst us, but God is mighty and covers us all!

Storm, Bastetcat, Tiger (and Jewel), DMJ's friend in the hospital, NOLAangel and her pup, Ellusion, Louis, and LunaticCC (yes, get your own account), you're all in my prayers. Remember that God hears your prayers and loves you.

All of us in need, named and unnamed, are in my prayers, and we're all in need of God's loving Grace.

rose
 Quoting: Kamchatka


grouphug
~*Ride the Wave*~
Bastetcat

User ID: 83835456
United States
08/08/2022 11:31 PM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Prayers said for everyone. I had lunch with a friend today and shared a lot of what's going on. I guess I have been too ashamed to tell people everything. I'm a step closer to moving. I'm thinking it will be by the end of the month. Still so much to do. So many details. I'm going to list things for sell in the morning. I'm not ready for a garage sale, but want to get rid of the big stuff.

Anyway, as always, thank you all for the prayers, and for letting me pour out all my thoughts.

hf
 Quoting: Storm*


Prayers for you and for all of us. So much trouble amongst us, but God is mighty and covers us all!

Storm, Bastetcat, Tiger (and Jewel), DMJ's friend in the hospital, NOLAangel and her pup, Ellusion, Louis, and LunaticCC (yes, get your own account), you're all in my prayers. Remember that God hears your prayers and loves you.

All of us in need, named and unnamed, are in my prayers, and we're all in need of God's loving Grace.

rose
 Quoting: Kamchatka


grouphug
 Quoting: Simple27


praying for all here...asking for prayer for my brother in law and my hub's best friend of 20 years who's in the hospital with kidney issues.

Thank you for praying for me and my hubby....I am having to try to not work myself to exhaustion, but I find it hard to not keep going when I should rest...and it's taking a toll on me...praying for balance in my life.

Love to you all!

hf
Life finds a way.
TrustNoOneKS

User ID: 80874187
United States
08/09/2022 01:14 AM
Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Praying for everyone here and for all requested prayers. May everyone have a marvellous day!
I Want To Believe
MySoul

User ID: 37441990
United Kingdom
08/09/2022 05:26 AM
Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Been out of contact with the world for a time, but you have all been in my thoughts and prayers, even if I did not know what the issues. God knows what is needed.

Being well cared for here but Wi-fi is a bit distant.

I love you all.
red_heart
What choice do I have but to be myself? Everyone else was already taken.

Develop a nostalgia for the future - Maxwell Maltz

MySoul
tiger1  (OP)

User ID: 79267566
United States
08/09/2022 06:06 AM

Report Abusive Post
Report Copyright Violation
Re: Prayer Thread Part 3.
Prayers said for everyone. I had lunch with a friend today and shared a lot of what's going on. I guess I have been too ashamed to tell people everything. I'm a step closer to moving. I'm thinking it will be by the end of the month. Still so much to do. So many details. I'm going to list things for sell in the morning. I'm not ready for a garage sale, but want to get rid of the big stuff.

Anyway, as always, thank you all for the prayers, and for letting me pour out all my thoughts.

hf
 Quoting: Storm*


Prayers for you and for all of us. So much trouble amongst us, but God is mighty and covers us all!

Storm, Bastetcat, Tiger (and Jewel), DMJ's friend in the hospital, NOLAangel and her pup, Ellusion, Louis, and LunaticCC (yes, get your own account), you're all in my prayers. Remember that God hears your prayers and loves you.

All of us in need, named and unnamed, are in my prayers, and we're all in need of God's loving Grace.

rose
 Quoting: Kamchatka


grouphug
 Quoting: Simple27


praying for all here...asking for prayer for my brother in law and my hub's best friend of 20 years who's in the hospital with kidney issues.

Thank you for praying for me and my hubby....I am having to try to not work myself to exhaustion, but I find it hard to not keep going when I should rest...and it's taking a toll on me...praying for balance in my life.

Love to you all!

hf
 Quoting: Bastetcat


Prayers said ! grouphug
Praise God from Whom all Blessings flow !!!





GLP